The start of an ever lasting Hell

Smash! The girl I loved had just cursed me into a wall why? I thought to myself 'Why would she even

like that bell end, let alone go out with him?'

For you to understand this part of my life we'll have to back up a bit. From a young age I seemed to fit in well even with the kids from the other world. I was assumed by my family and friends to become great and powerful of course they were right but I didn't realise quite how powerful or great I was to become. Now you may have guessed it but I am a wizard I've grown up learning about the great triumphs of Harry Potter over Voldemort ,yeah I say the name and what?, anyway I admired his skills and brain of the way he managed to overcome him and my Mum constantly spoke about his daughter Lily who was going to be in my year at Hogwarts of course I didn't realise it then but when my Mum said time and time again 'what if you fall in love that would amazing ' I didn't realise how right and wrong she was. My name is Tom Lowden and this is my story of how I came to rise and fall in the world of Magic.This is a long series of books so you might want to put the kettle on.

To start you off in my life I think we should start at the beginning. No one could have prepared me for the events that were about to take place over the next year of my life. So it was lucky I got so dam lucky although it was all my magic and skill nothing except luck could have made it so I made it out of that hell alive. Sorry getting off topic again we're here to hear my story of how I got through school and progressed into life. Now my ambition from a young age had always been to become an Auror in the ministry of magic and perhaps if I felt like it to rise to become Minister for Magic but I never saw any interest in it. Let me set the scene for where you're about to go. Imagine you've just arrived back from diagon alley have all your school supplies. The very next day you're to arrive at Hogwarts with your two best mates Ben and Matthew to start your first year at school .There are three main factors which of course you will see about Ben and Matthew is that they are devishly handsome, have a knack for getting into trouble and loved to play jokes and pranks especially on strangers as there best mate was so used to them that he wasn't surprised by anything they ever did to try and scare him(me).As they were twins they both had dark brown hair with bright green eyes and a devilish smile as if they knew something you didn't, as well as Being smart they were also lazy and didn't care for much.

Now I the main person in this brilliant tale was also handsome but in a unconventional and surprising way as I unlike however many others was a metamorphosis ( a being which is able to change certain features of their appearance at will) but I was no doubt good looking no other way of putting it, Being a metamorphosis was one of the main reasons I wanted to be an aurora as i I I new it would be easy to fool and deceive dark witches and wizards. My preferred appearance was to look as regular and irregular as possible. So my favourite appearance was to be a boy with Sandy brown hair but with deep green, orange freckled,purple pupil eyes along with one blue eyebrow and one normal brown . My mouth was slim and my face a spherical and boxular size.I was a broad shouldered fit teenager. One feature I hated was a scar on the top of my right cheek caused by a curse set on me as a baby which I could not change, yes it had healed and yes it had faded but you could still see the fire like flame scar just below my right eye. I have never found out who had tried to curse me only that they have never returned or appeared anywhere since. When I asked my parents they told me I was very special and never spoke of it ever again

I awoke in the early hours of the first day of September too scared to get up as I would finally have to accept that I was leaving my house and would not return until Christmas or perhaps even a whole year. It was a cool crisp morning ,outside my window I saw a line of glorious light rising just over the horizon . it hit me I was going to Hogwarts and still hadn't packed as I ran across my small room I slipped on my rug and fell flat on my face. Another thing you should know about me is that I'm very clumsy and leave especially important things to the very last minute. As I arose off the hard wood floor I heard a loud toot! Roo my jet black and light brown owl had been woken by my fall and was angry that she was not able to fall back to sleep due to the fact that I was still shoving things into my trunk and very loudly stamping onto my clothes to make them flat. So I was able to fit it all. After almost an hour of packing I had finally finished. As I double checked everything, My wand(Light wood, 12 inches with a dragon heartstring core), My cauldron, Money, my books Finished I thought to myself . I stood there panting from the exhaustion , when there was a loud knock on the door my mother Jane Wilson had entered carrying fresh clothes. In her gentle voice she spoke "Tom you didn't leave something to the last minute again did you". Tom replied finally recovering From his panting "Yeah lost track of time sorry" "Well it doesn't matter now but you're brothers are both up and ready to go so get changed and meet us by the door".I, as you probably gathered have two brothers. My eldest brother is Jack and was entering his 6th year at school along with their cousin Angus. Jack was 6ft 2 broad shouldered Teen who had just achieved twelve outstanding's in his owls. Meaning he was able to carry on with his dream of becoming the youngest minister for Magic the world had ever known. He was very academic and loved to study. Whereas my other brother joe was the complete opposite. Joe was entering his 3rd year at Hogwarts although joe and Jack had similar physical aspects their minds and abilities could not be more different as Joe despised the idea of a desk job and was already playing keeper for the school quidditch team. However joe was very argumentative and struggled with school work and achieved low marks in tests due to this. I ,like Joe aspire to play in the quidditch Team. I wanted to play Chaser. The captain of the team wa

