Chapter 1
It's past 7 pm on a Friday and Lena is still at the office. There isn't anyone on her floor anymore except for security, so she's lounging on her couch going through some reports, shoes a long time ago discarded, and her silk blouse has been untucked from her skirt, all things that usually make her feel more comfortable when she's still working after having already spent an entire day full of meetings, phone conferences, strategizing, overlooking prototypes, reading reports and all other demands that comprise a day in the life of a CEO.
But tonight, those simple, however, typically effective tricks weren't working, and Lena doesn't know how many times she has read that same page and yet not a single phrase of it has been processed by her mind. She's not even sure she remembers the key points she's read in the short summary at the top of the page.
It's not like she isn't aware of what has been distracting her from this task. Lena knows exactly what has been keeping her from a successful reading, what has been sidetracking her from what should be a twenty minutes reading task.
It's been almost a year since Lena has had a sexual encounter of any kind. It's not the longest she has been without having sex, she's only been in one long-term relationship in her life and she's never been a fan of casual hookups. That's not to say she hasn't partaken in them on a few occasions in the past, but that's not usually her route of choice when she's feeling sexually frustrated. If she doesn't have a trusted partner, she takes the matter into her own hands, in a sense, and then she's good for a little while until she can feel her body demand that kind of attention again. Up to a few months ago, that approach has never failed her.
A couple of times a week she would get home, turn on some easygoing instrumental music, then she would draw herself a bath, pour a glass of wine and while submerged into the warm fragrant water she would let her mind travel to the fantasies she has created along the years, fantasies that would get her body and mind ready to take her over the edge, and soon her hands would start wandering to key places under the water, like they knew just where to go. The tips of fingers would be touching, gliding, grazing her sunken stimulated skin eliciting goosebumps, shudders, and deep sighs in their wake, roaming like her body is a memorized map. Sometimes Lena uses her own fingers to bring herself the ultimate pleasure, she even had purchased this waterproof lube that changed her life, but every now and then she would allow a portion of the water that filled the bathtub to be drained and then she would use the portable shower head she has strategically placed in the bathtub. It never failed to make her feel relaxed, satisfied.
At times, it would happen when she was already in bed, when she was reading a book or a science journal and she would feel the tell tales of her body desiring that special attention so she would put her reading material aside and let her hands slide down her body touching all the right places they're already so familiar with. Sometimes she would go as far as stripping herself down from her nightclothes in order to feel the soft surface of her bed on her bareback, heightening her senses; sometimes she wouldn't even bother taking off her pajamas, her main aim being taking care of her needs and getting back to what she was doing before or rolling over to sleep.
Other times though she would indulge in a little planning, she would condition her mind to be thinking about it for the entire day, she would wear something nicer, sexier even, underneath her business attire, something that she doesn't indulge in every day, and she would use her hands to apply some pressure in strategic points of her body throughout the day in order to tease it, to keep the anticipation going, a foreplay of sorts, and when she got home she would take a special box she has inside her closet and she would select something to make her me time even more enjoyable, where she would indulge in some more teasing and when she would allow herself to be a little louder.
Over the years Lena has been very proficient when it comes to taking care of herself sexually. She has never had a problem with her sexuality and the fact that she has desires and needs that require being taken care of, even if she doesn't have someone to share that with. Well, at least until she came to National City and became close friends with her superhero journalist friend, which brings her to this particular predicament this Friday night.
Lena hasn't been able to bring herself to orgasm for the past three months. It's not that she couldn't exactly, but she wouldn't allow herself to do it, because for a while now her old fantasies haven't been working anymore, and every time her body craves release, all she can see when she closes her eyes in order to let herself get lost in those feelings and sensations is the scar above her best friend's left eye that she so desperately desires to touch, to kiss; all she can see are those piercing blues eyes that she could stare at all day and still find it as mesmerizing as the first time they held a staring contest they didn't even realize they were engaging on; all she can see and think of are the softness of her best friend's lips that she wants to feel all over her body and not only on her cheeks; all she can think about is how Kara's teeth will bite into her lower lip when she's interested in something, when she's trying to get her way with things.
Lena can't bring herself to orgasm because to allow herself that, it would mean that she would be thinking of her best friend when she achieved release, and Lena didn't feel comfortable with the prospect of doing something like that.
