To The Idiot
People are very non-sensical, albeit they pretty much use their senses. One, sight - they definitely judge a person by his/her looks. Two, touch - giving out first impression is simply normal or let's just say way too common to actually be put off. Three, hearing, other people's opinion is absolutely suited for a probable reason to make up someone's mind. Lastly, taste - getting along well with someone is quite easy, as long as he/she fits the person's liking.
And when you pass those things, you are now being committed to a misleading kind of life. I do hope you realize how hard it is to be liked by a lot of people, especially you have been into a world full of happy thoughts and rainbows with pots of gold. The thing is, you are now living in a real world. This isn't a magical place, nor a fairy tale you can just stay in one place, meet people, be friend them, and live happily ever after. Reality isn't a fun run, you thought it would be. This isn't a usual jog in the morning, for actually, you're being chased by an angry mob. When they outrun you, getting hurt would be just an understatement, for you'll barely survive at all.
The reason why I'm telling you all these things, not just because I hate you for being such an idiot nor even a compensation for my ever rough behavior towards you in which I think you don't have to take it as a huge deal so don't flatter yourself too much, but anyway, -ahem- my reason for sending you a message like this is... you don't have to know. I hate showing my good side, ack, I hate you. If it's not just because of that silly, psychotic Koko, I wouldn't even bother wasting my time recording this. And don't even try hugging me or I'll borrow Hotaru's baka gun to shut you up. I also do hope you won't even understand any of these things.
- Oh! Hi there, Mikan! - Cut it out, Koko. For God's sake! Get out!
So, where was I again? Oh, never mind. God, Mikan, why are you such an idiot as always? Your smile is deeply annoying and I couldn't help but imagine myself knitting those stupid lips you have. Your frickin' sunny attitude gets into my nerves, I even want to puke.
But you know what, I guess I've judged you too early. I never expected someone like you will come, though for most of the time, you annoy the hell out of me, but nevertheless, hope is what you shower to each and everyone. I certainly thought about stabbing you for being so stupid sometimes, expecting every person you meet is an angel. I hate considering that kind of stupidity and you tend to be alright with it, and for that I'm giving you this kind of advice so that you won't lose the smile we have always loved.
Oh, cut the crap. I still hate you, Mikan. I hate you for leaving us all. But I still do hope you'll remember us, even those bad memories, they will be of better use too. And... thank you for everything. I hope this isn't a final good bye. I'm still expecting to see that dummy smile of yours. So be sure to come back, eh! Or else I'll hunt you down and tear you with my claws into pieces.
- And because I was extremely lazy to open a document, I just decided to write this down impromptu in the Doc Manager. Apologies for the lame summary and few errors in advance! =D -