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I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
I miss you Stefan, I write. Tears fall and land on the little notebook in my lap. Ink smears and I couldn't care less.
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I curl into a ball, my knees instantly turn wet. It's not fair. I wasn't one to complain, but life sucked right then.
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
Memories of Stefan and I flooded in. I remember when I was shivering and he kept me warm by giving me his sweatshirt. Little things like that is what I missed the most.
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
Stefan. I wrote his name over and over again. Come home. I needed him. And I know he needed me.