It's not to say that she hasn't done it once or twice, but the guilt that drowned her after such thoughts were not something she was willing to feel again. She was lusting after her best friend, she knew that, but what made this situation all the more complicated is the fact that she is in love with her best friend, and that's why Lena wouldn't allow her mind to indulge in fantasies of the sexual kind that involves Kara.
But apparently, her dreams haven't got that memo. When she was awake, she could control those fantasies, she could keep them at bay, she could redirect them, but her dreams, over which she had no control whatsoever, those were another story and it's because of them that she's been the most frustrated she has ever been after realizing her true feelings for her best friend.
When her alarm sounded that morning, she was panting, her legs were apart, a thin layer of sweat covered her body, and she could tell how soaked her underwear was without even having to touch it. And since she doesn't allow herself to consciously fantasize about her best friend in that way, that's how this Friday has begun, that's how this Friday has been going, an entirely new level of frustration that was making her seriously reconsider her rule, even when she knew she'd feel terrible afterward.
Lena knew there were only three alternatives to solve this problem. She would have to cut ties with Kara, which wasn't an option, at all. She would have to give in to her desires and take care of things, but that would only work for a few days at most. Or, she would have to come clean to Kara and hope that the signs she's been reading in her friend's actions aren't simply projections of her own feelings.
Lena was ninety-nine percent sure Kara was attracted to her. She had seen the way her friend's eyes would roam through her body sometimes and how her eyes would wander to her cleavage more times than it would be considered a coincidence. Lena had even gone as far as unbuttoning a few top buttons before meeting Kara for a lunch date during business hours just so she could test her hypothesis. So yeah, Lena was sure they would be compatible in bed or on any other surface they decided to give in to their urges, but with Kara it wasn't just about sex, it never would be. Lena was in love with her and a 'friends with benefits' kind of situation was out of the equation. Lena could never agree to that, could never suggest it. It would hurt too much, it wouldn't be fair to their friendship, and it wouldn't be fair to either of them personally.
And that's why she has been reading the same page over and over again to no success. That's why she throws her tablet across the room in an attempt to vent her frustration at not knowing what to do, or rather as a result of her being scared of the outcome the alternative she knows she needs to follow through with could bring.
"What did that tablet do to you because I need to make sure I won't ever do the same." Kara says as she enters Lena's office.
If Lena believed in fate, she would have bet it was laughing at her right now. "Kara!" Lena says surprised when she hears her friend's voice echoing through her office. "I wasn't expecting to see you tonight with all that commotion that's been going on today out there."
"Yeah, it's been a busy day," Kara speaks as she inspects the discarded gadget she had just retrieved from the floor. "But the police have things under control now, so I thought I'd stop by and see if you wanted to maybe have dinner with me?" Kara says as she puts the tablet on the table and bends to press a soft kiss on Lena's cheek. "I'm also glad I stopped by instead of calling because it seems this day has not been treating you well." Kara says kindly as she studies her friend, and Lena feels her chest expanding with love for this caring, loving person she calls her best friend.
"You look comfy." Kara adds once she notices Lena's state of dressing.
"Happy hour." Lena jokes and Kara chuckles. The air between them is thick and there is a tension that's somewhat mysterious to the both of them permeating the atmosphere of Lena's office.
Kara takes a sit on the coffee table facing Lena. "Lee, talk to me." Kara says tilting her head to the side to take a better look at Lena's face.
Lena looks into Kara's eyes and all she sees there is genuine concern, and she feels as her heart clenches because she knows she has to talk to Kara, she knows there's no way she can avoid that conversation any longer, but she also knows she has no idea how someone starts a conversation like that, a conversation that would change everything she holds dear.
"You know you can talk to me about anything." Kara pleads. "But if you're not comfortable or if you're not ready to talk yet, just tell me what I can do to help you feel better."
Lena lets out a long exhale and thinks there's no other way of saying it other than saying it so… "I'm horny." Lena says and crinkles her nose as she watches Kara's eyes almost bulge out of her orbits and a tinge of red to color her cheeks. She's not sure what had shocked Kara more, her crude language or the confession itself. For Lena, admitting that she's sexually frustrated isn't an issue. She is not someone who's ever been shy when it comes to talking about sex. The trick here is that, in this case, this conversation, at its core, isn't about sex, at all.
"You're horny." Kara repeats after a few seconds, her hand coming up to adjust her glasses.
"Yes." Lena confirms. "Am I oversharing?"
"No." Kara shakes her head immediately. "Friends talk about this, right?" Kara checks.