s Harry Potter's son James. James is really smart and popular. So I didn't know what to do to impress him

I never realised how bad my day was to be until when we arrived at kings cross station. When we had arrived it was tipping it down with rain and then we realised it was five to eleven so we ran to the platform where I then crashed into no other person but Harry Potter who said" Wotcher there" I replied still oblivious to who I had just met " sorry we're late" as I looked up I realised it was the boy who lived. He then said " I once drove a flying car to Hogwarts because I was late before" He chucked and continued "you better get on then quickly it'll leave any second" I stood their motionless watching as his eyes sparkled in the darkness of his dark pupils I rushed past Him I lept onto the train and only just managed to get through the door before the train had started moving. I stood there for a while and taking in what was happening around me but evidently decided to try and find Ben and Matthew, but would later try and find my cousins. As I traveled down the train I saw many spells being cast and many weird objects that I had never seen before. Joe and Jack were right Hogwarts was going to be a place like no other place. As I strolled past a compartment where two boys were jinxing each other to impress a girl in their compartment I turned forwards and I could have sworn my heart literally skipped a beat. She was just standing there perfect and still. I know what your thinking it's got to be Lily well if you were thinking this you're absolutely correct to me then she was perfect with no flaws. It felt like a lifetime as I stood there just looking at her until Ben and Matthew said behind me "what are you doing" Ben replied " aha is that a girl you're looking at Tom" "but that's no regular girl Ben is it that's the famous Lily Potter tough one there mate good luck" " oh look she's coming better leave the love birds alone" exclaimed Ben laughing there heads off they left. Lily Potter was beautiful no other way of putting it as she walked along the rows her deep red hair flowed behind her like some kind of Veela. She then spoke through her slim pinkish lips"what did he say?"but she was then staring at My hair which had out of nerves turned bright red in the distance he heard Matthew and Ben laughing their faces off ,Suprised she then replied to this act by saying " cool are you metamorphosis" I replied very smoothly by saying something really cool like "uh yeah " next thing I new was that mu face was red and his nose had turned into pig snout Lily then burst out laughing and said " You're really funny what's your name?" I replied " Tom Lowden" unexpectedly she replied " cool name my name's Lily Potter so of course I have loads to live up to with eldest brother really smart and good at quidditch and also Albus, who's interesting but of course my dads Harry Potter the wizard who got rid of Voldemort , sometimes I hate having him as a father as people expect me to be amazing but I'll never be as good as him" I finally responded with something good and said" Why does it matter what your dad did you should be yourself." "Do you want to grab a compartment I think my mates have got one at the the other end of the train" I said quickly and awkwardly.But My high moment ended as quickly as it had began when she replied quickly with " No I can't it's just I've told my mates I'll meet them, I hope I'll see you later Tom bye" At that moment I felt as if my heart had just been ripped