A/N: hey you all, my loyal fans! I am here saying that Rand Kilner is a b and he deserved to be behind bars (sorry I get a little passionate). Also I thought the whole story could have used a little bit more. (I really thought that they should have showed Rand walking into her apartment and then when he was actually raping her like shoot her door or something…but that was just me) Ok so I thought that I was going to stay close to the story line, and now I that I have been writing I realized I didn't, so her rape has gotten way re-written. I hope you enjoy! Please review, even if you hate it lemme know so I can consider what you suggest, and maybe change it. Disclaimer: I own nothing, sadly, but I do own the random stuff that changed (so all the changes I put in came from the twisted folds of my brain) Lifetime, I promise to put the character back where I found them when I am done.

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"Rand thanks so much for the ride home, and I own you one." Lu said as she fumbled with her keys.

"You're so welcome." Rand replied with a small smile. Lu pushed her way into her apartment, as she turned around to tell him good bye, she saw him trying to get into her apartment. He made his way in.

"What 0do you think you are doing? Marc is gonna be home soon, and I don't have men over, unless he knows and I don't want to get with you because I love Peter (they have been dating for 2 years now). So leave, now!" she said pointing to the door.

"Now, Lu, you know that you want to have fun with me, so come on baby, let's go have fun" he said putting his hands around her waist, and pulled her on to the couch. She flailed underneath his weight and he pushed her down, and punched her in the eye. "Now baby, you know you want me so let's not do this, we both know you want to." The whole time he talked to her he undressed her, and took off his pants. "Now, Lu, here's the fun…" then he raped her, put his pants back on and left.

"Lu get up. You are lying here, and every minute Rand is getting farther and father away, and the evidence on your body will help get that bastard where he belongs; behind bars." She put her clothes on, and slowly made her way out of her apartment and hailed a cab. She slid in and was sitting there in silence, after giving him the address. The cabby looked worried, and didn't make her pay the fair, seeing what state she was in. she slid out of the cab, and went into the emergency room. "Hey, Lu, what's up?" Dr. Biancavilla

asked. "He…he, r-ra-raped me." Lu finally sputtered out. Nick gasped, and put Lu into a bay in the E.R. and went and paged Dr. Campbell. Andy ran into the E.R. and called out "Who paged Campbell?"

"Me," Dr. Biancavilla said, "Bay 8. Dr. C. it's Lu. She was raped, and need the exam. The kit is in the room, and she's ready for the exam, and some compassion." Andy nodded, grabbed her chart, and went in. Andy gasped as she saw Lu's state. She was very rumpled, she had a black eye, and a few other bruises along her body. "Oh, Lu."

"Hi, Andy"

"Lu, who did this to you?"

"It was Dr. Kilner." Lu responded. Andy waited a moment and

"What happened?"

"I didn't go to his party, because Marc was supposed to be home, and as a general rule, I try to get home before my son. Well my car broke down, and Kilner gave me a ride home. I went in and he made his way in. I never invited him in, and I said that he had to get out, and then he came over and wrapped his arms around me. He kept calling me b-baby." At this point tears started to run down Lu's face "I was struggling to get out of under his body, but he is just so much bigger than me. He punched me and said that he knew I was enjoying it. Then he slowly undressed me and took off his pants. Andy he raped me."

"Don't worry Lu, your safe now, we won't let him touch you." Andy placed her hand on Lu's shoulder, and Lu visibly stiffened. "Sorry Andy, but that's the spot Rand used to pin me down, so please don't grip my shoulders like that" Andy nodded in understanding. "Sorry Lu, I didn't know. Well are you ready to start with the exam?" Lu nodded, and Andy started the exam. She slowly talked her through it, collecting all the evidence of Dr. Rand Kilner off of Lu's body. "I'm finished, but I need to get you a counselor to talk to so, you can talk to the resident here or you can talk to Lana now that she got her psychology degree."

"Since I have to talk to someone, I guess it will be Lana, because I have to tell her sometime, so I guess I will get it over with now." Andy nodded then her pager loudly beeped. "Andy go, I'll be here, waiting. So go, someone might be dying, and you the great doctor, can go save their life. You must be a hell of a better doctor than me, because this doctor can't even save herself. I know this damn town, I grew up in the hood, and I don't even know when a man is going to pull his 'thing' out of his pants and shove it into me. I fought Andy, I fought back hard, can't you see that? I am beaten up, and I tried and I couldn't get him off of me, I couldn't save myself, even though I tried hard! Damnit why; why can't I save myself? I save other people all the time, yet the one person I can't even fix is myself" Lu ranted with tears streaming down her face. Andy collected the sobbing doctor into her arms, and let her cry. Seeing Lu so vulnerable and defenseless just broke Andy's heart. Usually Lu was the strong one who wouldn't take this kind of help, yet she just collapsed into Andy's arms. After a few moments, Lu collected herself and pulled away. "Thank you, Andy. Thank you for being here when I needed you the most. You have no idea how glad I am that you were here, I really don't know what I would have done without you…could you please tell Peter what happened to me, I don't know if I have any energy left to explain it to him."

