This is my first time writing this kind of story. I normally stick with the normal T rated stuff but this entire story just came to me in a dream and i had to write it out. I've read a few AH stories but this is my first attempt so i'm sorry if the sex isn't up to usual standard of the usual M rated FF.

BELLA

"Bella are you sulking?" my best friend of nearly eight years asked me. I was on my bed, reading my latest book; something i did in 90% of my spare time.

"No Rose i'm not, i'm reading," i sighed as i turned to face her at my door.

"Great we have a party to go to!" she said happily with a bounce in her step.

"Rose," i groaned. I enjoyed parties, after all we were in college and Rose demanded i get the full college experience not just the studying part but she knew my limits were two a month, this would be the fourth.

"It's not a real party, it's the boys and Tanya and Jane. It's just a pool party at their place to cheer up Emmett," she said.

"Cheer up Emmett?" i asked with a frown.

"He broke up with Irina" she explained coming to sit on my bed with me.

"They've been dating like 2 weeks" i said with a frown.

"And the man needs cheering up, so Edward said we'd have a get together" she grinned. i rolled my eyes at the mention of her boyfriend. He used any excuse to have a party.

"Fine" i mumbled.

"Great! it will keep your mind off Jake" she said and grabbed my book off me.

"Hey!" i yelled and reached for it back. She reached high so it was out of reach. Rose had nearly a foot on me. I was barely five three and she was nearly six foot. i jumped onto my feet and bounced on the bed to reach my book. She copied so she was even taller. We were laughing at my lame attempts to reach it when we heard the door slam.

"Tanya and Jane!" she yelled and jumped off the bed, throwing me the book. I sighed as i placed my bookmark and made my way downstairs to greet our guests.

Whilst Rose and I had been best friends since freshman year of high school, Tanya, Jane and Alice had become quite close to us freshman year of college. Tanya and Jane were a couple, Alice was with Jasper, Edward's best friend and then there was Emmett, Edwards fraternal twin brother. Edward and Emmett were rich, well their parents were. They had the best house in a mile radius of the campus. It was a six bedroom seven bath house with a giant pool in the yard. Edward and Emmett gave one of the rooms to Jasper and Alice and there was still room for more. It was host to many college parties but most of the time it was where the eight of us hung out, that number often went up to ten if Emmett and i were dating anyone. The other 6 had been together for at least 4 years. Emmett and I were the only ones that couldn't hang onto someone for that long. Rose and I lived in a two bedroomed converted house down the street. The entire street had large houses but the one rose and i lived in had been split for student housing. It consisted of three houses in one. Tanya and Jane had one of them, two unfriendly weirdo's had the other. Rose insisted when we started college that we would be house mates, even when she had the choice to live with Edward in the house down the street. She chose me. I was grateful. I didn't want to live in that house with those boys. I could only handle so much, that and the fact id been in love with her boyfriend since sophomore year of high school. It was bound to get awkward and send me entirely crazy if i lived with him too. Rose didn't know of course. She thought my crush for him had died out in high school. I never wanted to correct her. She was happy, or at least she seemed happy with him. I wasn't going to be the one to destroy that after all that she had done for me. And so i forced myself to move on, i dated other guys but they all ended pretty quickly. My most recent relationship was one of the longest. I had just broken up with my boyfriend of nearly a year. I caught him texting another girl just a few weeks before our anniversary. I couldn't say i was entirely upset. A part of me knew no one would live up to Edward.

"Hey girl! You're coming right?!" Jane asked meeting me on the stairs for a hug.

"Of course she is." Rose called from our small living room at the bottom of the stairs.

"Get your bikini on Bellabooks. We leave in ten minutes!" Tanya called. My friends nicknamed me 'bella books' because i always had a book in my hand. It sort of stuck. I sighed and headed back up the stairs, Jane followed me, leaving the other two in the living room. Jane was very much like me, she was small, brunette, loved books and had a thing for horror movies, she was the complete opposite of her girlfriend who was very Rose. I always saw them as the gay version of me and rose and they laughed when i told them that.

