Author's note:
This are some thoughts I guess a certain person could have :P
I had them too. Exactly as written here. I guess others can join me.
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You walked away, without even looking back.
I thought you were the answer and that you saw the same in me.
You talked about magic, great feelings and adventure and it seemed as…
I gave up so much for you, like the trust of security.
I made myself vulnerable.
And what do you do…
You run away and you can only babble about the guild you feel.
Everybody is more important to you then me.
But they don't care.
Yes, you deliver a lot of frustrations to them and complications.
And you can't help that, they know.
Maybe there's some anger and maybe it does not seem fair.
People like you, just have that kind of influence to others.
I feel anger, rage and despair…
Why can't you feel guilty about that?
And why do you not want to take that pain away?
Why can't you see that?
I was the symbol of your dreams.
All the adventure, emotion and love you were looking for.
How does it come, that you threw that all away?
Was I not more then a silly dream?
I know I'm not.
But I don't know any more ways to show you that.
I tried everything.
Even forgetting about you.
Cause what are you anyway?
Just the only one I bent for.
And the only one that didn't appreciate