My Curse

I do not own Yu-gi-oh

Chapter 1

Choices

A certain Egyptian is sulking on his past, present, as he ponders if life is worth living.

So here I am all alone nothing new. I just sit and watch the rain pour steadily on my window. Stupid rod I wonder does Shadi now what he has put me through. Oh wait he can't see in the future. 'must go see if my future is right'. So here is how I see my life, I live with my sister Isis which is okay, but then there's him. My Yami, My Yin to my Yang, My completer of my soul. What makes it worse is that he is very evil, sadistic like Bakura, but that word doesn't even begin to describe him.

'The descent of this

Mighty creature shall be

Heralded by burning winds

And twisted land.

And the coming of

This horror, those who

Draw breath shall know

The true meaning of

Eternal slumber '

Well that might work, sends shivers don't it? Well anyway where did my dark go? Whatever none of my concern. So where was I, ah yes now that my feeling about him are out. By the way I do have feelings for my dark, but he mustn't know. I despise the feeling the rejection. Had it done too many times. That's exactly why I'm here now. Sulking. He is my exact other. His eyes are too piercing, they bore right through your soul, your inner child, your innocence, if you still have it. For you see mine was forever lost when I was ten. So very clear.

~~~Flashback~~~

"Father NO! NO father NO! Stay away!" The Egyptian is backing to a corner.

"Shut up! You know very well know that is tradition! So get ready boy!"

"Please don't. It's bad enough that you keep me in! Well you very know well that the pharaoh isn't coming. Get over your self!"

"How dare you! That's it. Rishid get him NOW!"

Rishid grabs Malik and throws him belly down onto the table. He quickly straps Malik down, rubs his back with some red ointment and leaves. Malik's father slowly advances with the same knife that was used on him. He slowly makes the first symbol, the next, after the next, until finally the last. "The deed is done." He walks away smirking like nothing happened. On the other hand the heavily bleeding Malik is struggling with his life. He hasn't met his Yami so he is again all alone.

~~~End of Flashback~~~

Oh well. I recovered quite well don't you think? I have lost all will to live. If I do I will die by my dark or the pharaoh. One or the other. Wow I have a lot of choices, let's see get killed or get killed. Decisions, decisions. I'm losing it. I have already been to the mental institution. That didn't help at all. I have been to doctors all over the world they all say the same thing "He is crazy. Lock him up and throw away the key." Oh well. I'm real glad I have so friends, Bakura, Ryou, Marik, and Rishid. The only person who understands me is well Marik, as scary as that sounds. Well if you can't tell I have to live with the pharaoh now. Well now my dark has that weird desire to kill him. "The past repeats itself" my sister said. I believe her 100%. (Since she does have the millennium necklace and all)

Maybe tomorrow will bring a new will to live. Malik slowly closes his eyes into the only peace he has his mental solitude.

~~~End of Chapter 1~~~

Well what do you think. I was mad and depressed when I wrote this ^_^

So what do you think? Please review and/or email me! I don't know much about Malik. (Only in Lemons) So suggestions, comments. Should I continue? This is also my first Yu-gi-oh angst fic.