out of my chest and thrown to the Ice floor as I trekked to the other end of the end of the train I was oblivious to everything even when I heard someone shout" wow a dragon and many people rushed past me. Finally I reached the compartment where I found two girls holding Ben and Matthews arm as though if they let go they would die. When Ben realised he had entered he said" Did it not go well" in a sarcastic tone. He continued"Tom I thought the bright red face and hair went well didn't you Matthew " They broke out again in laughter but stopped as soon as they saw I was looking as if to kill. As day turned to evening the girls with Ben and Matthew finally left and so I decided to try and find friends and family I told Ben and Matthew who said " yeah we'll come as well and if we're lucky Tom we'll meet Lily and you'll almost die from the pressure of actually speaking to a pretty girl" All of them burst out laughing even I . So we set off first we found Joe with a few mates who said hi and I carried on i then met Will, Katie, grace and Finn who were together talking about the upcoming quidditch season Matthew, Ben and I argued with them saying the chudley cannons had to win and that no other teams stood a chance for half an hour until Matthew said" we'll get nowhere with these idiots come on guys and left. All My cousins could not look more different which was weird as both my brothers looked very similar Will was another broad shouldered stocky boy with short hazely hair with bright green eyes and square glasses which rested lightly on his slightly crooked nose which he time and time again begged he had broken in a quidditch accident. Finn his brother however was a slim shouldered skinny boy with rare grey eyes and no glasses. He however also had hazel brown hair. There eldest brother Angus was however a broad shouldered slim and fit teenager with long dark brown hair,who like joe was also on the school Quidditch team and played beater. Their as well as My cousins grace and Katie were again very different. Katie was a averaged height dark haired girl with deep blue eyes and bright smiley face but grace was a dark red headed girl with a nice calm face they were both slim and resembled there Mother significantly. But enough about them and back to me as we travelled down the train we finally met Angus and Jack with their girlfriends. Jacks girlfriend was called Isabella but everyone called her Izzy she was a red headed Fit girl with a nice and kind face and Angus's girlfriend was called Sophie a dark haired very pretty girl. Iwas in their a mere few seconds when Jack flicked his wand so Ben, Matthew and I had landed flat on our ass's. From then on we decided to plan how to get them back but when Matthew suggested we throw them off a cliff we decided we had thought to little into and started talking about Hogwarts but as soon as we had started I was instantly distracted as there was Lily again with a friend laughing her heart out not a worry in the world. Ben then shouted to her once he realised what I was doing, shouting" Tom stop staring at Lily's Tits how about you just talk to her" Lily heard this swung her head at me with a disgusted look and marched into her compartment Furious Without realising I lifted my hand up wand held within and with a flash of light and a flick of my wand Ben was motionless on the floor at the other end of the corridor. Lily came scrambling out looked at me and then I collapsed and woke hours later in a boat crossing a lake remembering nothing.

