Disclaimer: I don't own anything BTR although I am a huge fan :) Author's Note: I was dead set on posting a fic before I went to bed and there was no way I was gonna be able to complete the two I have been working on so I opened a wordpad and this is what I came up with. I'm dead tired and finished in a couple of hours but I hope you like and enjoy. Please let me know what you think :)
He was to wrapped up in his own conversation with the stuffed lama that he hadn't noticed when Carlos entered the room that he shared with Kendall.
"You need help with what Logie?"
Slightly startled Logan looked up at Carlos, who's face showed genuine concern for his life long best friend. "I...I" He trailed off not knowing if he could bring himself to confess his deepest secret.
Sitting down next to Logan on his bed, he gently started rubbing comforting circles on his back. "It's ok Logie, you can tell me. That's what best friends are for."
After a few more long dragged out moments Logan finally looked up at Carlos and tried speaking once again. "I...I realized a few weeks ago that...that I...I have feelings for someone." At the last possible second he couldn't bring himself to actually tell Carlos it was Kendall that he had these new found feelings for.
"Ohh, yay! Logie's in Love!" Carlos shouted all excitedly. "Is it someone I know? Is it Camille?" He couldn't stop himself from rambling.
"It's...it's not Camille. It's...It's, well it's Ken...Kendall." Logan finally forced himself to just say it, to get it out in the open.
"Really! How did you know you were in love with him?"
"I never said love, I said I have feelings."
"You forget I've known you since we were six years old Logie, I can read you better than anyone else. It's definitely love."
Suddenly finding his shoes very interesting, Logan couldn't bring himself to make eye contact with Carlos.
"It...it was just the little things I guess, but I didn't really notice it till a couple weeks ago when we were talking about what we would take with us if we were stranded on an island and the only thing I thought about bringing was Kendall. That's when I realized that he is what makes me happy, that when he touches me my heart beets faster, when he get's out of the pool my eyes tend to linger longer than they should and when he laughs it's like music to my ears not to mention what his smile and those green eyes do to me. I...I can't believe it took me this long to realize what was right in front of me. God Carlos, what am I gonna do? It's not like I can just go up to him and say 'Hey I'm in love with you and I think I have been since we were just kids, you wanna be my boyfriend?'"
Carlos gave him a questioning look..."Why not?"
"Cause that's just not how you confess your true feelings to someone. Cause it's Kendall and I just can't blurt it out like that. Cause I'm not gay and neither is Kendall."
Carlos took a few moments to think before speaking again..."It's not about being gay or straight or even bi sexual. It's about finding that one soul that was made to fit perfectly with yours and if it just so happens to be the same sex then so be it, but no one should ever let that stop them from sharing in the happiness of true love and I think that's what you could have with Kendall. I think you should tell him Logie, before you miss your chance."
Logan had a slightly shocked look on his face..."When did you get so philosophical? And so smart?"
"It's from years of hanging out with you. Some could say you're kinda contagious." They both laughed.
A few moments of silence before Carlos spoke again..."Just tell him how you feel straight from your heart. It's...it's what I did when I told James that I loved him six months ago."
Shock took over Logan's face completely. He opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out. Not even his usual tongue tied mumbo jumbo when he was at a loss for words.
"We didn't wanna tell anyone till we were sure that nothing would go wrong. When I found out that he felt the same way about me that I felt about him, it was a dream come true and I want you to have that same feeling. Don't wait Logan, go tell him how you feel." Before standing up Carlos gave Logan a tight hug that let Logan know how much he cared for him and that he would be right there for him if need be.
"Carlos..." Logan called out before Carlos had the chance to leave the room.
"Yo...you and James?"
"Yeah."
"You're happy?"
"More happy than I ever thought I could be." A huge smile spread across Carlos' face as he said those words.
"Me and Kend...Kendall? We could be that happy?" A hopeful look appearing on Logan's face.
"Anything's possible."
Carlos turned back toward the door and made his way out, silently hoping that he had gotten through to Logan. All he wants is for his friends to have the same kind of happiness as he and James.