((Hey all, here is one fanfic that I got an idea for. I finally started
it; it's a good thing I am back in the mood for writing. Yeah, I am sure
not many people support the pairing of Kain x Cecil, but I do, so this is a
Kain x Cecil fic. You don't like yaoi DON'T READ. Spare me the trouble.
Ok this takes place ... on the moon after they all run up to the top of the
Lunar Subterranean and stuff. Yeah, this fic kinda goes along with the
game but not really. I morphed it to fit my sick and twisted self.
Bwahahahahaha, so yeah, some things won't be the same. No flaming me, I
will only laugh at you and then be merciless in making fun of you. Yeah, I
don't own FF IV ... I wish I did tho ;_; Ok read and be happy ^_^))
Existing Faith
Ch 1: Trust
Cecil POV
Run, I must run, I have to make it. I don't like this terrible feeling surging through my body. I don't know what is to come. I need to help Kain, I need to know he is safe and alive.
"Cecil! Cecil wait up!" I hear Rosa yell from behind. As much as I want to go back to her I can't. I have to find Kain.
I turn the corner running higher in the Lunar Subterranean. Damn Golbez! Damn him for bringing us to the moon to follow him, damn him for stealing the crystals, damn him for everything.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Cecil ran up the stairs skipping a few steps, panting for air. The calls from his friends merely echoing in his ears as he ran faster and faster. Pushing past scouters and monsters he didn't even bother to fight, just run. Cecil stepped into the portal and transported to the final level. He could feel his long time friend, he was close. Stepping out of the portal Cecil doubled over and panted for air. Cecil heard soft whimpers of pain and ... footsteps. Cecil looked up abruptly only to see Golbez walking towards him, and Kain lying on the ground behind him unconscious. Cecil pulled out his sword and stood ready to fight. Golbez stopped his approach as Rosa, Rydia, Edge, and Fu So Ya stumbled through the portal.
"What in the hell ... is –"Edge was cut off as he saw who stood nearly ten feet in front of them.
"Cecil ..." Golbez's deep voice echoed through the room. Cecil gripped his sword hilt tighter; eyes burning in rage. "I cannot ask you to forgive me for what I have done, but I must ask you to understand. I was merely a puppet of Zeromus. He wanted the crystals for himself to make him more powerful, and I was just the person to use," He took another step forwards the party, all of which armed themselves except Fu So Ya. He stepped in front of the party.
"Put your weapons down," Fu So Ya said quietly.
"Are you crazy!? The guy is going to kill us" Edge yelled
"No, what he says is the truth, Zeromus is the real foe here." Fu So Ya replied.
Rosa lowered her bow and walked up to Cecil's side placing her hand on his arm. Fu So Ya walked up to Golbez and placed a hand on his shoulder. Fu So Ya looked up into Golbez's eyes.
"Just like your father," Cecil's eyes widened
"D...do you mean to say?" Cecil's voice was raspy and even hurt his throat to talk.
"Yes, Cecil, his father is yours as well."
"But that ... would make him ... your brother," Rydia commented softly
Cecil lowered his head and his sword, his purple hair covering his face, shoulders shaking slightly.
"Cecil you must understand. I cannot undo what was done, but I beg you at least say something." Golbez pleaded his normally deep voice now soft and quiet.
Cecil looked up at Golbez for the first time as a brother; he seemed so different. Cecil's mind whirled trying to find the right things to say. Unfortunately, little time was spent before Fu So Ya began talking again.
"Cecil, take your party and head back to the Lunar Whale. Rest up, you will need it. Golbez and I are going ahead to fight Zeromus." Without another word the two turned and began to walk away. Before stepping out Golbez shot Cecil one last pleading glance over his shoulder. Cecil opened his mouth to speak, but before the words came out Golbez was gone. Cecil stared into the space where Golbez had stood. He couldn't believe it, it seemed so unreal. The same blood that flowed in his veins, flowed in Golbez's as well.
