THIS IS THE SEQUEL TO 'IF I HAD THE CHANCE'...SORRY IT IS SO LATE...I WAS PRETTY BUSY LOL
IF YOU HAVEN'T READ IF I HAD THE CHANCE THEN YOU WONT BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND THIS STORY SO PLEASE GO READ THAT STORY FIRST!
ANYWAYS, IF YOU NOTICED THE SUMMARY IT SAYS THAT IT IS A ROMANCE/ DRAMA BECAUSE OF THE FACT THAT THERE WILL BE ALOT OF DRAMA IN THIS STORY...BUT THEYRE WILL STILL BE COMEDY, WHATS CLARA AND LINA WITHOUT A LITTLE COMEDY RIGHT?
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT...YUP...SO STOP ASKING :'(
"I think of you in Silence
I often speak your name
All I have left are memories and a heart around your Name
My Heart aches with sadness
and all my tears will flow
but what it meant to lose you
no-one will ever know"
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I closed my eyes and clutched my chest, feeling the beating of my heart steadily and wished that it would just stop. That I could just disappear and never look back or even remember it...it would be better than what I have been going through for the past ten months...almost a full year.
Ten months in this hell hole, with the fear of not seeing anyone that I love, having the feeling of hopelesness that I will never be able to leave this place. I haven't been able to contact anyone back home, and I keep feeling like every night I'm forgetting something...like my memories are disappearing and it scares me.
Daniel has been by my side the whole time, we've even gotten closer, and he's protected me with everything he has. The volturi cant touch me and that's good I think I've pissed off Jane enough for her to kill me but Aro won't let her, I don't know why but he wont let anyone near me unless necessary. I've been trying to survive everyday one day at a time, sometimes by just looking out the first window, other times by talking with the few humans that the volturi keep as servants and other times by pranking everyone, that's why Jane hates me so much, she's my main victim.
I looked around the room that I had ran into and sat down on the floor, everything was pitch black and I couldn't see anything which was perfect for me, I didn't like seeing the things that went down in these tunnels. "heh heh heh..." I brought my knees to my chest, hugging them tightly. The clothes that the volturi had given me were just a simple black dress with a black cape...very midieval. I leaned my head back against the wall, or what I thought was the wall.
"...What are you doing in here?" I jumped in the air when I heard the voice and clutched my chest, feeling my heart beat picking up speed. I couldn't see anything so I didnt know who it was. "Uh...I uh...might...be ...looking for my contact! Yeah, those little suckers are so annoying!" I laughed nervously, regretting my decision on hidding in a dark room.
"...there's two things wrong with that sentence,Nali. One: you don't wear contacts. Two: its too dark for you to see the floor, since youre not a vampire. ...and they looked pretty mad outside. Especially Jane...what did you do?" I sighed in relief when I realized that it was only Daniel, my savior. My savior because he had saved me a few times from Jane. I got off the floor and stretched, feeling my sore muscles clench and unclench.
"What makes you think I did anything to her?" I asked Daniel in the most innocent voice I could come up with at the moment, which wasn't much because of how exhausted I was. "Nali...you've been acting strange since we got here...waht's wrong? Do you hate it here that much?" I felt my anger flare up with his question, it was because of him that I was here in the first place. My exhaustion wasn't helping me calm down any.
"...How can you ask me that? OF COURSE I hate it here. You took me away from my sister...from my friends...from my family! Albeit, I was pissed off at them for having lied to me, but that doesn't give you the right to do that...I can't contact them. Its been ten months, Daniel. The probably thiink I'm dead...my boyfriend has probably already forgotten about me...and gotten with someone that I hate...they've been training me non-stop, Daniel...I'm only human...I need rest." I whispered the last part, feeling my energy drained. It was getting hard to keep my eyes open. All those nights that the Volturi had kept me up just to train me on how to control all the powers that they let me touch...and keep it away from any other enemy vampire...it was exhausting.
"I've been noticing the dark circles under your eyes..." Daniel whispered, while he touched the bottom of my eyes. This had been the first physical contact I've had since I had gotten here. Physical contact from anyone that I cared about, that is. Daniel had been forbidden to see me while I trained and when he could see me I was usually too tired or had passed out. "How much sleep are they letting you have?"
I leaned my head towards Daniels fingers, feeling happy that I could feel again, I had been so numb for so long now. "I usually...pass out and then they wake me up...like four hours later." Daniel pulled me into his chest hugging me tightly, he probably felt guilty...and that made me feel guilty since he had done it to try and help me. "You're getting better at controling the powers you've touched, though." Daniel whispered while his mouth was touching the top of my hair. I nodded and leaned closer to Daniel. "But that just means that they won't let me leave anytime soon...Aro is just...his ability is hard to control...I have to wear gloves just so that I can talk with anyone without hearing or seeing anything...it wastes so much energy just to be able to see and hear their thoughts." I leaned my head deeper into Daniel and closed my eyes. "Marcus is easy, not much energy is used in his powers...Alec's is numbing...I usually have side effects and I can't feel anything for a few minutes and it scares me. Even if he can't use it on me...I still feel numb when I try to control it...and it scares me just like Jane's power because of who they make me use it on." I choke back a sob, remembering all the screams and begging of the people I had to use it on. " their screams...they're just human, Daniel...and they make me use it on them...I can still hear their screams when I fall asleep...Afton's...is pretty cool. I can turn invisible..." I heard Daniel chuckle lightly, rubbing my back in circular motion.
