What is wrong with me? That I've become so afraid of even saying hi, in fear of everything spilling out? I want so much more than what we are. What are we anyway? Not friends, though I wish we were at least that. I wish I could just do the simplest thing and just say, "Hi, how are you? What's up?"
But I don't. But I want to. Someday I will, I just hope it won't be too late.