Okay here is new story, I know it has been done so many times but oh well. Basically Dimitri left rose after having slept with her. The attacked happened but rose managed to save him. After a recovering from the attack Dimitri leaves because he could not stand the idea of something happening to rose because of him, so he left with Tasha although they never got together. The story is set 8 months later so rose is around 8 months and 2 weeks pregnant it's the last week of November. Okay here we go I hope you like it

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DPOV

Here I go back to the women I love after being away from her for 10 months my love has not faded one bit, although I never expected it too, on the contrary I think it has grown. Tasha and I are on our way to the court where my Roza lives along with Princess Lissa and Lord Ozera. Tasha of course knows about my feelings towards Roza, she has not been to visit her nephew since graduation because she knows I would have to come and I don't think I could leave Roza if I saw her again. So why am I coming back? simple Tasha insisted I have to see her again and that she needed to visit her nephew.

We are just arriving at their house. Tasha decided on the visit to be a surprise, which I told her might be a bad idea. We leave our luggage in the car and walk to the front door. We knock, I'm so nervous about seeing Roza again. No one answers so we open the door, it's unlocked. We step in and there is a hall at the end we see a staircase we keep walking and we reach a doorway that leads into the living room. I can tell that Lissa decorated the house. We walk into the living room and I notice someone is asleep on the couch, they are cover with blankets so I can't really tell who it is but from the hair I know it is Roza. Tasha and I carefully walk up to the couch, just as we are about to reach Rose there is a ring of fire surrounding her.

"Don't you dare wake her up" says Christian walking into the living room with lissa

"Oh God Christian you scared us, we came by on a surprise visit." Tasha says as she walks up to Lissa and Christian giving them hugs.

"Come over here we don't want to wake Rose up." says lissa as she leads us to the kitchen.

"Why is Rose asleep? it's 3 in the afternoon?" Tasha asks as she sits in one of the stools.

"Rose has not been sleeping well lately so any sleep she gets we are happy with. If you guys ever find her asleep please don't wake her if you do there will be consequences understood." says Christian with authority in his voice.

"Will you guys be staying with us? We are actually planning on spending Christmas at one of the Dragomir's winter cabin." says lissa

"Cabin? More like a mansion" Christian mumbles.

"Just so we can plan ahead"

"Yes we would love that."

We go to get our stuff and lissa shows us to our room.

"Actually Princess Tasha and I are not together so if it is not much trouble if I could get my own room?" I ask lissa's face shows that she is shocked that I am not with Tasha. I can tell that they know about my relationship with Roza.

"No problem Guardian Belikov"

She shows me to another room. I put my stuff away and walk down stairs and check the perimeters of the house then I go sit in the chair near rose and watch her sleep. After a while Lissa tells me that it is time for Dinner. We ate and then I went to go take a shower. When I am finished I go back down stairs looking for Rose but she is no longer on the couch although the blankets do remain there. The TV is on, it's on the news channel and they are passing live coverage on the plane that just crashed it was coming from Paris to Montana. I heard about it, it happened yesterday they still don't know who survived but they are sure that most of the first class passengers died. I am about to turn it off when I hear that angelic voice I have missed so much.

"Don't you dare turn it of or change the channel Guardian Belikov." I cringe hearing her call me by my formal title. I slowly turn around and come face to face with I scene that breaks my heart. My Beautiful Roza is pregnant, and she looks as if she is ready to give birth. I can't help but feel sad, betrayed, pitiful, and regretful. Looking at her I notice that she has been crying.

"Roza" I whisper staring at her swollen belly. I wonder whose child it is, is it Adrian's? I will kill him or whoever dare laid a finger on my Roza she is mine no one else's. No she is not, you left her she had every right to move on, after all isn't that why you left said a that stupid voice inside my head that sounds an awful lot like my grandmother Yeva.

"Rose are you okay does anything hurt why are you crying?" I ask frantic scared that something has happened to her.

"I'm okay thanks for your concern." she walks over to where I am and sits on the couch cradling her stomache and wrapping the blankets around her. She sits there patiently listening to every word the reporter is saying about the crash. As they mention that they still have no official list to the survivors of the crash rose starts sobbing. She keep repeating my fault my fault and it's not true along with other stuff I can't quite make out. I call for Lissa. In a hurry she comes down the stairs with Christian and Tasha hot on her heals.