"Cecil!" A call from Rosa snapped him out of his daze. He looked over to Rosa who was kneeling next to Kain casting sure spells over him. "I need your help; my magic is too low to help him anymore." Cecil sheathed his sword and kneeled next to his friend. Rose vacated her spot and stood off to the side to give Cecil some room. He unhooked Kain's helmet and set it off to the side. Kain's unruly blonde hair was matted against his head, his eyes closed tightly, sweat beading his forehead and his breathing heavy and uneven. Cecil set his hands on Kain's forehead and muttered the cure spell. His eyes shot open, Kain's head turning from side to side in panic.
"Kain, relax, you're safe now," Cecil murmured and offered a smile to his friend who seemed to be in tons of pain. Kain let out a deep sigh and dropped his head on the floor staring at the roof
"Cecil, I am so sorry for everything that I did. I am the worst, I am so easily manipulated and I turned on my friends with the snap of a finger." Kain finally dared to look at Cecil. "You should just leave me behind." Cecil frowned.
"I am not leaving you behind Kain, you are like my brother. You see, it wasn't just Golbez that possessed you. Golbez was being controlled by Zeromus. So that added to Golbez's power." Cecil brushed a few stray hairs form Kain's forehead. "I forgive you ..." Cecil helped Kain into a sitting position.
"Thank you Cecil ... for everything,"
"There is nothing to be thanking me for Kain," Cecil smiled a he wrapped one of Kain's arms around his neck. Helping him to stand Cecil stuck on hand on Kain's waist. Kain looked away from Cecil, to try to hide his blush.
'What is wrong with you Kain? Since when have you ever felt this way about Cecil? These feelings were for Rosa ... I thought."
Kain glanced over Cecil's shoulder over to where Rosa stood with his helmet. For some reason she seemed; so different. Next to Cecil she appeared so bland ... so imperfect. Where he had once found her beautiful, Cecil stood in her place; it took a moment but at last he realized; his love was misplaced. He never loved Rosa; it was merely a shield to hide his true feelings he had. Kain's thoughts were all in a blur, he could not decipher one from the next; except one; the love for his best friend. Before his heart could take over, his mind stepped in.
'Cecil will never want me in that way ... he has Rosa.' Kain glanced at Cecil's face, every perfect feature on his face. Kain's eyes traveled to his pink lips, and suddenly found himself lost in thought about Cecil. 'I wonder what it would be like to kiss him ... if anything, just one kiss. To run my fingers through his hair, feel his body against mine.' Kain found himself blushing again and some other things that made him glad he was wearing armor. 'This isn't good ...'
"Kain? Are you alright? You look flushed, are you fevered? Cecil asked stopping his journey to the ship.
"No, no I am fine, I am just tired, and that's all." Cecil didn't look convinced, but he didn't press the matter any further.
"Well, just hold on, we are almost there," Cecil said re-adjusting Kain. They continued walking, Rydia and Edge fought off monsters while Rosa healed the party with potions and esunas.
"Good thing we are almost there ... my summons are getting weak," Rydia panted as she wiped the sweat from her brow.
Luck was on their side, the encountered no more monsters the rest of the way to the ship. Cecil opened the doors and he group walked in. Cecil led Kain over to one bed; he set him on the soft cushions. Thanking Cecil once again Kain began working the task of removing his armor. Distressed Kain looked over to Cecil who was already taking off his chest plate. Sighing, Kain set back to the task. Without even turning to face him Cecil spoke.
"Kain, would you like some help?" Cecil turned to face his friend with a smile on his face. "I would be more than willing to help. I seriously do not think you would want to sleep in your armor." Cecil walked over to Kain's bed and waited.
'Cecil ... you have no idea how mush I want you to undress me and do so much more.' Kain nodded his head to tell Cecil 'yes' without words, but to also rid the dirty thoughts from his mind. Unfortunately for Kain that is what seemed hardest, sure he would unbuckle one side to keep his mind busy, but it never failed. As much as Kain tried to block it out, he could always feel Cecil's gentle fingers brushing against his skin. Kain begged whatever God there was to save him from the torture, for some reason he never seemed to have this much armor before. Cecil moved to his waist but Kain put his hand on Cecil's shoulder to stop him from going any further.
"Don't worry Cecil, I can get that." Kain said trying to muster a smile. Cecil smiled back.
"Of course Kain. Get some rest." Cecil stood up and walked over to his own bed again. Cecil rid himself of the rest of his armor and looked over at Kain again.
