Hunter

With one light on in one room, I know you re up when I get home.

With one small step upon the stair, I know your look when I get there.

I m not just any girl. I am so much more.

I am Buffy, the vampire slayer. I am the one that gives everything up, doesn t have a warm home with a loving family inside just because everyone else should have atleast that.

Sometimes it s strange.

I ask myself what s the game?

What is it gonna take?

I am Buffy, the vampire slayer.

I am warm and full of love. I love with my whole soul, it s blinding. That s me.

I have super powers. I don t like books. I don t like school. I don t like responcobility. I don t like men, they steal your heart and leave with it, take it far away…

I have superpowers.

That s me.

Buffy.

If you were a king up there on your throne, would you be wise enough to let me go

I am not ordinary. I don t want to be ordinary.

Then…..I would be helpless.

For this queen you think you own

I am the strong, powerful hand of light and bright.

I am Buffy, the vampire slayer. I blind with my love. I have friends.

Death is my gift that I got and opened it like a little girl on Christmas.

But they took it away, forced me back here. My friends. They don t understand. I don t want to be alive.

I just want to die.

Wants to be a hunter again, wants to see the world alone again,

To take a chance on life again, so let me go

But I can t do that, people are relying on me again.  They all need me. This world needs me a little bit more than the other one.

I am Buffy, the vampire slayer.

The title sounds great, it s powerful. It makes me feel good. Makes me want to hunt. Kill.

I have good friends. I think.

They re okay. It s not their fault.

For doing the wrong things, for never really listening when I was out there screaming.

Dawn isn t really my sister. She s the helpless litlle version of me. I died for her. she s the only one that ever did anything right for me.

Giles is gone. He left.

Spike is gone. He left.

Angel left.

Riley left.

Dad left.

Mom left.

The unread book and painful look, the tv s on, the sound is down

one long pause, then you begin, oh look what the cat s brought in

Who are you?

I don t know you.

You are not the same ones, you re not the ones I once knew.

Go away. There must be place. For me. I don t have enough place.

I ve told you this so many times before like I m telling you now, I ve been repeating it over and over again for my whole life to every single one of them but they never really heared me, thought I was some anoying little bug, thought that with time I ll go away or just simply die.

I am Buffy. The vampire slayer.

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It sounds wrong. Buffy isn t something pink and cudly, it s my name.

Buffy, the vampire slayer.

And i am full of love that blinds. I am powerful, full of strenght, I can win against the odds. I am a winner.

I am a hunter. I am a girl. I am a slayer. I am human.

I am your only hope.

I m not pink or cudly. I m not a fury little creature.

I am strong.

I am Buffy.

Let me go, let me leave

I m not putting up with it no more.

I am the slayer. I am the one who draws the line.

For the crown you ve placed upon my head feels too heavy now

And I don t know what to say to you, but I ll smile anyhow

That s what I do.

I am a killer.

No! Wait! What am I saying?

I am Buffy. A slayer, not a killer. There is a difference. A slayer slays. A killer kills.

I am a slayer.

I am Buffy.

And all the time I m thinking, thinking…

I ve had enough.

I am Buffy. I love with all my soul, I love. I m not empty, I m full.

And I m strong, well trained, experienced. I can kick your ass any time.

I am the one that draws the line.

I want to be a hunter again, want to see the world alone again

To take a chance on life again

So let me go