She sees that the TV is on the news and that the caption at the bottom says no official survivor list and she runs to hug Rose.

"Don't worry rose, I bet he is alright." she hugs her and reassures her that HE is alright.

"It's my fault lissa if I wouldn't have asked him to come he would be alright." who is this he they are talking about? Is it the father of her child?

"I have to go lissa I have to go see if maybe I can see his ghost." Rose says she gets up from the couch

"No Rose you know it's not good for you to get this worked up and if you go out there you won't be able to handle the pain. You could hurt the baby." Lissa says as she and Christian lay her back down on the couch.

"Come on rose why don't you go upstairs and go to sleep, we will wake you if there are any news." says Christian. Tasha and I do just there not know what to do.

"No I don't want to sleep I just woke up an…" she gets cut off by the phone ringing; lissa answers it and then passes it to rose.

"Hello… yeah good" she says s she starts to tear up again, how I wish I knew what was wrong to make it all better. I hate to see her like this.

"Yeah I heard… I know its just… okay see you then" she hangs the phone up.

"He said they were on their way here" rose says

"I am going to get something to drink" says rose as she waddles to the kitchen.

After a while there is a knock on the door. One the guardians come to open it. In comes Guardian Hathaway, Eddie, Mia, Adrian (guess he is not the one on the plane), Adrian Guardian, and ZMEY? What is he doing here? Rose rushed to her mom and then Janine and Abe murmurs something to her while Rose nods her head. They walk back over to the couch and we all take seats.

"Okay we got in touch with the Airlines and the people doing the research on the bodies they found and well, they did find a body in his seat" rose lets out a horrifying sob while her mom hugs her.

"Kiz calm down, they did a research on the body and it does not match Alexei." They all have grateful looks on their faces.

"they are still doing research to see if they fin his body they said they would notify us right away if they find anything, but you need to calm down and rest okay we will probably not know anything until tomorrow." rose agrees and we all say our good byes and then go to our own rooms. I notice my room is right next to my Roza's room. I go to sleep wondering who this Alexei guy is and why is he so important to my Roza from the looks of it Adrian is not the father of the baby maybe this Alexei guy is. Dang I am so fucked why did I leave Roza I should have stayed. God I love her with everything, I would give anything to be the father of her baby although I know that is not possible. But if Roza would take me back I would not care heck I wouldn't care right now I will love that baby as if it were mine because he is after all Roza's baby.

Next Morning

I woke up a little disoriented but then everything came back to me. I got changed and walked down stairs to see everyone there ready for breakfast. We said our good mornings. the entire time I was getting death glares from Janine and Abe.

"So Abe how do you know Rose" I asked as I started to eat my food, rose was sitting next to me eating some fruit. Abe got a huge smile on his face

"I'm her father" he said, I almost chocked on my juice. I have known Abe for a long time now he is close friends with my grandmother.

"Well that's uhh… great" I had no words to describe the news. We all just ate and caught up a bit though I still do not know who this Alexei guys is.

After breakfast everyone sat around and watched the news, waiting to see if there were any news. Rose said she was going to go take a shower. Everyone and I do mean everyone was in the living room just talking. I got to meet all the guardians; lissa has two guardians. Christian has one, Mia got Eddie and they are currently dating. And Adrian has one and says he is going to get another Guardian but she still has not graduated. We were all talking when al of a sudden some guy (Moroi) walks in he looks to be about 34. You hear a collection of gasps and then everyone starts shouting Alexei. So this is Alexei? He starts getting bombarded with questions.

"Wait ware's Rose has she had the baby yet am I too late" Maybe he's the father. I cant help but feel hatred towards him. Everyone starts yelling for rose to come down. Rose comes in looking sad.

"What is going on I was just starting to fall asl…" she gasps as she sees Alexei standing in the middle of the crowd. She starts crying and then she runs (well attempts to wit her stomach) to the Alexei hugging him and crying. I feel nothing but anger, jealousy, sadness, and self loathing.

Okay so there it is hope you guys enjoyed it please review. Tell me what you think.

I will try to update soon. For those of you reading my other story MY HEART INSISTS please review I am sort of having a writers block with that story so please tell me what you think should happen. I will try to update soon with both stories so yeah

Lots of love

-Sinthia