I woke up, my head a bit groggy because of the anesthesia. I felt a hand holding mine and I smiled.
Kurt.
He was asleep on the side of my bed, holding my hand tightly. I tried to scoot over to give him a kiss on the forehead but I managed to wake him up in the process.
He looked at me, squinting his eyes.
"You look terrible."He said with a smirk.
I laughed.
"I know, I haven't had a shower since yesterday morning. How long have you been here?"I answered, smiling brightly at him.
"A couple of hours, I waited for your surgery to finish. It's no biggie. You were asleep for 3 hours."He replied, kissing my hand.
"Woah. I'm hungry. Hospital cafeteria date?"I asked squeezing his hand.
He nodded and kissed me on the cheek. He helped me get up from my bed.
We were walking to the cafeteria, hand in hand, when he said, "You know, the eye patch is kinda hot."
We both laughed and we kissed in the halls. I felt the staff and other patients looking at us but I didn't really care.
We broke apart and we continued to the ground floor.
We grabbed some food and sat down on one of the tables.
I dug in quickly, i haven't had anything to eat since this morning. I was so hungry that I didn't notice him being quiet.
"Hey, what's up?"I asked. He shrugged but I cupped his face into my hands and knitted my eyebrows together.
He sighed.
"It's just you were in so much pain when you came from surgery, I couldn't help but think this was my fault."He answered and almost had tears in his eyes.
"Hey. It wasn't. What did you do to me?"I said, wiping the tears.
"Blaine... That slushie was meant for me. You weren't supposed to get in the way."He said sobbing heavily.
"Don't even think about it like that. I would do anything for you. Anything. I'm happy it's me, not you. I would never want anything to hurt you."I said holding up his face.
"I would never want anything to hurt you either. I wanted to break down and cry. I couldn't stand you looking like that."He answered in between sobs.
"Don't worry about that, I'm fine. I'm fine now, that's all that matters now."I said smiling then kisssing him passionately.
He smiled and said,"Eat. I know how hungry you are."
I didn't move a muscle. "What's wrong? Come on, eat."He asked.
I just took his hand and said,"Never ever think again that it's your fault that I'm like this. I would do absolutely anything for you. There's something you should know..."
"You've got a place to go."He started singing.
I laughed,"No. I'd catch a slushie for you."
He laughed,"You are crazy, Blaine Anderson."
"No I'm not. I'd catch a slushie for you, anyday, I'd even be a pirate for you every single day."I added smiling.
He had tears in his eyes and said,"I love you."
"I love you more."I replied smiling. I wasn't that hungry anymore so I took our tray and started getting up but he grabbed my arm and pulled me close to him.
He kissed me gently before admitting,
"I'd catch a slushie for you too."