Author's note:

Disclaimer: I do not own Vampire Diaries, just my ideas and my wishes of how I would like the storylines to go! :) I love the chemistry between these two characters and I hope Julie Plec and her team, will explore it more. Meanwhile, I have created this fanfiction that take place during episode 6x17. The first chapter elaborates on Kai's POV. Hope you like it. Feel free to comment, So I can get better. French is my first language using this to practice. Be aware of syntax and grammar errors, sorry in advance! Enjoy :) Have a great week. Pearlangel7

Chapter One: 1903 - Prison World

Elena left us alone to cast a locator spell to find the ascendant of this world.

I thought when Bonnie said to her I am a new leaf, it would meant something. Patience Kai! She will forgive you one day! Since the merge with Luke, you do feel remorse. You are redeemable like Damon.

While I was putting my blood on her palms, I can't help myself to be attracted to her. Even when we were stuck in 1994, I felt the same way about her.

Kai: You have really nice palms.

She look at me like a weirdo, but that the first thing that came out. God she's beautiful!

Bonnie: Phesmatos tribum, nas ex veras, sequitas sanguinum. Phesmatos tribum, nas ex viras, sequitas sanguinum.

I know I want to be patient... But I want her to know how I feel...

Kai: Do you know why I am here... Because my guilt keep me up all night ( not just my guilt). I don't- I don't expect you to believe me but...give me another chance...

Bonnie was chanting over and over, not listening to me. It's so frustrating! All these emotions make me feel confused. I want to yell at her, I want to shake her, to have a reaction. At least, to acknowledged me for pouring my heart. While I look at her, her beautiful eyes were closed and her luscious lips were moving... If I kiss her, how would she react? Would it be like my dreams that keep me up all night or she will never speak to me again? Probably she'll slap me. I smile, realizing she's stop chanting and she was looking at me. Her mesmerizing green eyes had a look of shock.

Kai: What?

Bonnie: Maybe you've changed, you would have reacted a totally different way. Why you are not yelling or shaking me?

Kai: I thought about it, but you know Luke is in me now. It's like I have a conscience. I know it's hard to believe, after all I have done to you, but I am truly sorry.

I could see hesitation and fear in her eyes. A wave of guilt touch my heart. Feeling uncomfortable...

Bonnie: The old you is still inside of you...The ascendant is this way.

Happy that we change subject I followed her. We walked into the woods in silence. It's was nice, it wasn't uncomfortable anymore. She seems more at ease. It's been a while and still we couldn't find any clue where the ascendant is... Strange... Maybe it just a pretext, maybe this showed that she trust me, she believe me!

Bonnie: The spell feels stronger. The ascendant must be around, somewhere.

Kai: Why would the ascendant be here?

Bonnie: I don't know! I didn't put it here!

Kai: If you don't think I'm capable of change, then why spend an entire day with me? Why bring me out into the middle of nowhere? I could gut you all over again... Your friends would never even hear you scream.

Bonnie: Maybe you're right! Maybe, deep down, there's a part of me that believe, there's silver of good in you.

So happy! Finally!

Kai: And you'll be right!

Let's find the ascendant and get out of here to continue this conversation, later. I can't stop myself to smile.

Kai: Looking... Looking... Nope they didn't hide the ascendant into a random pile of...

A sharp pain occur in the back so strong, I lost my balance and fell, then my leg. I see it's Bonnie that has stabbed me twice. Can't believe this!

Kai: Bonnie! What are you doing?

Bonnie: Gaining your trust and then stabbing you in the back! Feel pretty much sucky doesn't?

Fear overwhelmed me, didn't know if she's going to kill me.

Kai: Please don't ... Please don't do it

Bonnie: Don't what... don't what ... Leave you here, all alone, driving yourself crazy to end your own life! I almost kill myself because of you!

Kai: Please... Please believe me,I have changed!

Bonnie: I know... So have I!

When she tried to stabbed me again, I cast a invisibility spell, but I wasn't too far from her. Wow! I wasn't shocked these prison bring the worst of people! But Bonnie Bennett! I did so many horrific things to her! I continue the spell so she don't see me. But I knew I had to say something.

Kai: Bon... I'm sorry for what I've done to you, it's unforgivable! It's like I'm broken record, but I had to say again... Don't let this take you to the dark side. This is not you... I get it ... that you don't trust me... But Jeremy and I, we almost died for you to come back... But not like this... It was on your birthday, you couldn't take it anymore... You were drinking Damon's bourbon. We learn about your death pact, you had with him. We put the atlas in the kitchen with all the info that you would need to get out.

Bonnie: This not true! What are talking about? Show yourself!

Great! Damon didn't tell her... What a surprise! It's normal she wants to kill me. I show myself next to her looking into her eyes full with tears and anguish. I wanted to take it away the pain. Didn't know what else to say.

Kai: Ask him...

I disappear again and start to walk toward Salvador boarding house where we arrived. I hope I will be able to make it. I feel so weak, it is so painful. I just need to sneak in when they are going to leave. Two part of me are at war. Revenge and I think love...

I can't believe that Damon didn't say nothing! He will pay! Mmmmmh! Vervain in his bourbon! Why I don't make her pay? That so abnormal for me. Am I in love with her? I just want her to be happy and finally realized I'm not the same Kai that she knew before. I'll never hurt her, I care too much about her. I don't know... When I'll get home I'll google it.

This is it! Hope you like it next chapter, next week. Don't forget to comment and follow! See you later

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