For: .livingforCMPUNK
OK! I finally got this done. I hope it doesn't totally suck. :\
Emily laughed remembering the past year. It had been crazy. Two of my best friends in the world were fighting over everything that was me. But in the end I had to chose between the two. It had to be either Phil or Matt. That was one of the hardest decisions I have ever made.
~Flashback~No ones POV :D ~
"Come on guys would you two just grow UP!" Emily said on the verge of tears. Matt and Phil had finally pushed the limit of insanity.
"Damnit Emmie you need to chose its either me or him you cant have it both ways." Matt said.
"what if I don't want to chose." Emily asked.
"Hun you have to chose." Phil replied sitting down next to Emily.
"Or what if I chose neither of you? Or if the other ones mad and never speaks to me again. I cant deal with the guilt and burden of losing another friend." Emily cried out.
"Emmie your not going to lose a friend over this." Phil said rubbing circle with his hands on Emilys back.
"how can you be so sure." matt mumbled.
"See this is exactly what I mean! Im not choosing, Im sorry I cant!" Emily said storming out of the locker room.
~End Of Flashback~
Conversations like that happened between us almost daily. Phil and Matt wanted me to chose who I wanted to be with.
I put me self in this mess.
I fell in love with both of them.
I also decided that it was smart to continue to be friends with them even though they fought constantly.
That was the reason I decided to move to the RAW brand. I couldn't take the pressure to decide which man I loved/liked more. I couldn't do that and wrestle well at the same time!
~Flashback~Emilys POV~
My final match on Smackdown was versus Michelle McCool. Yes I won but after that it was known but Phil and Matt that I was leaving for good. And that they were to blame for that. When I got to the back I was stopped both of they.
"Emily! Your leaving!?!?" Matt and Phil screamed almost in unison.
" You guys couldn't have figured that out sooner!" I screamed back. "You should have figured that sooner or later I wouldn't be able the pressure that comes from the both of you!"
"I have one final question for you." Phil said quietly.
"What?" I said
"Do you have feelings for either of us?" Phil asked.
"Yes, of course do you think that I would have gone through all of this for nothing?" I said starting to cry insulted that he would think that I would be so cruel. "Bye! Guys ill see you eventually." they I hugged both of them and when I hugged one in particular I felt a spark.
~End Flash back
Right then and there I figured out who I wanted to be with because of that one little spark. I couldn't believe that something simple as a hug could do that. But It did.
One year later!
I was on RAW for about a year before I wanted to go back to smack down.
Day of Smackdown return-
I walked into the arena which happened to be in my hometown walk that long walk to the Divas Locker room. I changed into my usual ring attire and headed for the curtain. Remembering what I had to do after my match. My match was versus Michelle McCool and of course I won because I'm just that amazing. :]
I headed to the back. Then I say him.
Shit.
I didn't think I could do it.
I didn't think I could I could break his heart. Matt Hardy was so amazing but I just didn't feel anything towards him. I didn't have the same feelings for him as I did for Phil.
Phil made me happy and we, we weren't even going out. I was in love with Phil and that fact I had to face now.
"Em!" Matt screamed running toward me as my heart broke in two.
"Hey Matt" I said
"I though you weren't coming back until you had decided?!" Matt questioned
"Um ya I did decide." I said looking down
Matt sighed "You didn't chose me did you"
"No….matt Im sorry!" I said almost in tears.
Matt then pulled me into a hug. "hun I understand when are you going to Phil though?"
"Thanks Matt, im on my way to tell him right know. See ya" I replied
I continued off to find phil. I searched all over the arena when I heard me name.
"ya" I responded turning around as my eyes saw Phil. "Oh my god Phil" I ran to him and hugged him
"I missed you so much" Phil said kissing my cheek.
"I missed you too." I said still hugging him
"Didn't you say you weren't coming back until you chose?" he asked
"yeah." I said grinning.
"is that your way of dumping me" Phil said laughing and still holding on to me.
"Nope, Phil I picked you. I should have picked you a year ago." I said looking into his eyes. "Im sorry."
Then Phil kissed me softly. "I love you." he said.
"I love you to." I replied
A/N: this one sucked in my opinion I hope its ok Emily :\