Please don't kill me but I think this is a better version of this book! So please bear with it! I promise it will get better! =)
This chapter is dedicated to you BeachVampire17 who is always the first to review to my new stories and I think has already read everything I've ever written on fanfic!
Oh and Naji (My second reviewer)- I think you should look for the definition of character first then say something else. I never said I owned the names so don't go on assuming things. And btw if I must say I know you all aren't stupid to not know who the names belong to but if I had to write about the Vampire diaries 'Charecters' I'd go write in that section. As far as this story goes neither the personality nor the attitude of Damon Salvatore from the vampire diaries has anything to do with the 'Damon Salvatore' in this book. He is completely different. Thus I own this Damon. The one I created oblivious to whatever I name it.
DISCLAIMER: I OWN THIS STORYS PLOT AND CHARECTERS.
CHP 1 - Finally home.
One year.
One whole year since I abandoned my much too perfect life.
One whole year has passed since I left home.
One whole year since I left my loving step brother who I still miss up to date.
One whole year since I broke up with my boyfriend.
One whole year since I caught him cheating on me.
One whole year since I hooked my ex boyfriend with my step sister Amanda.
One whole year since the most embarrassing event happen due to which I was forced to leave the confines of a place I once knew as home.
One whole year has passed after which I have tried to move on.
Hi, I'm Elizabeth, Elizabeth Taylor, almost 18 years old.
Elizabeth Taylor. The superstar.
I have worked my ass off and my dedication combined with my skills to sing and write songs yet relate them to myself has got me so far.
I am famous. I am passionate. I am the best.
And it took me just one year to get here.
I stood her checking out my outfit for my final touches before going on stage to please the very screaming fans of mine.
Star entered smiling brightly and all set so go and rock it with his awesome guitar skills "You ready?"
I nodded.
"You look hot girl" did I mention that Star's a guy. Smoking hot. But unfortunately gay.
"Thanks Star." I looked back in the mirror.
I wore a black bra with a diamond circle in the middle that showed under my halter top which draped low till my belle and hugged me perfectly around my waist. I wore black shorts that complemented my long legs.
"Check what Matt, Davis and Jamie are up to! They better be ready"
Matt short for Mathew is my one and only awesome drummer who likes me a lot and we get along well. He's cute, blond hair blue eyes. He's 19 years old.
Davis is my other 20 years old guitarist, he's got more of that emo look, he wears eye liner and always wears black much like me. Black hair and black eyes. In a way showing that we were very dark, ruthless people. He remained silent usually but when he spoke I liked to listen to his wise words.
I never liked to scream at my crew but I never stayed quiet if everything didn't go according to what I planned. I was never scared of him but I got a sense of safety around him. He treated me as a sister and looking at his strong physique I was insured that he wouldn't hesitate to take down a person standing in front of me if I said so.
Jamie was my 18 years old singer. I needed a male voice for one of my songs and I picked him off the streets. He was a little.. weird. I always got the wrong vibes from him and if my song wasn't such a hit I would've fired him the first time her tried to.. Nevermind.
We all gathered together in the backstage room. They all were elder to me. Yeah, bummer.
"Ready?" I asked
"Not one bit" said Matt.
"Good" I smiled. "Lets rock it like always"
I looked in the mirror one last time "I need a gloss" I said to no one in particular.
I walked out towards the bathroom.
As I applied my gloss in front of the mirror I heard the door click open and close gently.
I looked back as Jamie locked the door.
I looked at him cynically. "What are you doing here? We're about to roll in 5! This is the girls bathroom.. Did you change your gender anytime soon?"
"You know what I want. I'm not going on that stage till I get what I want!" he said calmly.
"Which you're not going to get" I said trying to move passed him and get out before things got out of hand.
He grabbed my arm and pinned me to the bathroom wall.
"Watch me!" and he kissed me smudging my gloss.
I thrashed against him with all my might but no force could stop him.
I tried screaming but they came out muffled with his hand on my mouth.
As his hands wandered over my body I lost all hope.
Till I heard the door smash open and a very pissed off looking guy.
My heart stopped.
He was Damon.
My ex-boyfriend.
Followed by a much panicked Amanda.
Damon stood there with an expressionless face.
He made no move to help me, instead two guards came in to drag Jamie out.
I hate him.
Bastard.
Hold on a minute.
What the hell are they doing here?
I had no time for this. I was already late.
"If you'll excuse me I have a show to save"
I walked pass both of them.
Amanda grabbed my arm and said "I have to tell y-"
I cut her off rudely "Whatever it is, it can wait."
She tried to protest but I walked away.
Attitude came with the job babe.
I walked to our backstage room followed by both of them.
"Alright guys, we have a problem. I fired Jamie"
"WHAT?" all three boys boomed!
"I had no choice!" I snapped "He tried to rape me!"
"What?" this time it was Davis.
"Are you okay sweety?" said Star.
"That son-of-a-" I cut Matt before he would go after Jamie.
"Matt we have bigger problems! I can't open with taking back my love with out the guys voice! And of course I'm fine Star! Why wouldn't i?"
