I don't own anything sadly. Things would be different if I did.

AN: I got this idea after the part in The Girl Who Knew Too Much. The part at the lockers with Ethan and Aiden about writing Danny notes. I just took it and made it my own.

AN2: I know history was in season 3b, but for this it's in season 3a.

Title: Confessions

Characters: Ethan/Danny, Aiden

Summary: Danny and Ethan are writing notes back and forth in class. Ethan decides he wants to be honest. He tells Danny a few things about his self that he hasn't told anyone else, besides his brother. This takes place before Boyd is killed, so he never dies. Wrote 2017 enjoy.

Danny was passing back the classes work slipping in the note for Ethan who was sitting right behind him. He hoped that Ethan noticed it before passing the rest of the papers back. It would be really bad if someone else read it because he'd put a few things in there only for Ethan's eyes. It had been going on for the last week since the hotel. After Ethan had gotten back they'd ended up picking up where they left off. They'd ended up having sex, but it hadn't been just sex. He'd had that plenty of times and it had been different.

Ethan was not like his exes and he had found a few things out that night after they'd been cuddled up. He found out that he was the only other person that Ethan trusted, Aiden being the other. He also realized that Ethan had reasons to not to trust people. He'd told him things that had made him want to protect his boyfriend. He'd tried earlier on that cross country trip when Isaac had started punching Ethan. He'd been shoved back, but after Scott had yelled at Isaac he'd went to Ethan and gotten him away from Isaac before he could start hitting him again.

He hadn't gotten an answer to why Isaac kept picking fights with him, but he knew Ethan would tell him when he was ready. He'd settle for having as much alone time with Ethan as he could. It was why he'd slipped the note in the papers. After a moment he heard a noise behind him and grinned because he knew Ethan got his note.

~DE DE DE DE~

Ethan was trying to get through the rest of their History class because he hated it. He already knew enough History to know that you weren't doomed to repeat it in summer school. You were always going to repeat history no matter where it was. However he endured the hell because he had something to distract him. Danny was sitting in front of him and at the moment he could see a little bit of his back right where his shirt met his jeans. He was trying not to reach out and touch him, but he was about to lose that battle.

When the teacher started passing back papers Ethan let his hand brush up against Danny's as he took them. He couldn't help but touch his boyfriend; he was technically a teenager even if he was already eighteen and didn't have to be here. He was about to pass the papers back but stopped when he noticed one folded up. He took that one out too before giving their study sheets to the person behind him. Ethan opened the paper sitting up in his chair so that he could read it without the teacher seeing it.

Ethan,

I want a repeat of last night, you begging me to let you cum turns me on. I like having you at my mercy. Hearing my name followed by fuck me now went straight to my cock. I also wanted you to know that I have something for you; it's just on me at the moment. If you reach into your jacket pocket you'll find something that goes with it. I slipped it in when you decided to corner me before class. Just don't get too trigger happy or I'll be getting pay back on you.

Yours,

Danny.

Ethan couldn't help the devilish grin that formed on his face. He reached into his jacket pocket already knowing what was there. He'd seen it when he sat down grabbing a pen, but he had been good so far. He could have already pushed the buttons, but he hadn't wanted to do it in the classroom full of people. Although, Danny had just given him permission and he did deserve to have a little revenge.

Danny bit down on his bottom lip to stop the moan that was about to escape him. He hadn't ever had toys before because he hadn't thought about it. He didn't have a use for them until two nights ago. Ethan had pulled up a page on the internet showing all kinds of positions. It also suggested toys, which at first he'd said no to. However, watching Ethan squirming and coming apart had changed his mind. He just hadn't let his boyfriend cum since he had put a cock ring on him. It had been sort of a punishment for sneaking out on him again.

Ethan tried to write at least two answers on the worksheet before he pushed the button again. It didn't take long to finish the questions and he started writing back his own note keeping the one before just in case they got caught only one would be seen. Although, it wasn't going to be something he'd want the teacher to be reading either.

Danny,

I really like this gift; I told you we could have fun when we can't touch each other. I'm the one getting payback, sexy. I will be at your mercy any time you want me to. I want more than one repeat of last night. I'd like a repeat of the hotel too, minus me taking off.

I got a confession, but I don't know if it'll make me seem like an idiot or really stupid. It could be both, but I really like you Danny. I have never done what I did before and I'm glad it was with you. I can't get enough of you fucking me. I want to keep you there somehow. I'd love to take you to coach's office and let you bend me over right now. I'd do it in here if wasn't so many people. Waking up with you still inside of me just does something to me.

Yours,

Ethan.

Ethan reached forward and slipped the note into Danny's hand after he'd said his name as low as he could. He really hoped that Danny didn't think he was weird because of that note. There was only one other person that knew his secret. Aiden would never go around telling it because he was his brother and you just don't do that to your twin. Before he'd gone back to the room he'd sent Aiden a text after the one he sent him. He knew that it was probably the worst time to ask for advice after Ennis had died, but he needed to talk to his brother. The answer he'd gotten back had made his decision.

