(A/N) This one takes the cake for stupidity. Really it's horrifying how I can write Yaoi... it's nasty.

It felt as though I would fall to pieces.

I loved him.

And he loved me.

I tore me up inside.

Because I knew I'd never be with him.

So because of that,

I must say farewell.

Tonight shall be my last.

Ed placed the note on Roy's desk and took a deep breath. He turned around to head out the door, but there was Roy standing in front of him.

"Ed what are you doing?" he inquired.

"I..." Ed figeted "I..."

He thought to himself, weighed his options, and made his decision. He went up to Roy and kissed him.

Roy turned a bit red "Wh-what was that for?" he tried to take the look of happiness of his face.

"I... wanted to give you a farewell kiss." Edward looked at the ground.

"Fare... wait where are you going?" Roy looked confused.

Ed picked up the note he'd placed on Roy's desk and handed it to him.

While Roy read the note Edward pulled a knife out of his pocket.

Roy looked up to see the sharp knife ready to be plunged into Ed's flesh. "Wait! Stop!" Roy yelled at him.

"No." Ed said "If I can't have you... life isn't worth it... I have nothing left." He pushed the blade into his skin.

"No!" Roy ran to Edward but was kicked off his feet.

Ed dragged the knife down the length of his fore arm, blood oozing, tears spilling.

"Are you trying..." Roy stood back up "to rip me apart inside?"

Ed looked over at the man whom he loved... Roy was crying, Ed had never seen him like this.

Roy stumbled over to Ed and took the knife from him and licked some of the blood off.

"R-roy?" Ed started to cry as well.

Roy slit his wrists as had Ed, and laid Ed on the ground.

"Roy... what are you..."

Roy laid down next to him and put his wrists to Edwards, and their blood intermixed.

"At least now..." Roy said weakly "I feel... like you're part of me.."

"Roy.." Ed coughed "I don't need your blood to feel that you're a part of me."

The next morning. The two were found lying on the floor, in a cold pool of blood.

Lovers commited suicide, because of that which they'd been cursed with, forbidden love.

(A/N) I'm pathetic... really...