Prologue
Is it still me that makes you sweat
Am I who you think about in bed
When the lights are dim
And you heart is racing as you're sliding off your dress.
It was a normal day… well as normal as it gets for me.
I stare at my wall
Listen to Panic! At the Disco,
Cry when no one is looking
Hunt when only absolutely necessary
And cry some more.
That is a typical day in the life of me, Isabella Marie Swan Cullen
I may not have married Edward but some part of me
Imagines what life would have been like with him
Therefore I am a Cullen.
So today was a hunting day. I didn't even bother to turn of my stereo. It's not like anyone was in the house.
Alice and Jasper had gone to Denali because Jasper couldn't handle my emotions
Emmett and Rosalie had gone off and stayed as a married couple in Africa.
Carlisle and Esme went on a vacation because they both need to be distracted.
Cassie and Kyle had gone off on another honeymoon.
Casper and Lucy had gone on their first honey moon
And Carson and Mimi went to some kind of science convention.
I stayed home.
So I went out hunting today. I was in the forest when I heard it… it was faint and soft but I heard it. I dropped the mountain lion right where it was and ran back. How dare anyone play Debussy. Who the hell was playing Debussy? No one was home. I ran and ran and I defiantly pushed the Vampire speed limit. I ran into the room and froze.
"Okay if you like Panic! At the Disco then fine but do the rest of us have to suffer?"
My memory didn't do him justice.
"Edward?"