"Are you okay?" Jane asked as i went into my drawers to find my swimwear. I opened the drawer full of Jake's things and quickly shut it.

"Why wouldn't i be?" i asked her finding my bikini in the bottom drawer.

"Um... Jacob?" she asked. i turned to see her on my bed.

"I knew for a while. I think he did too, thats why he was looking else where. It just wasn't going to work" i said softly sitting by her.

"You need a rebound" she winked at me before laughing. i laughed with her, leaning to rest my head on her shoulder.

"I need a break" i sighed.

"You need to figure out what you want" she clarified, her hand coming to play with my hair.

"I know what i want" i whispered as if it was forbidden. it was.

"I know love" she said softly. Jane was the only one that knew. She knew it from the day she met us all. She saw me better than even Rose did. "Come on. let's go have fun, get drunk and you get to see Edward's hot bod in a swimsuit" she winked pulling away from me.

"That won't help the situation Jane!" i laughed.

"You could use Emmett as your rebound, he needs one too" she winked. I pretended to gag.

"Please no" i said walking to my bathroom to strip into the bikini. I was suddenly glad i had shaved all my areas this morning in the shower.

"Hey he's his brother, might be the closest you get" she laughed. i walked out to scowl at her.

"No thanks. He's too big" i said, she burst into laughter.

"Oh my god Jane" i said laughing with her. "I mean he's like 200lbs of muscle. I don't go for that" i clarified.

"Yeah yeah ok hotness. Let's go" she said throwing me my bag with spare clothes. I pulled on my beach dress and headed out the door.

Luckily the boys only lived walking distance from us so we walked together, laughing at a story Tanya was telling us about this kid asking why she was kissing Jane.

The door swung open before we even reached it.

"Welcome to my abode" Edward grinned at us.

"Hey Ed," Tanya called as we walked past him. Rose paused to give him a quick kiss but i kept going. Edward grabbed my wrist pulling me to face him, his hand in the air. I rolled my eyes to give him a high five. He just grinned at me. It was sort of a personal joke between us. We never greeted each other with hugs or hellos, it was always a silent high five. Ever since senior year of highschool when we used to sit in the library together and the librarian was super strict on the whole 'silence' rule. Edward was like me, whilst Rose and Emmett were on the field practicing cheerleading or football, i was reading and Edward was studying. He was the top of the class but still remained cool as he dated the head cheerleader. Edward was adamant he wanted to study hard to earn his own money, he didn't want to live off his trust fund for the rest of his life. Something i admired. He always teased me about being naturally smart. I didn't have to study half as hard as him to be as good. I spent most of my time in a new novel and still managed to get the same scores as him.

"Bella! You're here!" Alice called, she was wearing a one piece but it had cut outs in various. She looked hot. I was never self conscious but she looked great.

"Hey i am, Rose dragged me" i said. she smiled.

"Hey screw him okay? You don't need him. Let's go have fun. You deserve it" she said happily grabbing my bag and handing it to Jasper. i smiled at him as he went to take it to the spare room for me. Jasper was wrapped around Alice's finger, he did everything for her. I once asked Alice about it and she said she repaid him in other ways and i just laughed.

She dragged me out to the yard. We weren't quite into summer yet but the pool was heated and the yard under a canopy so the boys had pool parties all year. even in the snow. Alice pulled my dress over my head and kicked the back of my knee forcing me to buckle.

"Hey!" i laughed turning to grab her and throwing her into the pool. She laughed infectiously and Jasper came out to join us, cannonballing into the pool.

"Want a drink Bella?" Emmett came up behind me.

"Yeah thanks" i smiled and followed him into the kitchen where their permanent bar was set up.

Edward and Rose were sitting on one of the couches, she was in his lap laughing at something he said. Something was off though, i knew Rose's fake laugh all too well. Edward's eyes locked with mine briefly and i made note to ask Rose later if everything was okay.

"You two going to sit there all night or get in that pool with the rest of us?" Emmett asked eyeing them.