The Hat which chose our fates

As sat up and mumbled " where am I " Ben replied "look up to the castle we're almost here" moodily. I realised he was pissed and said" are you ok" Ben answered "I'm mad about, well me and Matthew are just angry you never told us". Tom replied confused " told you what" Ben acting like Tom was being thick" that you already know Magic, powerful Magic Tom" I was scared now and replied whispering" what are you talking about?"Ben even angrier now replied" maybe how you struck me off the ground and threw me down the train leaving me unconscious and yourself". I replied bamboozled " I did?" " sorry about that and the reason I never told you or anyone for that matter was that I didn't know I could do magic until this second. Does that mean I can use a wand without knowing how to use a wand and everyone knows then?" "Yh seen it was literally the only thing people were talking about for the past two hours" exclaimed Matthew "Shit" I replied "Well you fucked that up well " "Why did I do it?" I asked. " I said to stop staring at Lily's tits and just talk to her she then stormed off where you went into a sort of trance and threw me down the train with your wand

I questioned further of what had people thought Matthew told me how' some people were scared but everyone else ever thought it was awesome. This cheered me up as everyone already knew my name before I had even started School. As we finished crossing the black lake up to the castle I looked up and saw to manny turrets to count and towers so high they touched the sky. This amazed Me in every way. We came to a rocky side where we scrambled out of the boats and followed the dark shadow ahead up to the castle. I realised we were being led by the famous games keeper and half giant Hagrid I goggled at him for a second but turned back to the oak front doors which had now opened into the enormous entrance hall where we were greeted by a plump old witch who stated she was called 'Professor Sprout Head of Hufflepuff house and explained how they would be now sorted into their houses and that they should follow her in through the doors in a straight line of pairs. There was a lot of pushing and shoving but eventually they were in a line and entered the hall not until he had looked to the ceiling which showed the night sky above and hung thousands of candles which never burn out did he realise he was standing right next Lily Potter where he then said rather loser than he meant" I wasn't looking at your boobs by the way I was just looking at how beautiful you are" she then gave me an approving look which i took as my Cue to say" what house do you want to be in she relied happily" I want Gryffindor but I suppose Ravenclaw wouldn't be too bad0 I responded" I want to be in Gryffindor too just the like the rest of my family all 18 of them" "Wow" she replied " you've got about as much as me to live up to". "yeah"I said it's really Annoying being the youngest everyone expects to be as good as your relative and if not better at everything". "I know right, it's like just Let me be God!"But then we heard "Lily Potter" and she was sorted Gryffindor!' Screamed the hat. I flooded with joy we were going to be in the same house. And then it all went down hill sort of I was right not moments had past when my name had been called and for the first time the hall had gone completely silent andthe hat was placed on my head and sat their until it spoke to me" hello their, Wow I've not see a mind like this, perhaps, ever. Lots of courage, a will to prove yourself,yes,yes, so much talent but what to do" I replied whimpering "please Gryffindor" "ah yes a girl, and a memory, magic already very well it must be" it shouted "Gryffindor" and for some reason I thought louder than anybody else. Gryffindor screamed with joy But as I sat down next to Lily Matthew and Ben came running over they too were in his house and for once everything was coming up Tom as I heard two boys from the older years screaming "we got Lowden dun dun dun dun du dun dun du dun oh Tom Lowden dun dun dun dun dun du dun. I sat back overwhelmed with joy and enjoyed the rest of the night. Dinner came and left as we told stories and laughed until Professor Mcgonagal said" Time for bed,now! Come off you go" But as came into his dormitory and climbed into his two storey bed I heard Olly (a boy I met at dinner) say " you know Lilly is so good looking" I responded "as

The wand the witch and the Devil

The devil( the other God, the doer of evil the one to turn Good to bad from love to hate. The God of Hatred, jealousy and putridness).This to me meant a

