All alone in the darkness. Crying her heart out. Depressed, sad, alone. Amu screamed to the dark night sky.
"WHY?! WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME?!" Amu screamed. She was confused, she was sad. Weeping amounts of tears that could fill all the oceans, Amu reached into her pocket and pulled out a knife. Tears fell to the soft ground as Amu sat down against a tree and positioned the knife. With slow strides, Amu cut her wrist. Some blood seeped but nothing else. The normally cheerful pinkette was trying to commit suicide in a way that would hurt her most. She didn't want to keep living her miserable life. Sure she had a wonderful family and wonderful friends, but living without the one she loved more than anything was too painful. Amu let out one last weep before holding the knife out then forcefully thrusting it toward her chest.
"NO!" A voice screamed and held the knife back with all his might. Amu gave up the fight and let go of the knife. She looked up to see Tadase with tears flooding his face.
"AMU WHAT THE HELL! WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?!" Tadase screamed. The breeze blew through Tadase's blonde hair while he stared into Amu's honey- colored eyes. No sparkle, no shine, her eyes were dull and full of sadness. Her hair was frail and damp, her cheeks full of cuts, her whole personality just gone with the wind. This was not the Amu Tadse knew and loved. Amu collapsed in Tadase's arms due to fatigue. Tadase picked Amu up bridal-style and ran to his house through the darkness of night. He finally arrived it was about midnight. The cold air caused Tadase to shiver as he threw open the front door and rushed to his room. Tadase set Amu gently on his bed and covered her with a blanket. While shutting the bedroom door, Tadase grabbed a first aid kit.
"What Happened?!" Kiseki demanded while floating over Amu's frail body.
"She almost commited suicide." Tadase mumbled sadly. He walked over to Amu and started to patch up her wounds. When he finished he put the first aid kit on his light brow nightstand and sat by Amu's body on the bed.
"Why Amu? Why would you try to commit suicide?" Tadase asked Amu's fragile body sadly. He blinked away tears that welled up in his eyes then cast another glance at the pinkette. She was soaking wet! She could catch a fever. Tadase shook his head and opened his closet. He pulled out one of his shirts and sweats.
"I really hope she doesn't kill me for this." Tadase said and pulled the blanket off of Amu. He covered his eyes with a towel and did the same to Kiseki. Blushing madly, Tadase gently took off Amu's clothes and slipped on the new ones.
"Tadase? Are you ok I thought I heard something?" A voice said throught the door.
"I'm absolutley fine Mom!" Tadase responded. He calmed when he heard footsteps fade from earshot. Tadase yawned and looked at Amu. She was on his bed where was he to sleep? Tadase blushed then let out a sigh. He laid down next to Amu's body under the blanket and drifted off to sleep.
(NEXT MORNING)
Amu's eyes fluttered open only to see a certain blonde sleeping next to her. She wanted to scream but nothing came out. Tadase's eyes shot open and he blushed at the pinkette next to him.
"WHY THE HELL DID YOU STOP ME TADASE?!" Amu screeched. She shot out of the bed and stared at Tadase. He slowly sat up and had a sad look on his face.
"I didn't want you out of my life." He responded sadly. Amu froze. She never realized he cared so much about her.
"Why did you try?" Tadase asked. Amu was silent then she started shaking. Before Tadase knew it, Amu was in his lap crying.
"I-ikuto well I-i thought he liked m-me but w-when I told him that I loved him h-he laughed i-in my face and s-slapped m-me while saying no one would like me a-and that I shouldn't try confessing to anybody else cause they would just s-say no." Amu explained while choking back tears. Tadase turned red with anger. How could Ikuto be this cruel. Sure he teased Amu sometimes, but this was going to far.
"Shhhhhhhh it's going to be fine." Tadase comforted. He shot a glance at the clock and shot up.
"I'll be late for school!" He exclaimed. Amu glanced at the clock and gasped. She eyed her uniform hanging neatly on a chair then at herself.
"You changed me?!" Amu asked suprised. Tadase blushed as red as a tomato, nodded, and hung his head down in embarrassment. He looked up when Amu gave him a big hug.
"Thank you for carrying co much, but i'm not going to school." Amu whispered in Tadase's ear. He nodded then went into the bathroom to change. He came out and ran downstairs. He grabbed his breakfast and ran back up the stairs to Amu, who was waiting patiently on Tadase's bed.
"Here eat up." Tadase said and handed Amu the plate of eggs and pancakes.
"Thanks Tadase-kun." Amu said and smiled weakly.
Me: Hi Everyone! I was bored of working on my other story so I started this one! There will be more chapters i reasure you.
Kairi and Erica: But the other story was going great!
Ikuto: WHAT THE FREAKIN HELL WHY AM I SO MEAN HERE?!
Me: PAYBACK!
Ikuto: For what?
Me: I don't know... anyways this story is dedicated to my very good friends one of them who was diagnosed with cancer yesterday, another of them who i am having a bad feeling will commit suicide, and the last who is cutting herself.
Kukai: hoped u liked it!