"Some do." Lena nods and waits for Kara to finish processing whatever was going through her head at that moment.
"I thought so, but I wanted to check because I've never really had a female friend before, other than Alex that is and this is really something that you don't talk at length with your sister. Not in our relationship dynamic, anyway. I'm sure there are sisters who talk about this and I'm rambling." Kara cuts herself off and Lena chuckles.
"I think it's safe to assume what you usually do when this happens hasn't worked?" Kara asks tentatively.
"In part, yes." Here we go, Lena thinks. "I've always been very active, sexually. I've never had many partners since I'm not keen on one night stands, and I've only ever had been in one long-term relationship." Lena and Kara exchange a look that let the both of them know who Lena is referring to. "But I've always managed by myself, until I didn't anymore." Lena reveals and brings a hand to the back of her neck.
"What do you mean?" Kara inquiries.
Lena takes a deep breath and allows the air to leave her body all at once. "To get there, I usually explore these fantasies I've created over the years, but that's not working anymore." Lena says opting for the questioning route where she would offer a bit of information and hope that Kara would prompt her to elaborate and that way she wouldn't have to just blurt it all out.
"Did something happen that it's preventing you from getting there or accessing those fantasies?" Kara questions.
"It has, yes." Lena looks at Kara and she notices the crinkle that has made an appearance, something that always happens when she is deep in thought or trying to work something out in her mind.
"Did Lillian-"
Lena interrupts her. "No, my mother has nothing to do with it." Lena says shaking her head. "It's not exactly about performing or reaching climax, really, it's more that these fantasies they don't work anymore because they have been overwritten by new ones." Lena explains.
"Oh." Kara says in a tone close to a whisper and Lena can swear she sees her pupils dilate.
"You see, umm, before, when my body would tell me it needs release, I would access those fantasies and I would achieve that release. But then something happened." Lena smiles nervously at Kara who reaches out and holds both of Lena's hands inside her own as a sign of encouragement, a trace of the beginnings of a smile appearing on her own lips.
"I developed feelings, romantic feelings for someone." Lena says looking into Kara's eyes with a shy smile, the dread of not having her feelings reciprocated being washed away by Kara's own timid smile, one that she's seen many times, one that usually precedes a full-on grin; and by the way that Kara is looking at her, the way she traces her hand in an almost overwhelmingly softness, in an attempt of soothing her, all of her worries have been for nothing.
"And now," Lena continues, her breath more labored and she's not sure if it's because of Kara's ministrations on her hands or because she knows Kara most likely returns her feelings or if it's a combination of both. "Now everytime I close my eyes to try and visit those so familiar fantasies, I…" Lena brushes her thumb over Kara's. "All I can see is this pair of so familiar eyes and this disarming smile that melts me every time I see it." Lena stops not being able to contain her smile anymore, not when she sees it reflected on Kara's bright expression. "All I can see is this scar in the space above her eyes that I so desire to touch, all I can see are those always so soft lips that I want to feel all over my body." Lena continues and she hears Kara's breath hitching.
Lena knows Kara is very well aware of how fast her heart is beating right now because her thumb came to rest on her wrist, above her pulse point, and is now delicately brushing over it as if she's willing it to slow down.
"And that's not a good fantasy?" Kara asks trying not to grin.
"That is a really, wonderful, great fantasy, but it's not fair to the person I see when I close my eyes if I indulge in them. It's not fair to me and the hollow feeling I experience when the effects of my release would eventually go away and I'd have to see her and pretend that I don't want more." Lena says softly without ever taking her eyes away from Kara's.
"And what if she reciprocates those feelings, but never said anything because she was afraid of coming to you with her own struggles and worries about what she feels regarding you, regarding them?" Kara ponders.
"I'd say that they are a couple of idiots." Lena says gently, amusement evident in her voice now.
"That's what my sister has been calling us when she thinks I'm already out of my super hearing range." Kara says laughing, being the first to admit out loud they have been talking about their own relationship.
"I'd have to agree with her, if what you just shared is accurate." Lena speaks, her upper lip pressing into her lower one, a sultry penetrating look in her face.
"It's true if you want it to be." Kara says chewing on the inside of her lip, her eyes never traveling away from Lena's, their upper bodies leaning forward at the same time, as in rehearsed synchronization.
"I'm in love with you." Lena states in a resolute yet tender manner, leaving no room for taking backs, doubt or confusion about her feelings.
