Disclaimer: I don't own anything Prison Break.
A/N: Hello one and all. This is my first posted story (a little short though). I used to have others but I deleted them because I wanted to start fresh (and because I haven't been on for nearly a year and a half). So this is the first story to a fresh start. I hope you enjoy it and please leave a review. I love reviews, they are definitely good motivators.
My Fortitude
Oh Sara. How can your infallible love be such a grand fortitude for my own personal being? How can each of your undulating breaths be so tranquil as if I were lying near a brook listening to meandering water trickle over the rock bed? Our future may be nebulous, unclear but yet it is so auspicious. Our love will without a doubt prevail and prosper till the end of time. Everything about you will make our future fortunate. From your benevolence all the way to your auburn red hair. I cant wait to see you again.
Oh Sara. Why are you not with me anymore? Why do you have to torment and oppress me with your absence? I wish that you weren't so far away as you are now. I wish that your life had not been taken so carelessly, so indifferent, without remorse. It pains me to know that I will never see your porcelain face again. It is a morbid feeling. However, as the days slowly go by, the feeling becomes inconspicuous. But never will I forget the love we shared. Never will I let our memories fade away. They will remain with me, that is for certain.
I vehemently, earnestly hope to encounter your oppressor, your tormentor, your perpetrator. I feel compelled to condescend to level of your killer. I feel compelled to find her and bring out of me a bitter tirade against her.
However, as I feel compelled to do all these things, I somehow become inarticulate. I somehow return to myself, as if you were right beside me. The fortitude from the love we had shared rebuilds in my heart and mind. I know that the thoughts that I have of avenging you will only separate the bond between us that somehow still exists. My very own thoughts would bring discontent and umbrage upon you and myself.
Oh Sara. No. No matter how strong the temptation, the adversity, I will never commit such a sin to kill and take revenge for your spilled blood. There are fundamental principles that I must live by. There are still those in my weakening world that need my strength. There are still those who depend on me, even those who may face the very same fate as you.
Oh Sara. This is a time for me to remain strong and not to condescend to the level of your perpetrator. I never want our love to decease. Our love, even though we are so far apart, must remain and it will remain. You will always be a part of me. You will always be my fortitude.