Hey guys. It's Raven Flies with me reporting in! I'm sorry to say that I actually did this songfic a while ago. It's with Avril Lavigne's song, Too Much To Ask? Her song really reminded me of a Teen Titans pairing, the infamous TerBBRae love triangle. It's actually one of my favorite songs by her. Well, this fic is angsty, and a bit dark, but I like it. Hope you do too!
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Avril Lavigne, Teen Titans, or any other famous thing mentioned in this.
'Thinking'
"Speaking"
Song lyrics
It's the first time I ever felt this lonely
I wish someone could cure this pain
Its funny when you think its gonna work out
Til you chose her over me, you're so lame
Raven sat in her room, reading her book. Well, she was trying to read her book. She was more interested with the song on the radio. It reminded her of him. And her.
'He chose her over me. He is lame,' Raven thought.
I thought you were cool until the point
But up until the point you didn't call me
When you said you would
I finally figured out you're all the same
Always coming up with some kind of story
He had stopped annoying her. At first it was wonderful, but then she started to miss his presence. It was harder to meditate. She couldn't concentrate without him annoying her, crazy as it seems.
Every time I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Every time I try to make you laugh
You can't, you're too tough
You think you're loveless
Is that too much that I'm asking for?
BeastBoy was sitting in his room with Terra. She was talking about something, but he couldn't listen. The radio was drawing his attention. Her. She never smiled. Never laughed. He couldn't understand it. She wasn't really loveless, was she?
I thought you'd come around when I ignored you
So I thought you'd have the decency to change
But babe, I guess you didn't take that warning
'Cause I'm not about to look at your face again
'That's exactly what's happening isn't it?' He thought, 'I'm hoping that she'll come to me since I'm ignoring her. But I do! I do want to look at her face again!"
Can't you see that you lie to yourself?
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here
'She's always meditating. And that stupid Mirror! But I'll always be here for her. I wonder if she knows that?' BeastBoy thought.
But every time I try to make you smile
You'd always grow up feeling sorry for yourself
Every time I try to make you laugh
You stand like a stone
Alone in your zone
Is it too much that I'm asking for?
'It isn't a lot I'm asking her for. A simple smile that's all. Not a sneer, a smirk, or a sarcastic one. All I want is one real, genuine smile. That's all.'
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Can't find where I am
Lying here
Alone I fear
Afraid of the dark
No one to claim
Alone again
'I can't take this anymore,' Raven thought, 'All I want is to be able to smile, to laugh, to love, to do what normal people do.'
Can't you see that you lie to yourself?
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here
Every time I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Every time I try to make you laugh
You can't, you're too tough
You think you're loveless
It was too much that I'm asking for.
It was. It was too much. I should know better. She can't do any of those things. She isn't able to. It isn't her fault.' BeastBoy thought.
"I just wish she could. I really do." BeastBoy said, out loud.
"What?" Terra questioned.
"Nothing, just a fleeting desire. Something that is wanted, but can't be." And with that, BeastBoy turned off his radio, not knowing that another was wishing the same thing. And they would never know.
'It will never be. And I'm sorry,' Raven and BeastBoy thought at the same time.
And DONE!
Yes, it's actually supposed to be, "Til you chose WEED over me, you're so lame." But the word weed wouldn't work in this fic, unless you are referring to the fact that BeastBoy is green.
And, currently, I'm more into Naruto than Teen Titans. All I did before posting this is touch up and quality control. Wow. Touch up and quality control? I sound like a factory!
Well, see you around!