"And I'm in love with you." Kara says equally as softly, beaming, the holding on Lena's hands tightening. "When I decided to come over here and ask you to dinner tonight, that wasn't, umm, my only plan, you know. It was only part of it." Kara speaks almost whispering, the air loaded with the tension between them.
"Are you going to tell me about this plan of yours?" Lena asks using the same tone, trying to control her breathing and every instinct in her body that screamed at her to push forward into what was left of Kara's personal space, like there was this magnetic force between them that made it almost impossible to resist it.
"We would have a nice meal together." Kara says with a tilt of her head. "Then I would walk you home-"
"Very chivalrous." Lena interjects with a rise of her eyebrows and a smirk, and she watches as Kara lightly bites into her own lips trying to fight a smile.
"Then, I would ask you if you would have dinner with me on Saturday at the Meridian." Kara adds with bright excited eyes and a timid smile that made its way back into her features.
Lena frowns recognizing the name of the new notorious restaurant that had opened just after she moved to National City. "Meridian? Kara that's like… If you didn't use your connections-" Lena pauses when she sees Kara shaking her head. "There's a two months waiting list, according to Jess." Lena says fighting a smile.
"Tonight was my deadline. I had until tonight to gather the courage to ask you on a date. If I had asked sooner, and you had said yes, Saturday would have been another date, but if I hadn't asked until, well, tonight, Saturday would be, hopefully, our first one." Kara explains. "I've wanted to ask you out for the past three months but I was so afraid of what it could mean to our friendship. If you didn't reciprocate my feelings, I know we would recover from that, but I was so scared of the hurt, of things potentially changing." Kara confesses.
"We are a pair of idiots. Your sister is going to have so much fun teasing us." Lena declares quietly and they both chuckle. "I was afraid of the same things, wanting more, having more... It would be wonderful, but losing what we have? I'm, I couldn't even fathom." Lena shares, thinking of all the many times she's wanted to confess her feelings to Kara, but the fear of what it could have happened if how she feels about her best friend wasn't reciprocated paralyzed her.
"That won't ever happen, not if I have a say in it." Kara states with finality in her voice, one of her hands coming up to frame Lena's face.
"Me too." Lena whispers, leaning into Kara's touch.
"I'm going to kiss you now, is that okay?" Kara asks softly.
Lena can feel her heart beating wildly, her breathing heavy in nervous anticipation as she sees Kara leaning forward, their eyes never leaving each other's, their noses brushing just before their lips meet and she realizes the almost keening desperate sound she hears as their mouths connect has escaped her own lips. The kiss is gentle and exploratory at first, Lena brings her hands to frame Kara's face and her thumbs caresses Kara's cheekbones, but then she feels Kara's tongue gently sweeping her bottom lip and she can fully taste Kara and all sweet caution is thrown to the wind as their tongues meet making jolts of electricity run through Lena's figure resulting in goosebumps dispersing throughout her entire body. As their urgency increases their positions become an impediment to further the kiss and Lena feels Kara pulling back and when she opens her eyes Kara is taking off her glasses and resting it on the coffee table. Then Kara is getting up and their knees are touching and it takes just an exchange of looks for Lena to understand what Kara is asking and with a few short nods while she tries to regulate her breath Lena touches Kara's forearms and leads her down to straddle her.
Each of Kara's knees is pressing on the side of Lena's thighs and Lena's hands go behind Kara's neck bringing their mouths together once again, resuming their kiss as Kara's hands slide through Lena's side until it rests on each of Lena's scapula pressing into the flesh there while Lena caresses Kara's scalp. Their kiss is desperate and frantic and Lena's heart is thundering and her chest is burning in need of oxygen so she pulls away, inhales loudly and starts kissing Kara's jawline up to the place below her ear and she feels Kara inhaling suddenly and the next thing she knows Kara is pressing open-mouthed kisses into her neck and Lena can feel as every nerve ending in her body comes to life and an involuntary moan escapes her lips.
"Kara, Kara," she says and she feels the vibrations of Kara's hum of acknowledgement and it's all too much and her hip thrusts up into Kara's and she needs to slow them down, so she holds Kara's head and tries to put some distance between her friend's mouth and her own body.
"Kara, darling," Lena says gasping and the term of endearment makes Kara stop her ministrations to look at Lena.
"Did I do something wrong?" Kara asks with a worried expression, her hands holding onto Lena's arms for support, her own breath labored, chest heaving much like Lena's.
