Disclamer: I do not own Grey's Anatomy, only this story.

Author's note: This idea popped in my head. So it's sorta AU. They still work in hospital. Mark and Derek don't know each other, Meredith and Derek were never together and but he's with Addison. Please tell me what you think.


Chapter 1: Unlove you

Ashley Tisdale

She thinks no one can hear; The way she cries at night; She thinks no one is near; Not even to put up a fight; She doesn't know what it's like; When it's all right; She doesn't know what it's like; To have an insight; And know she doesn't have to fit in now; There's an easy way out...


"Addison, we need to talk." That was Derek calling Addy.

"Give me a second… I'll meet you in on-call room in 5 minutes, okay honey?"

"Ya sure…" Derek loves her, as a friend only, not lovers. He knew that his heart rested with Meredith, his real love. He was going to finally ended. Ever since the day he met Meredith he always knew he was destined to be with her forever, always.

"Derek?" She went in for a kiss because she thought they were in on-call room for a reason but Derek turned around and faced the wall. "Is everything okay sweetie?"

"Everything is wrong with my life, especially you."

"What? I don't understand."

"You and I both know we are not meant to be together."

"Are you cheating on me?"

"I want to but I'm married to you. I'm not the kind of person that ruins a marriage. I want to be honest and tell you how I feel."

"Are you seeing someone because that would be considered cheating?"

"I'm not cheating; I'm hiding my true feelings from you and from the woman I love."

"Are you serious?" Addison started at him strait in the eyes but Derek kept looking down to avoid seeing the pain he had caused to Addison. "Kiss me Derek."

Derek looked up and did as she said. He kissed so passionately to make sure she would remember since it would her last time, She took of his shirt and he did the same to her and they made love… for the last time.

"That was great."

"Right… I'm going to contact my lawyer and I except you do the same so we can arrange the divorce."

"Are you kidding? I thought the sex we just had settled it. We're staying together, right?"

"No. You thought wrong!"

"Then why the hell did you kiss me when I asked you."

"You asked me and I give. It's always been like that with us."

"I love you."

"But I don't. Now call your lawyer as soon as possible." At that, Derek left the room leaving Addison heart broken.

"No."