This is going to be a lot of drabbles about the wonderful Stef and Lena

*I deleted the one lemon becaue it was horrible and I'm not planning on writing any more of them.

Back up Required

Stef sat in the driving seat of her cop car , patiently waiting for Mike to hurry up with the damn sandwiches. He had walked into shop to get their lunch what seemed like hours ago. Suddenly her radio pulled her from her thoughts " 246 in progress at Anchor Beach Charter School back up required". Stef's heart dropped to the pit of her stomach and she found it hard to breathe. Almost instantly her body went into auto pilot as she started the car and turn on her siren. Just then a confused Mike climbed into the car, holding to bags.

" Leaving without me? I didn't know you were that hungry " Mike joked.

" There is a shooting in progress at the kid's school" Stef said in a serious tone, keeping her eyes on the road as she quickly worked her way through the city streets.

Mikes attitude quickly turned serious, preparing for the journey. He was torn between being professional and worried , his one and only son , their son, was in that school.

Stef's mind couldn't even wrap itself around the idea. Her love, her babies, everything she cared about in the world was in danger. She drove as fast as the car would let her, trying to keep calm. Her knuckles held the steering wheel so tightly they turned white and her heart beat in her ears. Once they reached the school Stef's eyes scanned the mass of people standing around. She nearly jumped out of the car and weaved her way through the crowd, Mike on her heels. All around her she heard yelling, and a blur of people. Teachers frantically taking attendance of children, policemen giving orders, parents who had got the news and yelled their children's names in the crowd. She fought the urge to be one of those screaming mothers knowing it would do no good. Then out of the corner of her eye she saw Jude , clutching Callie's hand, the rest of her children stood by.

" Fosters! She yelled with a sigh of relief as she ran towards her children embracing them in a rushed group hug. " I'm so glad you are all ok, I was so scared " she almost whispered , taking a look at each of her five wonderful kids. They smiled back. Then it hit her " Where's mama?"

Jesus and Brandon shrugged Mariana replied " I don't know we tried looking for her but they told us to stay here".

Fear rose up in her again knowing that if Lena was outside she would of found the children by now. " ok" she said in a serious tone looking at Callie and Brandon the oldest. " you are to walk home, directly home and lock the doors. I will call you as soon as possible." the children nodded. " ok I love you all so much" she spoke hugging them once more, holding back the tears stinging her eyes. She had to be strong in front of them, everything would be ok. " ok go" she pushed them away and after getting past the policemen on the perimeter walked quickly home.

Once they had rounded the corner Stef's focus was back on the task at hand. She quickly found Mike and was told they were given orders to secure the west side of the campus , where Lena's office happened to be located. As they ran Stef made herself refocus; she had to stay serious and alert. Walking through the quite hallways the two searched each room they pasted. It looked like a school frozen in time, a video still played in a science lab and notebooks and lockers lay open. Once they made it to Lena's office she busted in, to find no one there. She couldn't help but expect the worse. Images of Lena being held hostage or worse flashed before her eyes. A voice snapped her out night mare.

"Ok kids hurry run this way " a quite but frantic voice said, it sounded just like her wife's. Running out of the office she saw Lena carrying a small child with two following after her, in the opposite direction.

"Lena! " her wife turned around a look of pure joy in her eyes. Stef didn't let herself to get too sappy she had to get them out of here first. " follow me quickly. Stef scooped up the other two kindergarteners and the five ran to the exit, Mike held the door open. Once outside Mike took the three kids over to their class while Stef and Lena embraced in a long awaited hug.

" Oh my god " was all Lena could utter while holding her wife tightly " wait the kids " Lena's eyes grew wide pulling away.

" They are already home love " Stef smiled and burred her face in Lena's shirt trying not to cry. " God I love you"

When the couple made it home they were greeted by five happy, relived kids. Lena explained that children she had found were in the bathroom scared out their minds. The family all ate dinner quietly and politely and discuss what happened that day and their feelings per Lena's request. Stef was the only one who didn't share. Once they were all put to bed Lena and Stef climbed into bed, Lena laying her head on the blondes chest.

" I was so worried" Stef whispered after awhile her thorough tears. " about the kids , you, all I could think about was how much danger you were in, it made me sick to my stomach"

Lena pulled herself up to her wife , wiping away her tears and kissing her eyelids. " that's ok, it's all in the past now. I worry about you every day, in danger like that. Seeing you walk through the door each night is the best feeling in the world. " she said with a weak smile, and settled herself back in the bed.

Stef paused, she had never thought about it like that. That what she felt today was what Lena went through daily, worrying about her safety. Letting out a sigh she snuggled closer to her wife, kissing her forehead several times. "Goodnight love".

"Goodnight"