"Lu your welcome, and of course I will tell Peter for you. Lu you are the best friend I have ever had, and I will do anything for you. Now I am going to go check on this page, and while I do, I am going to go get Lana and have her come and talk to you." Andy said. She gave Lu's hand a reassuring squeeze, and then walked out of the room, and headed down to the clinic. Andy was kind of glad that it was Peter paging her, because she really needed to talk to him, and most likely, he just needed to ask her something.

(down at the clinic)

"Hey Lana, could you go up to the E.R. I have a rape patient who needs to talk to a counselor, and she specifically asked to talk to you."

"Sure thing. So who is the rape patient?"

"You have to wait and find out. Speaking of which have you seen Peter?"

"Yea he is in his exam room finishing up."

"Thanks Lana." Andy walked off and went into Peter's exam room. "Hey Peter why did you page me? I am in the middle of a rape exam."

"Oh sorry Dr. Campbell, I just wanted to know your opinion on this ring I got for Lu" He pulled out a gorgeous engagement ring. "I was going to go by her house tomorrow, before she goes to work, and surprise her. What do you think?"

"Well Peter, I don't think tomorrow will be the best time…because, well she got raped tonight by Rand Kilner, and I don't think she wants much to do with men at this point in time."

"Oh my God…what wasn't I there? I thought about taking her home, but she said she would be fine. So I took her word, and now look what happened, she got raped. If only I had been there."

"Peter, this isn't your fault, but maybe tonight isn't the best night to propose.." she sat him down and told him the details that she had received from Lu. Then said, "I am sorry but I have to go finish up Lu's exam"

(Meanwhile in the E.R.)

"Hey Nick, where is the rape patient that I needed to talk to?" Lana asked in the hubbub.

"Bay 8, Lana be careful with this one, she will be hard to get to open up about how she feels, she's always the strong one, and I doubt she is just going to break that away, and be the one who needs to be helped."

Lana shot him a weird look, because he knew so much about the patient. Nick just shrugged, and walked off to help another patient. Lana walked into the section and started talking. "Hi my name is…" she trailed off when she saw who the patient was. "Lu, who did this to you?"

"Rand Kilner." Lu replied, her voice dripping with distain. "Look, I don't wanna talk about this, I don't wanna relieve this experience, and so I am not going to talk to anyone else about it."

"Now Lu, you need to talk about it. So please don't shut me out." Lana begged, "come on girl you'll feel better."

"Fine you know what I don't want you badgering me all the time so I am going to tell you all of it, and, Lana, its brutal…"

"Lu, baby girl, I will listen to all you want to say. Take me back to the moment before the rape." Lana said, taking a seat on the stool beside the bed. Lu began painting the picture of the scene of her rape. Then ending the story she said, "Then he laughed and then said 'that was a lot of fun, baby, but now I have to go…I'll see you tomorrow at work.' Then I lied here for a moment then got up put my clothes back on and came here…the rest is history" Lu concluded.

"Well sweetie I am glad you talked to Lana, now I am going to go file this, and then Petie boy might come up here and talk to you ok honey?"

Lu just sat there and nodded in silence. Lana shot her a worried look, and slid out of the exam room. Once Lu was by herself she let her masquerade down, and let all of her pain go and sobbed. Then she heard someone slide into the exam room. She quickly wiped the tears form her eyes, and saw Peter standing at the edge of the curtain looking heart-broken. "This is why I never let my guard down, because it upsets the people I love." Lu thought to herself.

"Baby…" Peter said.

"Don't call me baby, that's about all Kilner said while he was raping me." Lu responded in a very blasé way.

"Lu, talk to me honey, I know you are hurting, or you wouldn't have been crying. Please let me in, you know I will never do anything to hurt you."

"Why, why should I believe you? I mean I never thought that a man have such audacity to think that when he shoved his thing into me and I would just let him, so how do I now that you wont hurt me?" Lu exploded. Peter knew that he needed to let her break down on him so that he could prove to her how much she meant to him. He slowly walked over and held her hand. She didn't jerk away, so he slowly pulled her into an embrace. "Now Lu, if I am touching you in any way you don't want me to, please say so, I don't want to make you uncomfortable." Lu nodded, and relaxed in his embrace. "Peter I tried so hard, I tried to make him stop. I just couldn't…" she again just broke down. She hated the feeling that she couldn't control her emotions, yet she felt so secure in Peter's arms, she just let go. A few hours later, they were walking out of the clinic, with Peter's arm around her shoulder as if to protect harm since he wasn't there before.

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