A/N: I roleplay a lot with my friends… lately I've been roleplaying Zexion and I can't seem to rid myself of him… so I figure if I let him rant a bit in the form of a fanfiction, he might give it a rest. And if you didn't already guess, it's in Zexions POV.
Disclaimer: I have daydreams where I meet the organization and tell them how they can really get their hearts back… but alas, it will never be more than a dream. Just as me owning kingdom hearts will always be a lie. Square Enix and Disney own it… how it wish the characters were real…
A Moment More
Ever since I can remember, nothing's been easy. Even now, after I've lived my shortened life and begin to fade, nothing seems easy, not even dying.So many things I want to say, people I want to see one last time. But I can't move, I can't speak. I feel blood seep through my cloak, as the one thing that keeps me alive seeps though my skin.
I wish right now that I'd had more time to live. More time to smell the roses and enjoy my life… even if it wasn't all that great. Even if it wasn't a real life, I still wish it had been longer. So many things I'd never get to experience, half-real or not.
Whatever happens after my vision goes black, and my body goes limp, is a mytsery. But it won't be good. Even if nobodies can get to heaven, they wouldn't let me in. I've stolen too many lives, ruined to many worlds, destroyed too many chances. Kindness has always rejected me, why would it ever open its arms to me now?
I just wish I had more time. More time to tell Lexaeus I'm sorry, so sorry for using him. Tell Ansem I was dumb, dumb for ever thinking power would be worth it. And tell Axel, that if he told that replica to kill me, like he did, it would only hurt him the end. After all, in a few moments, all my pain would disapear forever, just like I would…
Just a few moments…I would give anything for just one.