But anyway back to my first day where I was destined to meet him. As We walked down to breakfast Ben, Matthew and I got lost about 50 times and by the time we had got there we realised Charms class started in 10 minutes so we set off again after 20 minutes of looking we finally found it and were glad to see almost the entire class were still missing. As we entered the class a very short middle aged man waddled over very enthusiastically and exclaimed loudly that his name was " Professor Flitwick" looked at us and did a double take on me and said" Ah yes mr Lowden I've heard about you we'll have to see what fate awaits you" We had to wait another 10 mins until the lesson begun but eventually he said" the incantation we will be using today is wingardi liviosa" Sure enough on My first try as I said " Wingardium Liviosa " My feather instantly rose into the air for a minute and then I willed it to return to the desk beaming at him Professor Flitwick Said in a rather high and unflattering voice screeched" Never in my life, why not even Dumbledore or perhaps Merlin himself could have mastered a spell on their first day and lesson of Magic, Take 30 points to Gryffindor" overjoyed I again and again continuously made even larger objects lift off my desk whilst no one else except A few others had even moved there feathers. By the end of the lesson I had made Professor Flitwick fly into the air and do a cartwheel. He then almost giddy now said" another 20 points to Gryffindor for sheer brilliance" Our next lesson where we were turning twigs to needles again exceeded beyond anybody had mastered it and was turning tin cans into boxes when Professor Runcorn said"and that's the end of the lesson well done everybody" so far in two lessons I had gained Gryffindor 80 points and they were in the lead. After lunch they had herbology where I did well but not as well as Ben or Matthew who finished 2 minutes before me. So together we earned Gryffindor another 20 points .after lunch we had History of Magic which I lost 10 points as I had fell asleep during something about the goblin wars. And for our last lesson of the day we had potions where we were to make a Wiggenweld potion ( a healing potion). Professor Slughorn told us we were follow the instructions but if any of us felt an urge of discovery or we knew we would make it right we could do so. I gathered all my ingredients as quick as I could. As read the instructions it said to cut the coretiacun blood nuts to get as much blood as possible but I thought surely you should crush the nut so all the liquid works and blood spewed out quickly, proud of my work I continued and noticed that it was the exactly as it should be. Light blue with a slight hint of green. It said to do 5 clockwise turns and then another but without thinking I decided to add an anti-clockwise turn after which then instantly turned the potion the perfect colour of Gold. Finished I left it to cool. By the end of the lesson a boy named Bailey had managed to melt his cauldron and someone named Shawn had caused his eyebrows to fall off. As Slughorn walked around and glanced at everyone's potions he took a few second glances but looked in hopeful to find a new genius potioneer but finally came to mine doubtful he glanced inside and took a double take and almost shouted " It is perfect not even I with those instructions but how? Did you add an anti-clockwise turn after your clockwise turns " I nodded he continued " But what else did you do" I stated " I squeezed the nuts with the flat of my blade Instead of cutting them so I could get as much liquid as possible Sir." Stunned he replied mumbling "squeezed you say Wow! Genius and what is your name young man." " Tom Lowden" I replied almost cocky. He then remarked " are your brothers Joe and Jack Lowden by any chance ?" I again replied " Yes sir" He then said " Well Jack is very talented but he was not this good and Joe can perform well it depends what mood he is in anyway you must be rewarded , take 40 points for Gryffindor because of ingenuity and brilliance." I left his last lesson Very happy indeed until a twat came behind me and said" Must think you're very special being top in everything don't you " " I replied" well at least I'm not a toe rag who I've never even heard of" He pulled out his wand and I laughed along with Matthew and Ben who said "what you gonna do point it at us?" Matthew replied" you should of seen him Tom in Charms he did even move his feather let alone lift it off the desk" They almost falling over laughed He then responded " I saw you yesterday looking at that filthy half blood blood traitors daughter yesterday as if you thought she was going to come to you and kiss you." I furious was again off the floor the laughter that had just filled the room had vanished until I shouted" You won't be seeing much for a while" I pointed my wand at him not knowing what I was doing but a blast of white hit the boy in the chest so He was thrown from the corridor and into a classroom through the hard oak door. Everyone rushed outside the door and saw a motionless blonde haired boy laying there.

