What am I doing?
Sylvia's ambush did a lot of damage. Why do they want me back? Just yesterday, she was threatening my life. Now…
Now she's willing to take hostages. And hostages that can fight back, not just a passerby. She probably assumes I wouldn't go back for some stranger. And she's right. I'm not a do-gooder, save-the-innocent type. But Yohji…
He's seemed so distant since Moira and Sylvia left. I hope he's all right. It's probably Aya's presence. Dammit, why can't the stupid redhead see it?! I don't care, but every time he looks at Schuldig or Bombay, I can see Yohji flinch.
I wish Yohji could see the entire thing as I do. Maybe I SHOULD back off.
No. I think he enjoys it. Our personal race. Hmm, Yohji and Aya… Okay, not the best time to start thinking like that! Though I wonder if it's a possibility…
Moira wants me back. I'm not sure how to take that. Gwen was the closest to her, before everything changed. But she seemed to genuinely want me back in Rot. She thinks I've been brainwashed. Have I? I don't think so… If Sylvia thought of it to explain why I'm not with Rot anymore to Moira, how much longer do I have until she has Gwen try?
When is she going to try again? What does she see with that damned sight of hers that requires I return to Rot?
Strangely, I think I like being wanted. She's fighting to bring me back. And Moira, she is acting like she used to. Before Joey. Only she's, well, attached to me. Its unnerving, but I think I like it too.
She's so like a little kid. Even down to the temper tantrums she throws when she dosen't get her way. I don't want to hurt her when she's like this. For more then a few reasons.
Why? Why do I care about her so much all of a sudden?
~Jade Nova
Sylvia's ambush did a lot of damage. Why do they want me back? Just yesterday, she was threatening my life. Now…
Now she's willing to take hostages. And hostages that can fight back, not just a passerby. She probably assumes I wouldn't go back for some stranger. And she's right. I'm not a do-gooder, save-the-innocent type. But Yohji…
He's seemed so distant since Moira and Sylvia left. I hope he's all right. It's probably Aya's presence. Dammit, why can't the stupid redhead see it?! I don't care, but every time he looks at Schuldig or Bombay, I can see Yohji flinch.
I wish Yohji could see the entire thing as I do. Maybe I SHOULD back off.
No. I think he enjoys it. Our personal race. Hmm, Yohji and Aya… Okay, not the best time to start thinking like that! Though I wonder if it's a possibility…
Moira wants me back. I'm not sure how to take that. Gwen was the closest to her, before everything changed. But she seemed to genuinely want me back in Rot. She thinks I've been brainwashed. Have I? I don't think so… If Sylvia thought of it to explain why I'm not with Rot anymore to Moira, how much longer do I have until she has Gwen try?
When is she going to try again? What does she see with that damned sight of hers that requires I return to Rot?
Strangely, I think I like being wanted. She's fighting to bring me back. And Moira, she is acting like she used to. Before Joey. Only she's, well, attached to me. Its unnerving, but I think I like it too.
She's so like a little kid. Even down to the temper tantrums she throws when she dosen't get her way. I don't want to hurt her when she's like this. For more then a few reasons.
Why? Why do I care about her so much all of a sudden?
~Jade Nova