Twenty One Grams

- Roxyfoxy

Full Summary: Sesshomaru's life was horrible when his father and mother died in a car accident years ago. He now owns his father bussiness, and hates everything, and almost everyone. He finds out someone and trying to figure him out, after being hidden away from the public. Also, someone steps into his life..which is now his problem...Will he learn to change, or will this just throw his life out of balance?

"It's been five years since the tragic death of Mr And Mrs. Tashio. Mr Tashio was one of the top real state owners that bursted on the scene of Japan, and claimed the title of the top millionaires from 1997-2003. He became one of the second richest in the world. Ms. Tashio was a medical nurse down in Tokyo, that had came up with medicines that cures one of the worst diseases in the world for cancer. She was able to find a cure to save people who were dying or just discovered having this illness. On the unfaithful night of Oct 1st after being hounded down by press in New York, they're car was totaled by another car from eager press that tried to get shots of them. They were found mangled in the car wreck, seeing the back had be crushed and ended up slamming into the wall of an apartment building. Both were considered dead, and was buried Oct 21st. It's been believed that they do actually have a child, named Sesshomaru Tashio and is rumored to be working somewhere on the outskirts of Tokyo."

The blonde hair women stacked her papers properly in front of the desk, showing a small clip of the two parents in a slick limo cruising down the streets of New York, with their hands waving out to the crowd that was swarming the sidewalks and streets, and flooded the whole entire area. He just glimpsed seeing his mother on the right hand side of his father, smiling and leaning over with his father waving brilliantly outside the car. He astoundedly, watched seeing this one eager vehicle flying and before he knew it the car smashed together and bloody screams and panic was all that was heard, before the shot was cut out. He just grabbed the remote, knowing he had saw this a million times before.

" What lies…What bullshit!"

He yelled loudly, taking the remote that was on his oak desk and swiftly chucked it at the tv overhead, and watched it shake as the remote slammed on the ground so hard that it had alerted his secretary from the next room.

" He must have been watching the same thing I was. Poor Sesshomaru. To relive the night how his mother and father died. Even though he's out of the public eye, still it manages to tear him apart."

She thought, sighing softly and managed to open the door fully to walk into the huge office room which was ten times larger than anyone's elses room one that floor. She walked into the smell of air fresher and noticed the dark blue walls and the huge clock that was up behind on the wall, and seeing him groveling with the tv sparking, which had obviously been hit.

She didn't know if it was better or to just walk in to comfort him and say a few words, or was it better to keep her job and her mouth shut, and walk out and pretended like it never happened? She knew he was very strict with his rules, and hated to be bothered and even this time. She saw his long silvery white hair covering his face, and his sleek blue office suit barely sew together anymore. His head was down, covering his face and god it scared her to see him like, nobody had. All there was, had been anger or nothing at all. She swallowed heavily, fixing her long brown hair which had chopsticks to hold it and was already half way into the room, and just stood there worried.

" He'll fire me besides, he could care less if he did. After all I have to look after my daughter and he's not the one for charity cases here. He wouldn't understand what it would be like, raising a child. After all he doesn't have anyone, and problem never fucking will! I mean for god sakes, he booted Kagura on her ass like that for standing up to him!"

She thought to herself in an outrage. Her cries inside were loud enough, almost like she had been screaming them out loud for all the world to hear. She just quivered, and quietly headed towards the door until she was frozen by the low monotone voice behind her.

" Sango…Since your in the room you might as well stay here, and keep yourself busy."

She cringed thinking he'd lash out and yell but instead he sounded different. The hateful and disgusting tone in his voice was gone, only a hint of sadness ran through it. Sango had always been his promised secretary after he had booted Kagura who had tried her best to do everything she could to possibly please her. It was bad enough she had a crush on him as well. Still he paid her unfairly, and Sango remembered watching the fight and realizing she would never want to be his personal secretary. Sango, walked over hating the high heels she was wearing, but none the less followed in his orders more in fear than anything else. After watching Kagura leave, she was afraid she'd await the same fate.