"Depends if you can peel me away from my bae" she teased. Rose flirted with absolutely everyone she knew, including her boyfriends brother. I took the drink Emmett made me; my usual vodka red bull and smiled, Emmett always made the best drinks. I saw Emmett walk over to Rose and Edward and grabbed her by the waist. Edward didn't even hold onto her as Emmett yanked her onto his shoulder and started walking to the back yard. I looked at Edward who was watching them with a strange expression on his face. He walked over to me, not even saying a word and mixing himself his own vodka redbull, i noticed that there was a lot of vodka and barely any redbull in it as he drank it instantly. He turned to grab a beer and headed out without a second glance.

I followed him out to see everyone in the pool, Emmett was splashing the girls and they were squealing happily. Tanya and Jane disappeared early hours of the morning to one of the spare rooms. I had completely lost track of Rose, i hadn't seen her in hours. Jasper and Alice were somewhere in the house and i was in the yard on my own, just watching the pool toys floating in the night light. I was so drunk that i was sure i would have fallen asleep outside if it wasn't for the pressing matter of my bladder. I made my way back into the house and tried the main bathroom that wasn't linked to a bedroom. It was locked and i groaned against the door, right as Edward came up the stairs behind me.

"There in some one?" he asked slurred. He had a beer in his hand, he was very drunk, drunker than i think i'd ever seen him.

"Yeah" i laughed.

"Come" he said grabbing my hand and taking me to his room. I was too drunk to care at this point. I put my glass down and went straight into his bathroom and closed the door behind me.

"Thanks" i mumbled as i walked out.

"No problem!" he said a bit more coherent than before. Was he faking it? He headed in after me and i stood awkwardly outside. i wasn't really sure what to do. i didn't know what room Jasper had put my stuff in and i was scared to walk in on Jane and Tanya in a compromising position.

I waited to ask him if he'd find it for me when he opened the door and nearly tumbled into me.

"i'm sorry-"i began to say but he was intoxicatingly close. Before i could blink he had made the move and his lips were on mine.

The pure passion sent emotions through me i never thought possible. i pushed him away.

"Oh my god." I mumbled, my hand flying to my lips in shock. Had that just happened?

"Rose is cheating on me" he said, i could hear the alcohol in his system but it definitely wasn't as much as he implied before. He was sad drunk, not crazy incoherent drunk.

"Excuse me?" i gasped. That wasn't even possible. i knew Rose. Better than myself. She wouldn't do something like that.

"I can prove it" he said and stumbled over to his desk where his mac was. He pulled up cameras in the house and clicked onto Emmett's room. There was Rose straddling him, bouncing up and down.

"Oh my god" i mumbled and closed my eyes.

"They've been at it for about a month" he said glumly.

"Why the hell are the cameras in your bedrooms?" i asked turning to see another one in the corner of his.

"They're for security. My parents insisted on it. You've seen them before" he frowned.

"Yeah down stairs! I had no idea you'd have them in your bedrooms! Jesus. You and Rose must have a dozen sex tapes." i said feeling slightly sick.

"We have control of them. Both the boys and Alice know how to turn them off, they even have control in their own rooms. They both know they're there."

"So Emmett knows he's being watched?" i asked mortified.

"So does Rose" he mumbled. "But i guess they don't expect me to look. Maybe it's part of the excitement for them, that they might get caught"

"Thats..." i said lost for words. "Im grossed out."

"Yeah and it's not the first time." he said taking a drink of his beer. I felt a flood of sympathy for him. He had known his girlfriend and brother were cheating on him? and they didn't even try to hide it. He turned to hand me my drink and i shook my head.

"I really don't think i can drink anymore i feel sick." I said, my eyes glancing to the computer.

Edward reached over to turn the monitor off. I noticed the camera called 'Edward's room' was disabled.

He sat there on the edge of the bed with his head down and i couldn't help but sit next to him. i didn't know what to say. i couldn't justify Rose, i couldn't say anything.

"Bella" he whispered and i turned to look at him staring at me. He looked clear headed but in reality i wasn't sure if he was or not. He leant forward and this time i didn't stop him as he kissed me with so much ferocity i wouldn't have been able to stop him if i wanted to.