"No, no, no, not at all." Lena is quick to reassure her, her index finger caressing Kara's jaw.
"It's just-" Lena takes a breath. "-Do you remember how this all started?" Lena raises an eyebrow.
"Oh. Oh." Kara's eyes widen and a smirk takes place on her features, remembering the first admission Lena had made that evening.
"Yes. This-" Lena points between them, "-Is not helping at all in that regard."
"I'd be more than happy to help you with that." Kara says with mischief in her eyes.
"I bet." Lena says chuckling. "But, darling, is that really how you want our first time to go?" Lena asks softly and Kara pecks her lips bringing her arms around Lena's shoulder, their faces only a few centimeters apart.
"When I pictured us being intimate for the first time, I never thought about the events that led to it, it's always just you and I, as close as possible." Kara admits brushing her nose against Lena's. "And I want to help you, I feel bad that tablet got the worst of it because of me." Kara says smirking, a huskiness in her voice that lets Lena know she's not the only one affected by their previous actions.
"Kara." Lena means for it to come out as a warning, but all she manages is for her voice to sound almost pleading.
"You did say that falling in love with me has left you sexually frustrated, and I can't have that, Lee. Just imagine what it would do to my self-esteem." Kara tries to rationalize but fails terribly as a chuckle gets past her throat.
"Don't laugh. I didn't tell you that so you could use it against me." Lena says shaking her head and fighting a laugh of her own.
"I can't see how I would be using this against you." Kara raises her eyebrows trying to prove her point and then she brings her face closer to Lena's and nuzzles into Lena's cheek making her shudder.
"You're impossible." Lena says as her hands press into Kara's waist when she feels Kara pressing a kiss to the corner of her mouth, her heart rate picking up again. "Are you sure? I don't want you to feel pressured into anything you're not ready for or that you might not even be interested in the same way that I am." Lena asks in a serious tone, concern written all over her face.
"I am, I am so very interested. I don't want to be a fantasy anymore." Kara whispers.
"That's the thing, you never were." Lena whispers back. "You've always been my reality." Lena adds softly and feels as Kara brings her hands from the back of her neck to the sides of her face reconnecting their lips in a deep, sensual kiss, that let the both of them know how profound their care and love for each other ran, how this isn't a rushed lust filled decision, that this is the first step into something that they both have been longing for.
Lena cups Kara's face and sucks her bottom lip making Kara groan in pleasure and slide her hands down on Lena's side until she reaches the hem of Lena's shirt and pushes them under the hem of the silk material making contact with the smooth skin there which results in Lena letting out a loud breath and shuddering at the contact.
Lena feels Kara's hands roaming over her upper body and then under her shirt as her mouth disconnects from Lena's and is now pressing into her neck leaving a trail of wet kisses that Lena could feel its effects all the way to her center. Lena feels as Kara swirls her tongue above the mole on her neck and the both of them moan at the sensation.
"I've been dying to do that." Lena hears Kara say into her neck.
"Be my guest." Lena says out of breath, guiding Kara's mouth to that particular place once again.
Kara spends a few more minutes getting intimately acquainted with that spot on Lena's neck, and she starts to descend towards Lena's cleavage and Lena moans and untucks Kara's own shirt from inside her pants and rides it up needing to feel Kara's skin under her fingers. When she feels Kara's lips make contact with the skin just above her right breast at the same time Kara's fingers graze against the side of her breasts above the lace of her bra Lena's hips bulk up and her head falls back.
"This will probably be very quick, I must warn you." Lena says breathless.
Kara takes advantage of Lena's completely exposed neck and sucks her way up until she reaches Lena's ear. "Don't worry about that. We'll take care of this pressing matter and then we'll work on rebuilding your endurance. It'll be fun." Lena hears Kara saying seductively, her breath hot against Lena's skin, her mouth now playing with Lena's earlobe, and Lena turns her head and chases Kara's mouth with her own for a deep kiss.
"May I take this off?" Kara asks as she tugs on Lena's shirt.
"Yes, yes." It's all Lena can mutter in between pants, her fingers digging into Kara's firm back muscles before sliding to Kara's abdomen and a sigh leaves her as she feels the strong defined muscles there.
