Title: Unwanted

Chapter 1: September

Characters: Minako/Rei

Summary: When you think you have your love life all figured out, things can still surprise you.

A/N: I'm Back! This is something new I'm trying for Minako and Rei. It's not like them, but more like me. This story is based on true events that happened to me since last september since I arrived here at Alaska. In the story, my experience and point of view is Minako's and my now ex is Rei. In real life, it almost destroyed me emotionally…you'll see when the story develops and you read the events. It's a multi-chapter divided my the months of the event, so please…read and review! enjoy!

What the hell I did wrong? I've dedicated my whole soul and being to her…I even sacrificed my career for her!

FOR WHAT!

"I don't love you!"

That's the only thing that runs through my mind the past few days…since she told me. Who would have thought that Hino Rei would be so heartless. Who would have thought she would break my heart!

"I don't love you!"

There it goes again, those words echoing through my brain.

You must be thinking what the hell happened…and I'll tell you, it's not a fairy tale. It's more of a nightmare. It all happened last september, when I first laid eyes on her. Of course I knew Hino Rei for a while now, but never saw her as a lover, not until that september night…

September

I felt sick. This has to be the worst flu in history! And this bus ride is not helping at all!

"Next stop, Walmart!", the driver said. What the hell is so awesome about Walmart? I just wanted to sleep and this people wanted to go shopping!

I got my jacket on and got off the bus. It was a good 40 degrees outside and this cold was killing me. Soon I noticed Rei was walking besides me.

"You ok?", she asked grabbing my arm "You look sick".

I smiled a bit, "Just a little, just need to grab a bite".

We walked together until we reached the Chilli's Restaurant. We all sat in the table, Rei seating right in front of me playing with her phone.

"Hey Makoto, check her out. This is my ex girlfriend, isn't she hot?", she said passing the phone over.

"She's cute", Makoto answered with a smile.

Oh great, comparing girls now. What the hell Rei? You're acting weird lately.

The rest of the day we went around town, doing more shopping than usual. It was the first day we all got off from work at the same time, so we had to enjoy it as much as we could. We all got to the bus, but I decided to go to the back so I could rest. To my surprise, Rei followed me there and laid in the ground next to me.

"Are you cold?", she asked placing her sweater on my shoulders and pulling me closer to her.

"Thanks", was the only thing I could say. The ride lasted almost two hours and I fell asleep on her arms. I opened my eyes to see her looking straight at me and then, without me controlling the situation, she kissed me. The kiss wasn't like anything I had experienced before, it was like walking in heaven.

After we reached my apartment, I looked back at her and smiled, "Good Bye"

She gave me the most beautiful smile I have seen, "See you later, Minako"

With that, I walked inside my building and to my apartment.

The next day, she visited me at my apartment and asked if we could hang out for a while. We talked all evening and catch up on our lives. We then played guitar hero, dance dance revolution, and listened to music. We had a blast that evening. Then, she gave me a hug and kissed me lightly.

"May I see you again tomorrow? I really enjoyed spending time with you today and would love for this to repeat again"

"Yes, it will be great", I answered with a big smile and walked her to my door, "See you tomorrow, then?"

"Uhum", she smiled back and walked out.

After she left, I felt it was growing difficult to see her leave. Was I falling for her? Was it to fast?

The next day, as promised, she came by my place. This time, while we listened to music, I read her some of my stories. She smiled and said they're really good, that I should keep writing. That made me feel hopeful for some reason, at least someone liked my creations. After that, I played some violin to calm my nerves. Music always relaxed me. When I finished, she grabbed my hand and pulled me towards her.

"You drive me crazy, Minako. I don't know if I could keep my hands to myself for long"

"I'm thinking the same thing right now", I couldn't resist anymore and kissed her, "But not today, it's getting late"

"I can wait", she smiled walking towards the door, "Come by my place tomorow, need to show you something"

"Ok, I will", And once again it felt hard to watch her go.

The next day, I went to Rei's house. We watched movies together and talked some more. But today was different, I was exhausted as I was still a bit sick.

"Minako?", she woke me, "Come, let's get you to bed. You need to sleep"

She picked me up and placed me on her bed. She laid beside me and hold me close to her. Then I noticed that she had the song Return to innocence by Enigma on the stereo, I love that song. I couldn't sleep at all with her this close, and somehow I knew she felt the same way. She planted a kiss in my forehead and then on my lips. Next thing we knew, we were kissing passionately. Our hands were everywhere, our clothes came off.

"Rei, I have never done this before", I confesed. She was my first.

"Don't be afraid, I'll give you through"

It was a beautiful sensation, she was gentle and kind. It was like nothing I experienced before. I'll never forget this moment, I'll never forget this September night were I gave my all to Rei.

All this days that had passed had been wonderful. We went drinking at Makoto's place and I got extremely drunk…not a good sign.

I woke up besides Rei. She was still fast asleep, but I felt horrible. My head was spinning, I couldn't remember what happened last night. I looked at Rei and realized she was awake.

"You can't remember, do you", she whispered sadly.

"Did I say or do something stupid last night?", I asked with fear in my voice.

"We talked about serious matters", she said sitting down on the mattress.

"What serious matters?"

"About you and me"

"What about it?", she looked away…definitely not good.

"You told me you cared for me a lot, just like I do. But, you must know I'm not looking for nothing serious right now", I had to look away, she couldn't know this was affecting me. How could Rei be so cold?

"Oh"

"Minako", she pulled me towards her, "It doesn't mean we have to stop seeing each other. On the contrary, we should keep doing this"

I smiled. But inside, I was being destroyed. My feelings for Rei were growing every day and she saw me as a casual fuck buddy. That's what she wants, then I'll give it to her.

A/N: That's September for you guys! This is just the entry, it gets waaaaaay better so no worries. I know it wasn't that descriptive, but I'm trying my best to leave it as real as possible. Sepetember was a while back, so it's not that fluent. but the rest of the months are more full of story as are more clear to me. Let me know what you think as this is the first time I write in a first person narrative. And I kind of like it. So let me know :)