Disclaimer: I do not own anything in Jonas
Dear Nick,
By time you read this I will already be in New Jersey, the reason I left is a reason I felt I wouldnt be strong enough to tell you in person. Nick im pregnant, yes Nick im carrying our child. I couldnt tell you to your face because we arent even girlfriend and boyfriend anymore and I didnt want to tell when we werent together. I know you are mad but I couldnt bare to tell you, I coulndt look you in the eyes and tell you without me knowing I was making it hard for you, being a parent at seventeen is the last thing you need on your plate. I mean your Nick Lucas of Jonas and im some ex-girlfriend with your baby. Your music is important to you and I see how you love to express your self its the one place you can get away from everything and be you. Well I know your wondering how far along I am and to answer your question..Im four months along, I know I waited four months to tell you im so sorry Nick but me taking your fame from you would hurt everyone. I couldnt bare to do it and our little girl can know that her father didnt abandone her and that I chose not to tell you. Yes Nick its a girl and hopefully she doesnt take after me when it comes to singing! I know you might not ever want to talk to me again and you may not want anything to do with me, but when this baby is born can you be there for her. What im really getting at is will you be a father to our child? Please Nick call me or text me telling me you will be there for her. Im sorry for the mess i've made for my choices but I do care for you Nick and I still do love you, I dont regret anything we have done.
Love,
Macy
How could she think that I would not anything to do with her, of course I wanted to be with and my baby girl. I love Macy MIsa with all my heart. I couldnt believe she left. I slowly I grabbed my phone and sent a text to her.
'Macy you havent made a mess you have started something great! I love you and the baby, I dont want nothing to do with you, I want everything to do with. And I do love my music Mace but you are my inspiration...your the reason I sing, your the reason I wake up feeling like life has a meaning. Dont you ever feel bad for any of this! Macy Anne Misa im in love with you and I will be on my way to New Jersey as soon as possible because nothing will stop me from being there with you and our child. No matter how far you may be I will go the distance.' I sent the message not expecting a responce until I read..
'You are truly the sunshine of my life' My heart fluttered and I begun to pack up my suitcase because this was truly something great.