Kara gets to work on Lena's buttons and as she does so her mouth follows pressing kisses to the newly exposed flesh of her chest and shoulders and Lena can hear as Kara inhales sharply upon freeing Lena's breasts from the confinements of her blouse. Lena can feel goosebumps all over her skin, her back leaning further into the sofa's backrest exposing more of her to Kara and giving the woman above her more room to explore the new unveiled parts of Lena's body.
Lena feels herself becoming a writhing mess below Kara, all of her senses flourishing with Kara's ministrations. She can feel the soft pads of Kara's fingers tracing her skin, the spongy texture of her tongue as she presses kisses on her upper body, the ever so gentle occasional nipping of teeth that makes Lena's eyes roll in pleasure, the fragrance of Kara's usual perfume combined with her own personal scent, summated with the little pants and groans that get past her throat every now and then and Lena finds herself inundated by everything Kara and she wants this moment to last forever, but she knows it won't because she is so, so stimulated that it would only take the right amount of pressure into an erogenous zone and she's sure she would find the release she's been so desperately craving.
So she brings her hands up and frames Kara's face allowing their noses to brush and she starts to kiss Kara's jaw and neckline much in the same fashion Kara's has been doing to her in the past few minutes. Kara moans and tightens her hold on Lena's sides as she whispers a desperate, "Lena."
Lena feels Kara's puffs of breath on her head as she kisses Kara's cleavage, nuzzling into it. She extricates herself to look up, "Kara, may I take your shirt off?" Lena asks and she sees Kara opening her eyes to look at her a silent nod being all the consent Lena needed.
Lena's usually dexterous fingers have a bit of trouble undoing the buttons but soon she manages to focus on the task at hand and she finally succeeds to discharge Kara's shirt and she's now peppering kisses all over Kara's front, her face at level with Kara's covered breasts, her fingers brushing the undersides of them as she drops wet kisses to the top of each one and she feels Kara's hips press further into her so she brings her thumbs to gently touch each of Kara's nipples over the lacy material of her bra and Kara moans loudly, her head dropping atop Lena's, and a grin breaks into Lena's face.
"Lee, Lee." Kara says between heavy breaths as she cups the side of Lena's face directing Lena to look up at her. "It's not about me right now." Kara says and quickly adds when Lena frowns. "I'm going to take care of you, and then we'll go have dinner somewhere because I was already starving when I arrived earlier. I wasn't just using that invitation as an excuse to ask you on a real date, and then we'll continue this whenever, wherever you wish, but first I need to get a few hundred calories in." Kara says and kisses the corner of Lena's mouth. "Okay?"
In lieu of a verbal answer Lena brings her hands to each of Kara's shoulder and pulls her down into a desperate kiss, their tongues immediately tangling, their hands frantically traveling down and up the other's body and then Lena feels as Kara uses her knees to press at her thighs before lifting herself up a bit, so Lena scoots her body down a little in understanding and turns slightly so she can lay her head on the sofa's armrest, legs stretched out in front of her, her skirt ridden up with the motions leaving her pale thick thighs exposed, and not a second later Kara is settling herself on top of Lena, resuming her straddling position.
"You are so, so beautiful." Kara says reverently as she looks down at Lena, her finger tracing Lena's cheek softly.
Lena urges Kara down to kiss her and as hands start to explore each other's bodies again, Lena feels like her skin is on fire, an ardent heat is exuding through her pores and she feels Kara everywhere but it's still not enough. Kara sucks on Lena's tongue and Lena's hips jerk into Kara's, her hands pressing Kara's hips into hers.
They lock eyes when Kara disconnects their lips and they exchange a smile, and Lena can see her entire future clear as the sunny morning sky after a stormy night. She doesn't want anything else, she doesn't need anyone else.
Kara delicately starts to trace the skin on Lena's chest following the contour of her bra and Lena nods her acquiescence to the unspoken question. Kara then maneuvers around Lena's back and unclasps the garment bringing it with her when she pulls back. Lena sees the moment Kara's brain registers the image in front of her as it's practically impossible to see any trace of blue in Kara's eyes, her breath hitches, and a whimper leaves her lips.
"You are such a boobs girl." Lena teases and she sees Kara glancing from the place that has had her hypnotized for the past few seconds to Lena's face and when they lock eyes Kara grins making Lena laugh. "Go ahead." Lena says and not a second later she feels Kara's fingers tracing below the swell of her breast and all amusement is gone from her face as it contorts in reflex as a wave of pleasure goes straight to her center. Her breasts have always been very sensitive to touch and after all this kissing, touching and now these added sensations from them being bare, Lena is sure it wouldn't be impossible for her to orgasm just from Kara's ministrations on them.
