Mourning Forsaken Love
A/N: This can be for any pairing!
I look outside
The sun is shining
Sky so blue
I look only into a mirror
And for me the sun is dark
For me the sky is gray
Leaves rustling on the breeze
Soft and tranquil
Freedom
But for me it is a storm
I feel cold inside
For me this world is a cage
Laughter outside my window
Clang of swords in the practice yards
Talking in the halls
Yet I hear only your screams
Hear your last whispered words
Hear your labored breathing
Silence finally ringing in my ears
Sitting here
Red wine in my glass
Eyes dry, not a tear shed
Masked by a cold façade
In my mind, I'm sitting here
I feel your blood
Red and wet on my hands
My eyes are spilling tears
I do not care who sees
Remembrance
Clad in black
Standing in the chapel
Praying to the gods
I remember that night
Clad in chain mail
Kneeling by you
Cursing the gods
Sky is still blue
Sun still shining bright
Yet tears are being shed
Mourners cover a grave
Sky is purple as I watch
The golden sun set below a hill
Tears of happiness in my eyes
As I hold you close
No longer mourning my forsaken love