I've read too much imagines on Tumblr... and I knew Newt and Zera's realtionship is not very detailed in my main story. I try to change that with complement the missing scenes from Different Angles. I know I also wrote Limits before and this one is quite similar to that, but I think Limits was the first sign of things are going to be more serious between these two and Trapped is about the actual problem. And whatever, I loved to do this too xD This is my last working day in this year, I had to make the time pass somehow...

Zera rushed into the farthest corner of the Glade. She wanted to be as far from everybody as she could. She desperately needed some space but she couldn't get it. Almost felt the walls around her body and wanted to scream as long as she could.

Why things are so bloody difficult?

She had enough from everything. This whole fucking situation, from the Maze, the walls, the Grievers, WICKED, everything. Her whole freaking life was a huge mess now!

She never ever thought loving somebody could be this hard. They were together now for 6 months. First everything went well; they just enjoyed each other's company. Then started to feel the other, she touched him here and there, and he did the same; holding hands and stuff like that. After her first night with her new team outside he said to her he loves her. And later that day he kissed her. That was the time when Zera realized she never wanted to be apart from him and she wanted everything.

After that night Newt started to stalk her. Or she felt like that. He teased her all the time. When they ate with the others and he sat next to her his hand soon went for an... "private adventure" under the table. Or he just appeared behind her randomly grabbed her hand, dragged her behind a building and kissed her so hungrily and so passionate she almost died then and there. This of course gave some ideas to her too. She appeared in his room when the whole Glade was asleep. Climbed next to him in the bed and woke him up with her kisses and touches. They were slowly bolder and bolder in these things and always wanted more. But there was a point what they couldn't step through. And she was getting angrier and angrier because of this.

Zera loved Newt. She knew this for sure, knew all her heart. And Newt loved her. But this wasn't enough to them. They weren't happy with knowing they love each other, they wanted to feel it. But they also knew they couldn't do anything because of the Maze and WICKED. They hadn't got a normal life.

Soon their situation got worse and worse. She can't even touch him without risking everything and Zera hated that. She was full of lust and desire and she could see the same in his eyes too, but at the same time she was afraid. What if one time they cannot stop themselves? That would be catastrophic... She didn't want to risk a pregnancy.

Zera heard the steps behind her, but didn't turn around.

"Love?"

Silence. Didn't want to deal with things and problems when she had her owns as well. Light touch on her shoulder. Just leave me alone.

"You know this never helps Zera. I know it isn't easy. I feel the same too."

"Will it be easier anytime?"

"Don't know, darling. We have to believe it will. But you know whatever will happen I am here for you."

Zera turned around and looked into Newt's eyes.

"I am so sorry. I started to blame you for my feelings. I love you and I want... I want so many things that I cannot do because of this fucking world we are living in now. And I am tired of this. I just want to be with you without any rules."

He hugged her and she buried herself into his embrace, wanted to hide from everything. How is that she has the biggest problems in that relationship which makes her so happy?