"Kain, I'm glad you're back,"
Kain smiled, closed his eyes and laid back against the pillows letting them heal him completely.
"I'm glad I'm back too," Kain murmured as he fell into a deep sleep filled with dreams of him and the one his heart desired.
TBC
((so there you are ^_^ I can't wait to get the rest of this thing written. Kain x Cecil all the way! Review pwease! Let me know you care! Till next time,
~Clari-sama))
Existing Faith
Ch 1: Trust
Cecil POV
Run, I must run, I have to make it. I don't like this terrible feeling surging through my body. I don't know what is to come. I need to help Kain, I need to know he is safe and alive.
"Cecil! Cecil wait up!" I hear Rosa yell from behind. As much as I want to go back to her I can't. I have to find Kain.
I turn the corner running higher in the Lunar Subterranean. Damn Golbez! Damn him for bringing us to the moon to follow him, damn him for stealing the crystals, damn him for everything.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Cecil ran up the stairs skipping a few steps, panting for air. The calls from his friends merely echoing in his ears as he ran faster and faster. Pushing past scouters and monsters he didn't even bother to fight, just run. Cecil stepped into the portal and transported to the final level. He could feel his long time friend, he was close. Stepping out of the portal Cecil doubled over and panted for air. Cecil heard soft whimpers of pain and ... footsteps. Cecil looked up abruptly only to see Golbez walking towards him, and Kain lying on the ground behind him unconscious. Cecil pulled out his sword and stood ready to fight. Golbez stopped his approach as Rosa, Rydia, Edge, and Fu So Ya stumbled through the portal.
"What in the hell ... is –"Edge was cut off as he saw who stood nearly ten feet in front of them.
"Cecil ..." Golbez's deep voice echoed through the room. Cecil gripped his sword hilt tighter; eyes burning in rage. "I cannot ask you to forgive me for what I have done, but I must ask you to understand. I was merely a puppet of Zeromus. He wanted the crystals for himself to make him more powerful, and I was just the person to use," He took another step forwards the party, all of which armed themselves except Fu So Ya. He stepped in front of the party.
"Put your weapons down," Fu So Ya said quietly.
"Are you crazy!? The guy is going to kill us" Edge yelled
"No, what he says is the truth, Zeromus is the real foe here." Fu So Ya replied.
Rosa lowered her bow and walked up to Cecil's side placing her hand on his arm. Fu So Ya walked up to Golbez and placed a hand on his shoulder. Fu So Ya looked up into Golbez's eyes.
"Just like your father," Cecil's eyes widened
"D...do you mean to say?" Cecil's voice was raspy and even hurt his throat to talk.
"Yes, Cecil, his father is yours as well."
"But that ... would make him ... your brother," Rydia commented softly
Cecil lowered his head and his sword, his purple hair covering his face, shoulders shaking slightly.
"Cecil you must understand. I cannot undo what was done, but I beg you at least say something." Golbez pleaded his normally deep voice now soft and quiet.
Cecil looked up at Golbez for the first time as a brother; he seemed so different. Cecil's mind whirled trying to find the right things to say. Unfortunately, little time was spent before Fu So Ya began talking again.
"Cecil, take your party and head back to the Lunar Whale. Rest up, you will need it. Golbez and I are going ahead to fight Zeromus." Without another word the two turned and began to walk away. Before stepping out Golbez shot Cecil one last pleading glance over his shoulder. Cecil opened his mouth to speak, but before the words came out Golbez was gone. Cecil stared into the space where Golbez had stood. He couldn't believe it, it seemed so unreal. The same blood that flowed in his veins, flowed in Golbez's as well.
"Cecil!" A call from Rosa snapped him out of his daze. He looked over to Rosa who was kneeling next to Kain casting sure spells over him. "I need your help; my magic is too low to help him anymore." Cecil sheathed his sword and kneeled next to his friend. Rose vacated her spot and stood off to the side to give Cecil some room. He unhooked Kain's helmet and set it off to the side. Kain's unruly blonde hair was matted against his head, his eyes closed tightly, sweat beading his forehead and his breathing heavy and uneven. Cecil set his hands on Kain's forehead and muttered the cure spell. His eyes shot open, Kain's head turning from side to side in panic.
