AN: Alright guys this is my first Glee/13 Reasons Why fic with Kurt/Jeff being the main pairing. Obviously because of this some things will be different than in the show and book, please read below for changes. Thanks, so much guys and hope you like it!
CHANGES FROM SHOW/BOOK:
It was Finn who died in the car accident
The accident was caused by Montgomery not Sherry
Kurt is best friends with Zach, Jessica, Justin, Alex, Courtney and Sherry
The Baker's and the Hummel's are very close
Kurt found Hannah's body with Olivia (her mom)
While neither Kurt or Jeff are reasons why they know about the tapes
Kurt was someone who tried to help Hannah yet failed
Jeff and Clay are very close
MAKE IT RIGHT (CH.1: RIP Hannah Baker)
It was the morning after he got the news from Jeff last night, the news that would make his world go cold and nothing seem right. Hannah Baker was dead, not just dead she committed suicide last night in her bath tub with a razor, leaving her body to be found by her mother and Jeff's boyfriend Kurt Hummel. Both of which tried to revive her before the paramedics showed up, but it was no use she was already gone when they found her.
He remembered hearing muffled sobs somewhere in the background though he couldn't make out whose they were. Jeff stayed on the phone with him until he had to go take care of Kurt and let Clay know they probably wouldn't be in school tomorrow. Then just like that Jeff was gone and Clay was all alone in his room to face the fact that a girl he was madly in love with was dead. That's when the tears came until he fell asleep.
Well until his mother woke him that morning and got him headed to school, the one place he did not want to be right now. He thought about faking an illness but then decided to see how people were handling it. If they cared at all is more like it Clay thought bitterly as he walked up the front steps only to be quickly stopped by a distraught Sherry.
"Oh Clay, did you hear?" She asked through sobs of her own and leaving Clay is speechless until he finally nodded and pulled her into a tight hug
"Why did she do it?" Sherry asked as she clung to Clay's back and the boy answered the only way he knew how
"I have no idea." Before the bell rang and he lead Sherry to their first class together, once inside the teacher talked about lose and if anyone was depressed to please see the guidance counselor. The class was then opened up to anyone who wanted to share memories of Hannah.
That's exactly how the whole fucking day went, people who didn't really know Hannah at all, or worse had been part of that stupid slut rumor cried out memories of her. It should make you happy right? Not when he knew each and every one of them was full of fucking shit. Finally, the last bell rang and he ran as fast as he could, not really knowing where he was going until he found himself outside Kurt's house.
Seeing Jeff's car in the drive, he quickly made his way over and knocked on the door only to have it answered slowly by Jeff himself, who looked at Clay with understanding.
"He had a feeling you would show up eventually." He said allowing Clay inside the house where they found Kurt on the couch in the living blankly staring at the wall in front of him.
It was then that he noticed a picture of Kurt and Finn on the fireplace and he Instantly felt like a dick for just showing up. Not only had Kurt just found his friend dead in her tub he had also lost his brother to an accident several weeks back, and he knew the family was still raw from it. Kurt was out of school for a week before returning to a bunch of I'm Sorry and sympathetic stares that did nothing for the boy in the long run. It certainly didn't bring Finn back. The one good thing that happened when he came back was his friends all surrounded him and never left him alone along with Jeff there was Justin Foley, Jessica David, Sherry Holland, Zach Dempsey, Courtney Crimsen and Alex Standall who made sure that some idiot didn't say the wrong thing to the pale boy.
He watched as they walked past him, and though he wanted to saw something he just didn't know what. It was as the crowd passed that he found Hannah Baker standing across from him shooting the dirtiest glare he had ever seen, following the girls line of vision he found Montgomery jumping out of Kurt's way the image of guilt.
"What did he do to you?" Clay asked making Hannah jump and stare in shock
"What?" She whispered
"Montgomery, he makes another stupid comment?" Clay continued to which Hannah shook it off before giving a weak smile
"He's just an idiot, plus I feel really bad for Kurt" She responded and Clay swore he saw tears in her eyes
"We all do, I'll see you at work."
With that Clay walked away and brushed Hannah's behavior off, god he wishes he hadn't. It was then that a voice called out from a distance and just like Clay was back in Kurt's living room with Kurt and Justin staring at him in concern
"What?" He asked quickly feeling stupider than before
"Are you okay?" Kurt asked again as Jeff sat down and pulled his boyfriend onto his lap, holding him close.
"I'm…" Clay stopped feeling the words stuck in his throat before finally his emotions got to the better of him before croaking
"No"
With that Jeff pulled him down as well and brought him into a group hug were the three-boy held each other for several minutes each taking comfort from the other and none truly knowing what was to come.
AN: Alright guys there is the end of chapter 1! Don't worry the tapes show up in chapter 2 which will be out sometime in June. Until then enjoy season 2 of 13 Reasons Why on Netflix and have a great summer!