I ran and soon everyone else took suit. I thought I was to get out of trouble until I saw a furious Professor Runcorn(my head of house). Professor Runcorn was a bald middle aged man with emerald green robes .storming towards me he said " fifty points from Gryffindor and the headmistress wants to see you in her office now! The password is animagus, on the third floor say it to the stone gargoyle". As I walked up the stairs Ben and Matthew rushes up to me saying " Alba he says you've been bullying him about his family, friends and and then you threw himbto the floor then you used a spell to knock him out" " The lying twat" Matthew replied. Ben continued " He's the one who aggravated you and insulted you, you couldn't help it your emotions just took control and so you threw him to the floor". I replied" I've got to go see Mcgonagal as well. I'll never be allowed on the quidditch team now". Sulkily I continued on and reached the Stone gargoyle stupidly I said to the statue not thinking it would work properly" Animagus" Shocked the stone gargoyle leapt aside and I rushed up the stairs reaching another one of Hogwarts's grand wooden doors. I knocked gently against the door three times they echoed around me I waited there for a few seconds until I heard a harsh "Come in" I turned the metal handle and entered the odd spherical room. The room was covered in odd magical instruments and there was hundreds of paintings of people hung around the wall. I heard a few say" so another one who thinks he's too good for the rules?" But they all silenced when Mcgonagal said" So Tom it seems you've had a few accidents with your magic" I replied" Yes Professor" she then replied" you must keep control Tom otherwise you may become very dangerous, you're gifted and so I will expect you yourself to try and train, I want you to promise me Tom this will never happen again otherwise you will be punished, Do you understand me?" I nodded in response she then said " you may now go" I didn't realise what I was saying until it was already done and I said " Professor I know there's a ban on first years not playing quidditch it's just if it's okay I'd like to try out for seeker , it's just my brothers and Dad say I'm one of the best they've ever seen and my Dad played chaser for England in his day" she didn't speak for a few minutes but finally said " I will allow you to try,God knows we need a seeker after Jamie left, But it doesn't secure you a spot and if you do make it on the team you will have to work and between you and me , if Slytherin or Ravenclaw win the house cup again I shall have to eat my hat, You better get moving Tom" The next few days went too fast and finally it was the afternoon of the tryouts, " Tryouts start in ten minutes you better get going " I sprinted down to the quidditch pitch as quick as I could grabbed my broom from joe and joined the rest of the people trying out. I wasn't sure how but it Apparently word had got out that I was trying out as it seemed the whole school and come to watch then Joe whispered in my ear" I definitely didn't let slip that you possibly the best seeker I'd ever seen". "Oh yeah and don't fuck up I told James that your were brilliant" I smiled broadly and said" please this is gonna be too easy." James Potter the captain and chaser of the team said to us "as a basic we are just going to send you on a lap" I climbed straight onto my broom There was some whispering from the team saying" Wow is that a lightning bolt"! When James shouted" Go" I shot off around the pitch leaving the rest of the people in my dust I decided to do something cool so I did a wronski feint. As I dove to the floor there were some screams and some girls shouted" He's gonna crash" But I didn't instead the second before I was going to hit the floor I pulled up and brushed the grass. I then landed back at the team. Where Rose Weasley said" Wow that was possibly the best wronski feint I've ever seen". James replied yeah so your good on a broom but are you good at seeking". Finally everybody else arrived and was determined to win. More than three quarters of them were sent away and then only two of us remained. Me and another boy in the third year called Josh. Josh was a black averaged hight boy with a small trimmed Afro. And he was good but not good enough to beat me. James exclaimed that he was going to release the snitch and we were to wait for him to say Go whilst doing this we were to stare at the ground. I waited and waited until what felt like five minutes until he shouted" Go!" I shot off looking everywhere and watching Josh But then I saw it up in the sky and Josh was looking the other way I decided to wait and try another Wronski feint so I watched Josh until he looked at me and I took my chance I dove to the ground like a bullet and yes Josh has followed we were now metres from the ground until I pulled up and smash! He crumpled to the floor wher I then zoomed off and again saw it a golden glow at the other end of the pitch where I then raced off it was only a metre a way when I jumped from my broom caught and landed straight back on it. There was an uproar from everybody in the stands I'd done it I was seeker. I rushed back down where the team sorrounded me apart from James Potter who looked sour and said" Why did you do that then?" And then there was silence.

I looked around for help but no one awnsered until he said" you saw the snitch it was yours but instead you chose to injure him and make him a laughing stock I'll ask again why did you do it?" I thought for forever until I replied " Because in a real game there are obstacles and it may not have been that easy so if I was too take him out of the game then I would have secured our win." James replied" okay you're in!" The team surrounded me lifted me off my feet and towards the castle.Angus shouted from below "party in the common room let's go" That night was one of the happiest nights I ever had at Hogwarts and would be the last ones I would have for a long time. The party had gone almost all night,Ben and Matthew had found the kitchens where they stolen loads of food. Everyone was excited saying "that was the best seeking I've ever seen" and "we have so won it" and finally I managed to escape and headed upstairs and heard the party eventually die down. I sat their thinking "perhaps it won't be as hard as I thought" These were the last happy thoughts that were held in my mind for a while"

When everything goes bad

My dreams that night were bad. I was walking in a deserted forest full of withered trees and no life, in the distance there was a figure I walked closer and closer one figure turned to three, I got closer and closer they turned and their faces lay on the heads unhumanlike, like lizards they watched me and that is when I awoke. It was 7 o'clock when I woke, I headed downstairs...