"Kain, relax, you're safe now," Cecil murmured and offered a smile to his friend who seemed to be in tons of pain. Kain let out a deep sigh and dropped his head on the floor staring at the roof
"Cecil, I am so sorry for everything that I did. I am the worst, I am so easily manipulated and I turned on my friends with the snap of a finger." Kain finally dared to look at Cecil. "You should just leave me behind." Cecil frowned.
"I am not leaving you behind Kain, you are like my brother. You see, it wasn't just Golbez that possessed you. Golbez was being controlled by Zeromus. So that added to Golbez's power." Cecil brushed a few stray hairs form Kain's forehead. "I forgive you ..." Cecil helped Kain into a sitting position.
"Thank you Cecil ... for everything,"
"There is nothing to be thanking me for Kain," Cecil smiled a he wrapped one of Kain's arms around his neck. Helping him to stand Cecil stuck on hand on Kain's waist. Kain looked away from Cecil, to try to hide his blush.
'What is wrong with you Kain? Since when have you ever felt this way about Cecil? These feelings were for Rosa ... I thought."
Kain glanced over Cecil's shoulder over to where Rosa stood with his helmet. For some reason she seemed; so different. Next to Cecil she appeared so bland ... so imperfect. Where he had once found her beautiful, Cecil stood in her place; it took a moment but at last he realized; his love was misplaced. He never loved Rosa; it was merely a shield to hide his true feelings he had. Kain's thoughts were all in a blur, he could not decipher one from the next; except one; the love for his best friend. Before his heart could take over, his mind stepped in.
'Cecil will never want me in that way ... he has Rosa.' Kain glanced at Cecil's face, every perfect feature on his face. Kain's eyes traveled to his pink lips, and suddenly found himself lost in thought about Cecil. 'I wonder what it would be like to kiss him ... if anything, just one kiss. To run my fingers through his hair, feel his body against mine.' Kain found himself blushing again and some other things that made him glad he was wearing armor. 'This isn't good ...'
"Kain? Are you alright? You look flushed, are you fevered? Cecil asked stopping his journey to the ship.
"No, no I am fine, I am just tired, and that's all." Cecil didn't look convinced, but he didn't press the matter any further.
"Well, just hold on, we are almost there," Cecil said re-adjusting Kain. They continued walking, Rydia and Edge fought off monsters while Rosa healed the party with potions and esunas.
"Good thing we are almost there ... my summons are getting weak," Rydia panted as she wiped the sweat from her brow.
Luck was on their side, the encountered no more monsters the rest of the way to the ship. Cecil opened the doors and he group walked in. Cecil led Kain over to one bed; he set him on the soft cushions. Thanking Cecil once again Kain began working the task of removing his armor. Distressed Kain looked over to Cecil who was already taking off his chest plate. Sighing, Kain set back to the task. Without even turning to face him Cecil spoke.
"Kain, would you like some help?" Cecil turned to face his friend with a smile on his face. "I would be more than willing to help. I seriously do not think you would want to sleep in your armor." Cecil walked over to Kain's bed and waited.
'Cecil ... you have no idea how mush I want you to undress me and do so much more.' Kain nodded his head to tell Cecil 'yes' without words, but to also rid the dirty thoughts from his mind. Unfortunately for Kain that is what seemed hardest, sure he would unbuckle one side to keep his mind busy, but it never failed. As much as Kain tried to block it out, he could always feel Cecil's gentle fingers brushing against his skin. Kain begged whatever God there was to save him from the torture, for some reason he never seemed to have this much armor before. Cecil moved to his waist but Kain put his hand on Cecil's shoulder to stop him from going any further.
"Don't worry Cecil, I can get that." Kain said trying to muster a smile. Cecil smiled back.
"Of course Kain. Get some rest." Cecil stood up and walked over to his own bed again. Cecil rid himself of the rest of his armor and looked over at Kain again.
"Kain, I'm glad you're back,"
Kain smiled, closed his eyes and laid back against the pillows letting them heal him completely.
"I'm glad I'm back too," Kain murmured as he fell into a deep sleep filled with dreams of him and the one his heart desired.
TBC
((so there you are ^_^ I can't wait to get the rest of this thing written. Kain x Cecil all the way! Review pwease! Let me know you care! Till next time,
~Clari-sama))