"You don't have to do this!" I yelled begging him to unpack his stuff; I was throwing his clothes out of his suitcase but with his vampire speed he quickly caught them and resumed packing. "Please, it's not your fault, I don't blame you, no one blames you." I was on the verge of tears. The Cullens thought I'd be the best person to persuade him to stay; they even went hunting to give us some privacy. It's been three weeks since my party and he still hasn't forgiven himself, he laid a suitcase on the bed and started packing all his belongings.
"I'm sorry Bella but this just taught me something I already knew, I don't belong here." As he said this he was moving around his room packing things but I still could hear him clearly.
"So what, your just gonna give up?" I screamed.
"I didn't say that." He said slightly agitated.
"What? The great major doesn't think he can take it anymore? So he's running away from home like a three year instead of someone that's over 160 years old?" I screeched with tears running down my face.
This is what made him the angriest, he threw the bust he had in his hand at the wall completely busting it into smithereens. "So what if I am running away Bella? I could've killed you, yet all you care about is me staying! That's the least of your troubles; every second you're in here you're risking your life! Just because I can't control myself!" He was now at my volume yelling and at the most angriest I've ever seen him. But at least he was showing some emotion.
"I know you won't hurt me." I whispered as he continued situating his stuff. He stopped again and was now maybe an inch away from my face, usually he would calm me but now he's kind of frightening me.
"How do you know that? You wouldn't be the first human I killed and you probably won't be the last either." He muttered menacingly.
"Why do you doubt yourself?" I asked him.
"Because there's no reason to feel anything else but a dark pool of doubt."
"I don't doubt you, and neither does anyone else." I murmured.
He was silent for a moment. "Give me one reason to stay here any longer? I can feel the scathing disappointment from everyone, and I know Alice has stopped loving me for awhile now. There's nothing here for me anymore and if you'll excuse me I have a plane to catch."
Those words hurt more than I even imagine, I think it could've rivaled the pain of transforming. I ran to other side of the room and grabbed the letter opener and held it to my wrist. Jasper looked amazed at me actually doing this, but at the same time afraid my nonverbal threat was a real one. "Jasper listen to me! Please don't go there is a reason to stay here." I babbled out through my sobs.
"Bella listen to me put the opener down." He told me calmly edging over to me.
"Not until you listen to me! You have to stay, I love you too much for you to leave, I love you too much period!" I whispered the last part so I barely heard it, but I knew that he did.
I fell on my knees and gave myself to the sadness I was feeling, tears were running down quicker than I could rub them away but I still tried to. After a while somebody stooped down to my height and held me in their arms until the sobs stopped, I felt safe in their strong granite arms. Comforting words rang in my ears but I was too upset to hear them.
I looked up and saw Jasper's face, our eyes met and we kissed. He pulled after a little time had passed. "Bella, if you truly mean what you say, then I'll stay forever, every single day of forever, and I'll never leave." He was gazing deeply into my eyes and I into his.
"Then I guess you have some unpacking to do." I said. He laughed and went to unpack his stuff, I smiled hoping I'd remain in this bliss forever, and lucky for me I did.