Then she feels as Kara's tongue tracing the smooth skin there and a loud moan escapes her lips as her hips rock below Kara's. Minutes pass and Kara is still getting intimately familiar with Lena's breasts, and Lena's fingers dig into Kara's back as her kisses, licks, and sucks that alternate between breasts drive Lena almost over the edge.
Lena's chest is heaving, her breaths are short and she can hear her heart pounding in her ears. Her skin is like it's in flames and she feels the glands in her breasts swelling, even more, that colorless heat pooling in her underwear, her center pulsing in tandem with her heartbeat. Lena holds Kara's head in an attempt to bring her friend to look at her face, but she fails between moans and the sensations that Kara's tongue and touches provoke through her body. "Kara, if you don't… I'm, I'm going to…" Lena doesn't even get to complete the sentence because suddenly she feels a firmer suction on her nipple as Kara's hand knead on her other breast all the while her hip thrusts into Lena's just so and it's all too much and Lena's back is rising from the couch as a series of whimpers leaves her lips and shots of pleasure run through every cell in her body from her core to the tips of her fingers making her body shake all over.
While Lena calms down from her orgasm, she feels as Kara keeps pressing ever so gentle kisses around her breasts as her hand caresses the flesh below them. "Come here." Lena manages to say still trying to catch her breath, her body still over sensitive with small shocks making her shudder every few seconds.
Kara makes her way up from Lena's chest leaving a trail of kisses behind and when their lips meet, both of them groan in pleasure as their tongues dance in a lazy rhythm for a couple of minutes. "God I needed that." Lena says when they part and Kara chuckles.
"Always at your service, Ms. Luthor," Kara says and pecks Lena's lips, her eyes bright and her hair completely disheveled from the neat do she had when she arrived, Lena notices thinking she looks stunning. "How was that for an appetizer, better than your fantasies?" Kara asks smugly.
Lena chuckles, "I'd take this reality any time."
"So, that was a first." Kara says in an intrigued way, grazing her nose into Lena's cheek and Lena tightens her hold on her, Kara's head coming to rest on Lena's shoulder.
"For you and me both." Lena says aware of what Kara was referring to, a content sigh leaving her lips. Lena knew it was possible for a woman to achieve an orgasm without direct stimulation on her genitalia, and she had an inkling she was one of those women, but until now, she hasn't been able to test that hypothesis, and even though Kara did thrust her hip that one time in perfect timing, Lena knew she would reach her climax a few seconds later even if she hadn't, but she doesn't think Kara would mind recreating this in the future so she can be one-hundred percent sure.
Lena is brought back to reality as she feels Kara gently sucking on the pulse point on her neck, soothing it with a brush of her tongue every so often and a moan escapes Lena's lips. "I can feel your heart beating with my tongue." Kara says and Lena lets out a small moan.
"You keep that up and it'll be another while before we leave this couch." Lena tells her.
"You seriously need to work on your threats." She hears Kara say, her warm breath hitting the wet trail left by her tongue and Lena inhales. "I still have a little energy in store. I don't think we'll be able to fly there though." Kara adds and Lena can feel her smiling into her neck.
Lena's hands bring Kara's face up and she reconnects their mouths in a fervent yet quick kiss.
"I'd love nothing more than to stay here a little while longer." Lena says after they part. "But I can't have you passing out on me because you haven't eaten." Lena says raising her eyebrows, mirth in her eyes. "I can't guarantee you won't pass out later though for entirely different pleasurable reasons." Lena smiles seductively and Kara groans hiding her face into Lena's neck.
"I'm not even that hungry anymore." Kara says as she kisses Lena's jaw, and in that moment, her traitor stomach decides to make a loud growl that has Lena bursting into laugh.
"Come on, love," Lena says as she disentangles herself from Kara. "I need to use the restroom before I get dressed," she adds as she fishes for her bra on the floor, and in that moment, as she collects her clothes she gets entranced by the image of Kara redressing herself, the pair of them exchanging meaningful looks and promising smiles every few seconds like this is something they've been doing their entire lives. Lena knows that there isn't any fantasy that would ever top this, this new reality they've finally allowed themselves to explore, she is certain that she doesn't want anything more than to spend every day of her life trying to make Kara feel as happy as she feels in that moment.
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