Better Loved Lost Then Never Loved

This is an excerpt from a story I wrote when I broke up with Rose, my ex-gf, for those of you who don't like the sickening thought of murder by the ones you love, don't read this. It may be hard to understand because it's only an excerpt from the original, the original was three chapters long, and very personal, that's why I write, it's emotional, fan fiction, is simply a blessed shortcut. Rose read the whole thing, once, she cried, I hope she never cries again, crying releases ones emotions, drains them of fear. She doesn't deserve to cry. She made me what I am.

Kimiko sat in her room, crying.

She was worried; worried that Rai would never love her.

The thought was straight foreword.

It made her sad, in almost a mournful way.

Rai was thinking hard.

After what had happened, he couldn't understand why Kimiko was acting this way.

She had told him she loved him.

He didn't answer.

He was angry.

Angry after what had happened.

She had betrayed him.

She murdered him.

It's her fault.

Rai came into Kimiko's room.

"What do you want?"

When he came in she seemed calmer.

"I'm sorry Kim."

"It was, a shock."

"What do you think you're doing?"

He sat close to her.

"Kim, I, I still, love you."

"What?"

"You do?"

Rai put his arms around her.

They kissed, long and hard.

Her eyes widened.

A small point could be seen protruding through her left shoulder.

Rai pulled away, a bloody knife in his right hand.

"Goodbye, Kimiko."