My head is spinning, why does it take so much effort to open my eyes but I must and I will. My eyes open to a dull concrete celling. My head throbs, all I can think is nothing. That's just it, all I remember is black, black and pain.

DISCLAIMER: i do not own divergent

I have been spell checking and modifying the whole story. I wrote this a long time ago and rushed the end cause I didn't want to leave it endless but now i'm going back over it and putting more effort.

Tris POV

I take what feels like my first breath in years. Cool smooth air runs down through my throat and fills my body. I open my eyes to the new surroundings not really understanding where I am. The space around me feels wrong. My eyes fog and my breath become shallow. My head is so foggy. Why is is when I try an to recall any memories I feel as though i'm trying to grab onto fog, I get close, I get a feeling then it slips. I'm so close but so far. Where am I? My body is heavy and I can't move an inch.

I hear a man's voice he calls for someone but I can't make out the name. For a moment they just stand over me staring. Who are these people what did they do to me. There is a girl, she is tall with short black hair. To her left is a boy he has tousled bronze brown hair and a young face.

After what seems like hours of them just staring at me the girl asked "Can you hear me?".

My body is heavy and I can't move an inch. I want to get up, I want to scream at them to give me answers but my mouth is dry so dry. I can't focus on anything I think i'm about to sink back into the dark, no I have to find out where I am.

"Water" I mumble. All i can manage to respond from my dry throat.

"Carmon go get her some water" he nudges his sister.

She walks off in to another room and the boy finds a stool and sits next to my bed "Hi I'm jack, were very happy you're a wake" he talks to me like in a child. I get a stange danger go off in my head. Who are these people.

I groan and try to sit up. My attempt to sit up fail as I found myself sinking deeper into the bed. My back aches and sends sharp pains through my body. 'How long was I sleeping?' I questioned myself.

"Stay laying down your wounds still have fully been healed" he emphasised on the still making me wonder if I had been a sleep that long.

Carmon returns with a flask and what appears to be a bread roll in her hand. She slowly tips the flask in to my mouth. Water runs down the sides of my mouth. When I begin to gag she removes the flask. I lick my dry and cracked lips as an attempt to get the last of the water.

The water soothes as it goes down my throat. It's icy cold and sends a shiver down my body.

"Where am I?" I cautiously ask them still feeling wrong about this situation but I need answers. He is about to answer when I cut him of saying "and…..who am I?"

"You don't remember who you are?" I shake my head at him. Saying it out loud makes it all the more real. I just feel enveloped by confusion.

"Your T…." he was cut off by Carmon dragging him by the arm into the next room. She closes the door so all I hear are muffled voices.

Jack POV

"Hey! what was that for?" I said pulling my arm back out of her grasp

"In there is a fully trained dauntless solder! Who was one of the biggest part of the rebellion in their city! And she has amnesia." yeah Carmen has lost it. i stair blankly at her.

"Um how will that help us?"

"We could use her, by changing her appearance and telling her lies" she paused as if to add dramatic effects "she could be our ticket to the top."

Of course Carmen is always so cunning.

"What are we going to tell her?" I question.

"I was thinking that we use her on the inside, send her back into dauntless looking completely different. Then from there we will recreate the memory serum and she will help us spread it all around their city. David's last wish before having the memory serum will be completed. The faction system will rise again."

"You're a genius Carmon" I mutted unable to fathom the extent of what we could be doing.

A very wicked smile flashes across Carmon's face.

"Chicago wont know what hit em'" She hisses making me shiver. "If we're going to pull of a plan like this we need to get out stories straight ok" She continues.

"Yeah" I agree.

"First we need to name her then we can go from there"

Tessa POV

That was suspicious, why did she so suddenly drag him out of nowhere and what could they be talking bout behind those doors. When they return to the room I have managed to kind of sit up.

"Hey Tessa you ok?" Carmon asked in a sickly sweet voice.

Tessa is that my name? "Am I Tessa"

"Yeah" Carmon replied.

"And your Carmon, and your Jack?" Carmon looked confused at jack.

"Jack told me when you got water" I confirm.

"I feel so bad for you it's been 3 years in that coma, but you're finally wake" Carmon said smiling.

"Three years?" I don't know what to think or feel I just want to be alone, but I need to know more about me. "How do you know me?"

"Well" Carmon started "We have been friends for ever, then I introduced you to my cousin and you guys have been on and off for a while" I look to Jack and he slightly blushing.

"And then there was a war…." She stopped and looked to the ground as a tear rolled down her eye. "The things we saw, the things we went through. From that moment on you got tough. Every dead body, every place we knew as kids that was crumbling to the ground... You held your head high."

"You didn't display much emotion but hate. Well none of us did but you…. You could push past human emotions. You were so strong." She started to smile and I wondered why until she said "Well, except you loved to make guys jealous. You had this way about you. You were so dangerous so irresistible to guys. But if you want to ask anyone about that you should ask Jack" she nudged her cousin. It was only then when I realised how handsome he was. His wild green eyes looked down on me as if I was too precious to touch. A blush rose from my checks and a slight smile tugged at the edges of my mouth.

I felt at home with them two. I felt safe. Is what I wanted to say but something was tugging in my chest. What else could be the truth I think as I dissmiss it.

"You started to die your hair you loved it when it was black at the top then slowly merged down to blond. Maybe if I die it for you, you may remember something" she said with a bit of hope in her voice. If it may help me remember I will do it.

"Ok" I said with much struggle.

"Oh you should get rest...We don't want to lose you again" She said.

More updated chapters are coming very soon!