Because let's face it. I didn't want to. Ive wanted him to do this to me since high school.

I moved to get into a better position. My leg reaching across his lap and his hands falling on my bare waist, pulling me onto him.

"Fuck" he groaned against my lips and his hips jolted into mine. An embarrassing moan escaped my lips at the feel of his erection as it hit my center. He hardened at the noise.

"Bella" he sighed. "You need to tell me. Do you want this? say no now or i won't stop." he begged me. But a part of me, just didn't want to. Rose was in bed with his brother down the hall. I would never have done that to him, didn't he deserve something else? Clearly he wanted me just as much as i wanted him. The alcohol clouded my judgement and before i knew it i wasn't saying no at all, i was saying yes.

"You have no idea how long i've wanted this" he said pulling the strings of my bikini top. It fell from my body and before i could even take a breath he was kissing down my neck and chest to my breasts.

I couldn't help the gasp coming from my mouth. One of his hands came up to my mouth to stop more noises coming from my mouth. i giggled quietly at his reaction. He looked up and grinned at me as i pushed against him so he fell back on the bed. I bent down for my turn to kiss down his chest, as i reached the tent at his hips i took my fingers to the waistband of his swim shorts and pulled them down his legs, as i stood i did the same, letting my bikini bottoms drop. His eyes were full of lust as he roamed my whole body. I was so glad it had been a pool party, i was freshly shaved in every area. He sat up, reaching towards me and i shook my head, stepping towards him and pushing him back to the bed and eyeing the part of him standing to full attention.

"As much as i'd love your mouth around my cock Bella, i really don't need foreplay right now." he said looked down at himself. He looked painfully hard.

"Fine by me" i grinned and knelt up on the bed, my leg moving over him and leaning forward to kiss him hard. He reciprocated, his tongue pushing its way into my mouth desperately. It was like we were thinking as one. As his hands fell to my hips i positioned myself above him and slowly lowered myself down. His hands guiding me all the way. I gasped into his mouth and he smiled widely against me.

"i love your little gasps" he whispered as i began to rock up and down on him. Our eye contact was broken as his head fell back on the bed in pure pleasure. i smiled at his reaction and sat up to give myself a better angle. He groaned again at the shift of position and i placed my hands on his abdomen.

"Not like this" he groaned his eyes snapping open.

"Excuse me?" i asked pausing.

"I love the sight of you above me but all i see is them" he said and flipped me over without slipping out of me.

"Oh" i mumbled as he kissed my shoulder.

"I want to make love to you, not to fuck you" he said kissing me again, this time thrusting softly into me. This position hit me in every possible way. I pulled my own hand to my mouth this time to stop the gasp. He chuckled above me, coming back up to move my hand and kiss my lips. His fingers entangled with mine as he held it above my head. He continued to thrust slowly and strongly. It built so much pleasure inside me i hardly knew how to handle it. My other hand flew to his shoulder blade as i gripped him tightly, wanting more but at the same time enjoying every second. He used his spare hand to pull my right leg up his side and i almost screamed at the pleasure of the new position. It wasn't long before his lips were back on mine to stop me.I felt myself tighten around him and he murmured that he wasn't going to last much longer. I barely had enough time to tell him neither was i. As i came i couldn't help but arch my back off the bed, his mouth fell to my breast and my hand slipped to hold his lower back against me. He was moments after me, i felt everything in him release inside me and i had a momentary heart attack as i couldn't remember the last time i took my pill. I was so consumed in my breakup i had a feeling i hadn't restarted my pack since i was with Jake.

I would definitely have to get the morning after pill tomorrow just in case.

As we came down from our high he fell beside me, pulling me into him and kissing my temple.

"I need my clothes" i murmured curling into him and not making any sort of movement to actually leave.

"No you really don't" he said back, holding me against him.

"Edward?" i asked, sleep heavy on my mind.

"Hmm?" he replied, his fingers softly stroking my hair. But it was too much, i was asleep before i could even get the words out.

I love you.