I smiled sadly. "Chelsea's is actually a pretty useful gift...I could use it against the Volturi because of how much training I've gotten from her...and I'm pretty awesome at tracking now...Dimitry is pretty cool, too. Not like the rest. And Heidi's makes it easy to seduce anyone and anything." I finished with a sigh, letting Daniel know that I was done telling him everything I knew...right then I just wanted sleep, to sleep for the rest of my life and even then I know it wouldn't be enought to take the exhaustion away.
"You're their biggest weapon,now...that's why Aro lets you get away with all the crap you do...He's trying ot keep you occupied so that you wont think abut leaving." I clenched my fists into his shirt, feeling the anger well up again inside of me. I knew that I was their biggest weapon, but I was just a human and they could easily kill me...they were buttering me up until it was time for them to turn me. I just knew it.
"...what's keeping you here?" I asked quietly, trying to stop the anger, stop the thoughts of the near future. Since I was almost done with the training or so Heidi says, they would probably turn me soon. "You." The simple answer that Daniel gave me, made my hear pick up speed, I knew it was wrong to feel the way that I was feeling but right now...he was the only thing that I had that reminded me of what I used to have of the good times that I had when I wasn't here. "...Daniel...you could go get Edward. Tell him we're here...He'll save us. Go to Forks, the Cullens will protect us." I looked up at where I thought Daniel's face was and smiled brightly, finally having a little hope that we could get away from here. But Daniel only kept quiet...I couldn't see his face to see what he was feeling.
"Please...we need to get out." I whispered, losing my happy mood in an instance. "Demitri will find us, and then Cullens. They'll kill everyone Nali, even the Cullens and anyone that is close to them and us." I slumped into his embrace, I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes, I couldn't control it anyone. I couldn't escape...we couldn't escape.
The room suddenly filled with light and we turned towards the now open door to see Jane and all her glory glaring at us. I pulled away from Daniel and rubbed the tears away from my eyes and glared back. "There you are." Jane venemouslly said glaring at Daniel and then at me. Probably already thinking of telling Aro of how close we had been or telling him that Daniel was around me. So I did what I always use to do...I acted to save our butts.
"Ah! Here's my contact!" I poked my eye, feeling it well up with tears, not because I was sad but because that motha hurt! " Thanks for helping me find it, Dani!" Daniel turned towards me with a WTH expression and then blinked. I waited...until his face finally brightened. "Ah! You're welcome, Nali!" I sighed deeply, glaring at him. At least his expression had gone down from WTF to a WTH...big step in my books.
"Lets go. Its my turn to train you." I turned and glared at Jane, clenching my fits tightly. She was just trying to get revenge for what I did to her. But I wouldn't let her. "You traned me two days ago, Jane. Its not your turn its Demiti's." She took a step towards me but then stopped when another figure stepped into the room. Glancing from Jane to Daniel and I. "She's right, Jane. Lets go, Analisa." I walked towards Demitri, Daniel following, and all the while...Jane glared daggers at me.
Training had finally finished at midnight, that's why I like Demitri so much, he seemed to always remember that I was human...and that I needed rest because he always let me go at midnight. I had only slept for two hours when there was a knock at my door waking me up. I opened my eyes groggily and heard the knock again. "Its open." I whispered out, knowing that whoever it was could hear me.
I closed my eyes when I heard the door open. My room was the same room that I had woken in when Daniel had brought me here...it was very elegant...but very scary. I felt the bed slump down and I opened my eyes slowly seeing that the figure was none other than Aro. "My dear, you're still asleep?" He asked in an innocent voice, something that I rarely heard. I looked at the clock and groaned. "Its only been two hours, Aro...its three am..."I sat up and scratched my head. " What is it?" I asked him. Aro turned his head to me and smiled kindly, again something that I didn't see on him when he spoke with the others.
"I wanted to see how you were doing on your training." I blinked. and blinked...and waited to see if he was kidding...but his expression never changed from his happy smile. "everyone reports back to you. They can probably tell you better than me." I rubbed my eyes tiredly and leaned agains the head board, keeping my eyes on Aro.
"...they tell me you've been doing very good. You've improved a great deal in the short amount of time you've been here. You could even be done with training soon...you could even be stronger than they are." I scoffed and looked away, not caring about his appraisal. "Right."
Aro sighed dramatically. "Jane, however is another story...she tells me you haven't been improving much at her power." I flinched and looked down at my shaking hands...not enough sleep. "She makes me use it on humans." We stayed silent for a few seconds until Aro broke it. "Would you feel better if you used vampires?" I nodded my head slowly, at least vampires could defend themselves. "I will gather vampires, then."
"Why are you keeping me here, Aro?" I asked him quietly, but inside the dark room it felt like I had just screamed...darkness was very defening..."Why don't you let me contact my family?" I asked again when he didn't answer me. Aro turned towards the wall, a blank expression on his face. "I keep you here because you are a unique human. Your ability could allow us to let vampires free to walk in the day. Without fear." I frowned and narrowed my eyes at my hands. " I'm not a vampire, though. I don't care about that." Aro stood up and glared at me, his happy mood completely destroyed from our little talk...good. "You will stay here, Analisa. By force if necessary. I don't care about your past because I only see the bright future that you will bring us if you stay by our side. Feel lucky that I don't turn you right now. Being a vampire would only heighten your ability" I glared at my hands, turning my hands into fists.
"Oh...that's right. Daniel has requested that you have a day off. Sleep and enjoy your day. Good night, my dear Analisa." And like that he disappeared, leaving me with a headache and angry. Completely angry.
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