Sango nodded quietly, as he offered the seat right directly across from his desk. She quietly got comfortable and folded her hands nervously that were now laying on her lap.

He just made things awkward checking the clock, and around the room, and back to Sango's pretty face seeing it was contorted in nervousness and worry.

" Sango, you're the only one who knows that who I truly am correct?"

Sango nodded feeling herself swallowed and drowning slowly in this worry and fear that, shot right through her like a needle to a vein. She watched him carefully, seeing himself lift from his seat and stood towering over her from the desk, holding one of his father's pens and stared at his last name in writing. Sango swung her leg over, and realizing the room was a lot darker, even with the office light on.

"Yes of course. You've told me to address you when I'm in here as Sesshomaru Tashio..What about it? He's going to ruin me…

Sango said it quietly enough so no one in the main room could hear.

" Sango I know you were watching what was displayed all over the news today about my mother's and father's death. I just like to know how the idea got out they have a son…"

Clearly she could tell he was slowly but surely he was trying to pin her hands down. She knew she had never done that, or never spoke a word about his name in public or in the office ever in her life. She swallowed again, as he now stood eye to eye knowing this would be the end of her career as she knew it. She just couldn't imagine herself getting kicked out of here, and letting her child suffer and herself suffer again.

" Sesshomaru...Believe me I've kept my word with keeping you a secret. I know you'd never want that attention or your life to be in the spotlight of others. But I haven't told anyone so I have no idea where they got the idea of having a son. It could just be a rumor I'm sure of it!"

Sango tried her hardest not to look like she had been bluffing, or anything he suspected. He gently rose an eyebrow, and grabbed Sango's hand lightly as she was thinking this was his moment to fire her in all his pitiful glory.

His hands laced around hers, seeing his covered her whole entire hand making her stand tall until she was directly level headed with him. She looked into his dark icy blue eyes, and could only pray and hope and think about her baby and the job nothing else.

" That's it…He's going to fire me I can see it…The same look and way he fired Kagura.."

It had been true. She had watched millions of girls like her get fired dozen of times. He'd hold their hand and make them look at him, and he'd bluntly told them to pack up without a warning, and without a care.

" Sango, maybe your right. They have been on about this shit for a couple of years now. They obviously can't get any information right. Besides that footage is fake they showed. The fact they try to make it look real and fool other people into believing it fucking disgusts me."

Sango blinked, seeing that those words she expected didn't come out of his mouth. She smiled in thanks but caught off guard when she heard him speak about the news footage. She realized that it was now 9, and everyone was already off the floors and they were the only two left in the building.

" No one ever gotten footage for it. Besides my mother wore a different color gown that was black not blue. She also had this one marking on her that only I could recognize…Look Sango I'm sorry I kept you here. You should be home, and especially looking after your baby."

He placed his hands softly on each ends of the desk, looking out through the windows getting a beautiful view of the buildings light up, and the wide lake just further down.

" You sure you'll be fine here by yourself?"

He gave a brief chuckle, which was so rare but good to hear. It was more like saying she was an idiot to be so dedicated to him when she had a one year old baby to look after, which she hadn't gotten him by choice either.

He looked down and sighed, still his back towards her.

" Sango, I'm fine always. Don't pity me alright? Just because of that on the news. Just go home and enjoy yourself and I'll see you tomorrow."

Sango curved a confused yet a amused smile, as she grabbed all her bundles of papers and grabbed her long pink trench coat that hung right outside the office.

" Alrighty then, Bye."

She said softly, as he watched the doors full of life now still as anything. Sango was clearly out of sight, as he stood still looking out the building, and knowing he was the only one left in there.

" Someone is trying to ruin my career. Someone knows something about me, and Sango I don't see her doing that. Kagura never knew my real name, besides she was fired for a good reason and I don't pity her if she's on the streets. But who the hell is doing this! How could someone I don't know, know the hell who I am!

Author's Notes: Probably sounds alittle boring hopefully not! It will get better soon. Please Read and Review!