Being with Blaine was an adventure. I didn't know if we would ever get this serious. I mean, we have been dating for at least four months. Then that day came. Yes, that day. The day I lost my virginity. To a guy that I am totally and completely in love with. After just a few weeks of knowing him, I didn't realize I would be in love with him.
On that day of the "Big Step", my day had just been like any other day. School was great. Warblers practice every day at five, but we were let out early because of the snow. After Blaine offered to take me to his house I was actually a little nervous. My father actually liked Blaine. He thought he was a great choice for me. Although he is still getting it through is head that his son has a boyfriend.
The drive home wasn't that bad. I mean, it was like any other drive. We talked about song selections for Regional's, Wes and David and their constant conversations on "our" sex life, and Rachel sending me texts every now and then to say hi and how my life was at Dalton. Seemed normal. Until we pulled in to his driveway. I saw neither Cadillac nor a Mustang. Those were his parents' cars. I looked at him with a curious face. "Oh I forgot to tell you. Both of my parents had business trips. Ironic huh?" Blaine chuckled as he shut off the car. My heart was racing. When I got out of the car, he was there to help me out, but that didn't help. I slipped and I feel in his arms. He laughed and kissed my forehead. All I did was blush.
He then led me to the door and looked at me before we walked in. he then leaned in a kissed my lips and ran his fingers through my hair. I would have grabbed his wrist and scowled at him, but I couldn't. Blaine just, had a hold of me and I just could say no. We then went inside and took off our Blazers and hung them on the coat rack. We then walked into the living room and Blaine turned on the TV and he handed me the remote. "I'm hungry. Do you want anything?" he asked me. I shook my head and he made his way to the kitchen. How could I eat at a time like this? I was just so nervous. I knew something was going to happen. Something Big!
I then get a phone call from my father telling me to stay at Blaine's for the night. The roads were getting really bad. Plus three accidents happened. When we were done talking on the phone, I went into the kitchen to tell Blaine. He had already changed clothes and offered to give me a shirt and pants. Of course I didn't say no. He went up to his room and got me his RENT t-shirt and a pair of black basketball shorts. They were quite baggy but I didn't complain.
He made himself some Easy Mac and we just began talking. Talking for so long in the kitchen. My heart raced every time he said one word that reminded me of the "one" thing. Yes, to be honest I would call myself a perv in a lot of ways. Sometimes I would say the phrase "That's What She Said." Or giggle. When he was done with his macaroni, he went to the bathroom to brush his teeth because he hated the after taste. I understood. However, that gave me a hunch. But I ignored it. Maybe nothing would happen.
When he came back out of the bathroom, his hair was kind of wet and sexy. He fixed his hair just for me. I smiled and gave him a hug. He hugged me and then started to rub my back. He then went down to my butt pulling me much closer. My heart was racing. I didn't know what to do. Should I let him? Or should I tell him no? He then whispered into my ear, "Is this uncomfortable for you?" I blushed. But it was bound to happen sometime, but not this soon. I loved Blaine with all my heart. I wanted to be with him, in his arms, forever. So I took that first brave step and said that one word. "No."
Blaine then began to kiss me. Not like he usually did. This was different. Like, more passionate. Not that I didn't like it. Don't get me wrong, I loved it and I wanted more. And that's what I got. Blaine then lifted me up on the kitchen counter and began kissing my neck. He ran his hands up my shirt and just rubbed my chest. It gave me chills. I loved it. I was turned on, majorly. He then took off my shirt, kissing my stomach. I held his head within my hands just seeing if he would, you know, go down there. He then took off my pants, still kissing my stomach, tonguing my chest. I was breathing so heavily. All I could think about was 'Oh My God! I want to do it. Just do it Blaine. Please." As I said before, I can be a perv sometimes, so too all the people who have read any romance novels, I said these words that would just be another step into losing my virginity, "Take me Blaine."
He then picked me up, still kissing me, as he led me to his room. It was upstairs by the way. He then placed me on his bed as he took off his shirt and pants. He went on top of me kissing me forcefully. I wanted him so bad. More than I ever had before. He then moved his hand down to my underwear. That's when I kind of freaked out. "What's wrong? Did I go too far?" He asked me all worried. I shook my head and I told him I was just really nervous. He told me everything was going to be alright and that he was nervous too. Too make things better for me he got up and took off his underwear, ever so slowly because he was nervous too. I was astounded. He looked worried and I told him everything was fine. I then, ever so slowly, took off my underwear. I was so nervous that I blushed a tomato red. I was surprised that he didn't run to the bathroom or laugh at me. But he just kissed me and held me for the rest of the time.
Having sex with Blaine was wonderful. I mean, it hurt like hell, but it felt good. It was his first time and apparently he knew what he was doing. When I woke up in Blaine's arms, I was so sore. But it was worth it. We were still completely naked but I didn't mind. I was with him. Only him. All alone. In his arms. I hugged him closer as I lay on his chest. He held me tighter and whispered the three most wonderful words ever, "I love you."