Fire and Desire one-shot
It was raining. Pouring. And as the raindrops hit the window an angry tears slipped from my eyes. He did it….again. Another girl wrapped in his arms. Another girl riding him with perfect Excellency. He promised. He promised he wouldn't do it again. He promised he wouldn't hurt me. of course he wouldn't keep it, he just did what he would always do.
Love them and leave them
That's what I used to do
Use and abuse them
Then I laid eyes on you
It was pain before pleasure
That was my claim to fame
With every measure, baby
Tasted teardrop stains, yeah
He's coming, right now. He's coming for me. I can hear his footsteps at the door as he paces trying to come up with an excuse. An excuse to win me back. An excuse so I can allow him to wrap his arms around me after riding him with perfect Excellency. I'm not going to let him. I can't let him. Were gonna fight. Yelling and screaming and breaking things.
He's gonna use what I did against him. I didn't do it because I loved Mike. I did it because I was tired of getting hurt, and I wanted john to know what it felt like. I didn't want to hurt Mike, but there was no other way. John ended up putting him in the hospital. And I ended up like I would always. In a corner crying with my knees to my chest until john would try and get me to stand. We'd end up struggling for dominance as john tried to get me to the bed and me yelling at him to stop as I hated being restricted. He would always win though. I couldn't help the burning fire inside me that wrapped around desire for him to be inside me.
I was cold as ice long ago, baby, baby
I wasn't very, very, very nice, you know
Sugar, sugar, sugar
Then I kissed your lips
And you tuned on my fire, baby
And you burn me up within your flame
Took me a little higher
Made me live again
You turned on my fire, baby
Then you showed me what a love could do
Fire and desire, baby
Feel it comin' through
I could hear the rain pounding against the ceiling as he held me, the sheets of the bed wrapping tightly around our naked bodies as my sweat turned cold.
I looked out into nothing as he nuzzled my neck. Thinking of the empty spot that would be next to me in the morning. Thinking of the tears I would cry and how the unoccupied corner would be filled in a matter of hours. I closed my eyes, as I didn't want this feeling to go away. Ever.
But nothing lasts forever. He'd be back. Those cold blue-eyes and that steel heart. But I can't stop it. I can't stop the feeling that I feel for him. I can't stop needing it. I can't stop the fire and desire I feel for him.