After the reconciliation, Kurt still felt uneasy about the whole porn situation. Blaine and himself had an amazing physical relationship, with both intimacy and passion, so he thought. They never needed porn to spice up their sex life or to experiment. Kurt thought everything just fell into place with this part of their relationship, but since the distance from Blaine, he began to wonder. Am I boring? Am I not as attractive as I once was? Is something wrong with me?, thought Kurt. He questioned himself and wondered was he not enough for his fiance anymore. Laying in bed after having steamy makeup sex, they cuddle in silence, until Kurt thought out loud. "Blaine. Babe, am I boring?"Blaine looks down at him laying on his chest, "Why would you think that? Of course not." Kurt lets out a deep sigh, "Then what is about porn that I can't give you? You know I'm not into porn since before we got together. I don't understand the appeal and what hold it has over you." Blaine sits up and faces his love, "Kurt baby? Where is this coming from? I told you that I was using porn because I didn't feel judged. I didn't like the way I looked or felt about myself. I felt unattractive and unworthy of you. I didn't watch porn in order to replace you or anything. What's going on?"
"I feel like I'm losing you intimately. I feel like, I'm too inexperienced and that you might want someone more experienced some day. Maybe it's me who isn't good enough for you. Maybe you will wake up and realize that. And to lose you to porn of all things, who knows what or who I can lose you to. I don't get why you would think I would look at you any different. Just because you gained a little belly, why think I would stop loving you. I just get so scared that everything is going to fall apart. You are the first boy I've ever truly loved and I can't lose you. I want to be everything for you and I feel like I'm failing sometimes," explains Kurt who becomes teary eyed. "Hey, hey. No. No, Kurt. You will never lose me. Do you know what you mean to me baby? You are my everything, you are the air I breathe, you are my heartbeat. I will never go anywhere because you are my home Kurt. I love you with everything and you know that. And if you're inexperienced then so am I because you are my first, last, and only until our dying day. Nothing will ever change that no matter what we go through, we will always do it together. As far as the porn thing, I'm really sorry baby, but I just didn't know what to do or how to feel. I was your savior remember? I now have to get used to us saving each other, taking each other for all our faults and perfections. You are perfect for me," finishes Blaine as he leans in for a closed mouth lengthy kiss. "I love you Blaine and I'm sorry."
"No, baby, you have nothing to be sorry for. I love you too." They share a hug and breath a sigh of relief. "Now about this porn situation. We are going to do some research, so you can both see the appeal and understand that though it has nothing on you, it can help with the times we're apart," winks Blaine as he grabs his laptop. "Now this is the website and I got into the buff body type because of my man's new body, but everyone has a preference," he explains as Kurt face palms. Blaine takes Kurt through the world of porn as Kurt tries his hardest to look anywhere else. With the new information, they eventually fall into a mess of the student showing the master what he learned.