"Because you almost got r-"
"No big deal!" I cut him off taking stuff like this very non-seriously. Mind you, I have become a heartless, ruthless person.
Amanda said softly "Damon can sing"
Before he could protest I said "I doubt it he can learn the lyrics or he is even capable of doing that"
I knew he could sing. He used to sing to me, sing for me.
I pushed my past memories away and put my mind on the fastest working pace.
"Of course I am more than capable of doing it!" he protested as expected.
"No you can't!"
"Wanna bet?" he extended his hand for me to tap.
I smiled. I always knew how to get my way with him "Sure" I said and tapped his hand as if placing a bet.
As soon as my hand came in contact with his soft, cold hands all our memories flooded back into my mind.
From the happiness to the support to the intimate touches to the laughter to the sadness to the despair and finally to the fact that my happiness ended when he cheated on me.
How I trusted him, did everything he said. How could my happiness be attached to a playboy like him?
I flinched back visible. I hoped no one noticed.
Get a grip on yourself. It's been a god damn year! Get over him!
How could I? I loved him. He was always there for me, through all the painful times.
He was the best and the worst thing that ever happened to me.
He seemed to have noticed and had a very saddened expression.
"Star show him the video of the song, give him the lyrics. Harry!" I called to the person in charge of the music "Keep the tape on roll incase he forgets and put it up. INCASE! Got it?" I still couldn't say his name after such a long time.
He nodded.
"You got five minutes" I said to Damon.
Looking him dead in the eyes.
Unfortunately it was a tad bit too hard to do so. So I looked away as soon as his eyes met mine.
My heart clenched. Why is this so damn hard?
After Damon was sure he could do it we prepared to get on stage.
I fixed my makeup one last time.
I forgot how handsome he looked.
Especially in that spotlight as he started the song "Takin back my love" ironic much?
(Takin back my love Enrique ft Sarah either Ciara Listen to it, it will hopefully add an effect! They're two versions. In one the girls voice is really bad the other ones beautiful!)
Damon: Go ahead just leave,
Can't hold you,
You're free
Here, take all these things,
If they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams
'Cause you meant the world
So did I deserve
To be left here hurt?
You think I don't know
(uh huh)
You're out of control
(uh huh)
And then I'm finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold
(uh huh)
You say it ain't so
(uh huh)
You already know I'm not attached to material
I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love.
My wheel was slowly brought down and I was in pure bliss when I heard my fans scream. Gracefully I got off the wheel and as I put my feet to the ground I walked towards Damon. This song meant so much to me right now. Every time I sung it, it tore my already healed wound and reminded it of the pain.
Me: Yeah
What did I do but give love to you?
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
You promised to be,
Honest with me!
Go 'head, keep your keys
That's not what I need from you
You think that you know
(I do)
You've made yourself cold
(Oh, yeah)
How could you believe them over me?
I'm your girl
You're out of control
(So what?)
How could you let go?
(Oh, yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material?
For a minute I lost myself in his eyes and let all my emotions play in front of him till I vowed never to get lost in his eyes ever again. Or to show what I felt. I had worked very hard to become the emotionless person I had become now!
I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
Damon: So all this love I gave you, take it away
(Uh, uh huh)
Me: You think material's the reason I came
(Uh, uh huh)
Damon: If I had nothing would you want me to stay
(Uh, uh huh)
Me: You keep your money, take it all away
I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love
I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love
I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
Ooh, my love
Ooh, my love
I was pretty impressed when Damon had sang it perfectly and to top it of did the dance moves as well.
There was a huge round of applause as I continued with the next song.
After a long and exhausting night the concert was finally over and I handed a few signed posters and Cd's to my publisher Mandy.
Finally pulling my attention to my sister, exhausted I said "What are you doing here Amanda? What bought you to fetch me after a year? I'm pretty sure life without me was rather" I looked at Damon "Easy and I'm not willing to go back and if you need money you could've just called.."
I closed my eyes exhausted.
I heard Amanda sob and snapped my eyes open. "Is everything okay?" I asked now concerned.
"It's- its Alex!"
My heart rate picked up and I straightened in my seat.
I loved my step brother and he- he-
Before I got to conclusions she said "He tried to commit suicide."
"What? Why?" I boomed getting out of my seat.
Amanda followed by a very quiet Damon walked behind me.
"We don't know, he's so depressed and low since you left. He wouldn't talk to anyone. You were the first thing he asked foe when he came back from the brink of death"
I grabbed my keys and kept walking. I was shaking.
I couldn't take it anymore.
Even though he wasn't my real brother, I loved him with all my heart.
I tried unlocking my red Ferrari which by the way is from my hard works money.
My hands were shaking too much to do such a simple act.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath as I heard a smooth velvet voice near my ear say "Give them to me, ill drive, your far too tired to do so."
My eyes snapped open as I unlocked the car and said "I'm sorry but I don't let people I don't trust to drive my ride"
Damon knew this very well and flinched as I got in the drivers seat and after they took a seat speeded towards.. home.
After a whole God damn year.
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