Chapter One

Her hair bounced along her shoulders madly as she pounded the keys on her piano. She was expressing her pain out in ways no one would've ever known. Her pain was not known to anyone except for herself. She ended in a loud chord.

'NO MORE! I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!' She thought as she ran upstairs into her room. Locking the door, she went right to her desk and pulled the drawer out, taking another glance at the weapon that laid still inside. She took it out and aimed it for her wrist. 'No.. not that either. I can't stand the long, aching pain. Why not just rid myself from the world that doesn't even care that I'm alive? Why stay here and let them make fun of me every day and night?'

She looked up at a framed picture on the wall, 'I loved you mom... But you left me too. Just like my father, brother... All of you! I'll join you once again! ' Her heart thudded against her chest. 'But why can't I bring myself to do it?' She stared at the knife in her hands. 'Why?'

Tears leaked out from her eyes and down her face. Her brown hair fell over her face, shadowing it. She dropped the knife on the floor and walked over to the portrait on the wall. Smoothing her hands over the glass, she said out loud for once. " Maybe I will stop the pain. Somehow. I just have to get out of this place. This school and this room. I have to leave."

She looked tiredly at her dark room and ran out the door and into the streets. 'I'm changing my life. I WILL SUCCEED! I'll never return to this land of horror... Never.'

Not looking back, she ran until she got tired and out of breath and walked at a slow pace. She finally turned back and once more, "I will succeed."

author's note : yes it sucked. and yes it really sucked again.. o.o im new to this okay!? thank you for reading this.. and thanks for wasting your time. please review, and thank you again! XD