Even if Aiden thought Danny was a waste of time and he shouldn't be falling for him, he'd still given him what he had needed to hear. He'd gone back to their room that night and he was glad he had done it. He had no regrets and he'd made it clear when he'd gotten back that no one was touching Danny. Of course he'd said it to Aiden only, but he'd meant it. Anyone went near Danny he would do more than growl at them.

~DE DE DE DE~

Danny finished the last question on his worksheet before opening the letter that Ethan had given him. He read it then reread it because he was trying to figure out the last part. He knew there was a hidden meaning there. He just wasn't sure what it was because most of the time Ethan would just say it. He didn't hold back and he might blush when he said something, but he never hid who he was.

He pulled out a new piece of paper and wrote something back after making sure the teacher was busy. He wanted to know what Ethan was trying to say and if he was right about his guess. He could be totally off and wrong, but he hadn't ever made love to another guy either. Ethan and his relationship were totally new for him. He hadn't fallen this fast and hard ever, he'd wanted advice on what to do, but he never had anyone he could ask. He'd just gone with his heart that night and the rest had worked out.

Ethan,

I know I'm falling for you because you're nothing like my exes. You care, you listen to me and you don't just want to have sex every chance we can. You are sweet and cute. I really don't know what I'd do right now if you just disappeared because this was some dream. I've never made love either, I guess we at least got one first together even though we both have a past. My exes have never been good enough to show me that.

If I got the meaning of your last lines wrong let me know, but that was what I got from it. You've never made love before, am I wrong? That hotel was special for me too no one has ever cared enough to do that. The most I got was quick fucks and maybe cuddling up after, most time not.

Yours,

Danny.

~DE DE DE~

Ethan didn't wait to read the note that Danny dropped on his desk this time. It was five minutes of class left and he wanted to know the response. He read it so fast the first time that he had to read it twice more because he'd swear it was whatever the perfume the girl next to him sprayed that made his eyes do that damn watery.

It took him a minute to write the reply back and his stomach felt like it was in knots. He wanted Danny to know, but he also felt really stupid. He shouldn't though because there had been no one he'd ever trusted in his past to let near him in that way. He'd been hurt in the past by the pack that Aiden and he had killed. They'd hurt him in the worst ways possible, but he'd had Aiden to help him deal with that. He'd also ripped every one of them apart for what they'd done to them.

He had never feared having sex when he was in control; he was a werewolf, an alpha now so he could do what he wanted. He could take on anyone that messed with him because he wasn't the bitch of the pack anymore. Even if at times he felt like he wasn't being told the whole truth by the others. Aiden felt the same way about their assignments half the time. He would never had thought of doing it if it wasn't with Danny either.

Danny,

What you said is half true. I've never made love before or felt that I deserved to be loved outside of Aiden. The confession that I was trying to make was that I've never... I was hurt years ago by someone. I never trusted them and I hated them so much, but I had no way of getting away. I couldn't leave my brother there and runaway from what was happening. I stayed even though it was hell.

I finally got free of it three years ago and I've never second guessed the person that saved Aiden and me. He taught us how to protect ourselves and without that I don't think I could have trusted anyone besides Aiden. I know that I should think for myself a lot more than I do and lately I have been. Ever since I met you, Danny, I have been thinking for myself again. I think Aiden is starting to do the same.

I trust you so much and it scares the hell out of me because everybody's worried about me hurting you... I think you have enough of me to break me if you walked away. I'd die for you and you don't even know the reasons why. I'd give my life so you wouldn't be hurt and I gave you something else that I've never given anyone. I also let you have control; it's not something I have willingly given to anyone in that way.

I've always had sex since I was fifteen willingly, but I've never made love and I've never let anyone have me... I've never bottomed, until you... It was defiantly something I'm glad it was you that night. I would have never let anyone else that close to me.

When you're treated like I was for so long, you just give up. You close yourself off and do your best to never let anyone have that much control over you again. Aiden saved me so many times and I've saved him. I know he has played the 'I'm him' card for me too. It's why at times he seems so angry, he locked his self away too. I'm sorry if he is an ass to you sometimes, he doesn't want anyone hurting me.

I'm scared if you knew the whole truth about me, you wouldn't want me near you anymore. I'm scared right now and I haven't been scared since I was freed from the hell I had lived in. I've done things that I'm not proud of. I had to survive and dying wasn't an option since I refused to leave Aiden alone. It doesn't mean I hadn't thought of checking out a couple of times. I just couldn't bring myself to do it knowing that I'd never see my parents again or Aiden. I wouldn't have met you either and I think you're what I need.

Yours,

Ethan.

~TBC~