Song used is by Broken Iris- Beautiful Girl

My name is Isabella Abrielle Le Fay. I was seventeen when I was murdered. On May 10, 2010. I remember that date which shall forever be buried into my brain's main frame because it was the year after my Brother Christopher's death. On the night of May 30, 2009 my brother was hit by a speeding car. Come to find out that man, Mr. Lehay, 35, was drunk. And Christopher was 19.

I cried every day after and every day since. My parents tried to shield me from the pain, the hurt, the loss. But my younger brother Jack, a mere image of my father and Lavi just could take it. Nor could I take the pain neither could my sister Emma Jane or as I call the 'carbine copy of our mother'. Oh! How I spent countless nights weeping with her because I was scared and above all missed him just like her.

But me Izzy, no I'm the total opposite. I'm what you call the 'black sheep' well in this case the 'white sheep'. My hair is an amazing shade of platinum blonde with the bluest eyes you'll ever see in your life. My mother, Amy swears it's because I have a quote on quote 'old soul' but I think not! Yet if the one person in this whole place of dirt, sand and sky adores it I suppose than I must too.

I remember the day I was killed. It plays in my mind like it's stuck on rewind reliving it. Like a nightmare that doesn't end. I will forever live within the world my murder created. And that 'world' is where indeed I will die.

"Woke today, another memory passes of you

Shades of gray from those three broken words

That unfold the truth but...,"

May 8, 2010-Two days, 172,800 seconds, 2,880 minutes and 48 hours before my murder. Every morning for the past sixteen years my mother has yelled the same thing in the same tone of voice. Yet with a loving message behind it, "Jackie, Emma Jane, Izzy Breakfast!"

Uha! How I hated it. Although this day I forgot who was sleeping next to me. His name you ask was Adie. He had been spending the night for the past three months maybe even longer I stopped keeping count. It started when I was fourteen and has never end. I didn't mind though, how could I! He was my Adie, well Andrew Fredrick Wilson the love of my life. No matter how bad his parents fought, left each other, or beat themselves I was always there.

I remember the first night he came to me. I was nine and Adie was ten. His father Dominic was drunk as hell. You could hear him from my window screaming at Jen. Just yelling and screaming all night. Adie would yell at them to stop which would make Dominic angry and in doing so he would hit Adie.

And one night Adie just could take the yelling or the burses. I will never forget the night he came me with an eye so purple that I couldn't fix or make it feel better. It was the night Adie fought back and put Dom in the hospital. I was fourteen Adie was fifteen.

I sighed walking away from my open window. Adie looked at the tree he climbed for so many years to get to a place he knew he was safe.

"Iz!" He said coming through my window.

I turned with a smile, "Adie-," then seeing his eye, "Oh my God!" I covered my mouth, "He-," he nodded as I touched his eye, "Can you see out of it?" I asked seeing that Dom had it Andrews left eye to hard.

"No I can't see-," He told me as I touch a part that must have really hurt, "Ouch!" he yelled.

I took my hand away, "Sorry!"

Andrew smiled, "It is okay!"

I sighed, "I'm going to tell Dad!" I told him.

"No!" Adie yelled grabbing my hand, "Please don't he's my father no matter what,"

I shook my head, "He hurt you Add more than once!"

Adie sighed, "Alright your right,"

I kissed him then running into my parent's room, "Dad-," I yelled, "Wake up!"

My parents jumped, "What!"

My father rubbed his eyes, "Iz what is it?" he asked.

I gulped waving Adie over turning on the lights.

"Oh my god!" My mother covered her mouth.

My father, the doctor, rose and ran over to Adie looking at his eye, "Damn Ad!" he spoke then getting fatherly, "Who did this to you?"

Adie gulped beginning to cry.

When Adie didn't say anything my father knew that Dominic had done this, "Did your father do this to you?"

Adie nodded.

My father looked over to my mother, "I'm going to kill him!" walking over to the closet grabbing his hand gun and the house phone.

"Daniel!" My mother yelled getting out of the bed walking over to Adie, "Did he hurt your mother too?" she asked. Adie nodded crying harder, My mother's heart sake as my father opened the back door into the Wilson's home. Not expecting to see that scene that he was about to enter.

"Dom-," He yelled seeing Jennifer on the floor and Dom crying in the corner. Lowering the gun, "I thought you quit?"

Dom shrugged, "I did-," looking up to my father, "I'm not drunk Dan I'm not I promise!" he told my father.

My father sighed, "Go Dom-," he told him as Dominic got up, "Go stay at the motel 6 for a few days!"

Dom nodded grabbing his car keys then leaving. My father helped Jen up of the floor into our home and upstairs, "Here you can sleep in the guest room."

Jen smiled, "Thank you!" She smiled getting into the bed and going to sleep then coming to my room.

"Are you two alright in here?" He asked.

We nodded, "Yes!"

"Daniel!" Andrew yelled.

My father turned back to us.

"I just wanted to-," Andrew paused, "Thank you!"

My father smiled, "Your welcome!" closing my bedroom door.

Adie and I layed side by side on my bed looking at each other. "I'm sorry Adie!" I told him as I traced his cheek.

He smiled, "It's alright-," sighing taking my hand and kissed it, "Just know that I will never in my life abuse you Iz-," pause, "Or anyone else!"

I smiled as I kissed him sweetly, "I know!" licking my lips, "You could never hurt a fly,"

Adie kissed me again, "I would be lost without you!"

Taking his hand, "You wouldn't have some else bed to sleep in!"

Adie laughed, "I love you Isabella Abrielle!" For the first time in Andrew Wilson's life he spoke from his heart.

I kissed him passionately as I lad flat on my bed as he came with him.

"Iz are you sure?" He asked me, "Because if we do this theres no turning back,"

I nodded as I kissed him sweetly "I'm ready!"

He smiled as he got on top of me kissing my neck.

"Adie!" I giggled.

That night I gave something to Andrew Wilson I can never get back. Something that I've given him ever since that night. That certain brunette boy that I gave my virginity to is the same man lying beside me today and I think of that moment as his beautiful blue eyes open to meet mine. I mean really they looked like metallic blue you could seriously get lost in them.

Adie sighed, "Please don't yell!" he begged as he stretched.

A devilish smile appeared on my face, "Mom I'll be right down!"

Turn to lie on his back, "Damn Izzy!"

I gigged getting closer to him within the sheets of what 'was' my bed, "You know you love it!" I teased him as I placed a sweet kiss upon his soft pink lips.

Andrew chuckled, "You know I do!"

I sighed as he rose from my bed. I pulled the sheets over my bare legs and waist. Looking over to 'Adie' as I so loved to call him, "I need a shower!" standing from the bed taking the sheet with me.

"And?" He began as I smirked dropping the sheet. Exposing everything expect that I was wearing nothing but a pair of red, yellow, white and blue stripped underwear.

"Care to join me?" I asked as he pulled me toured him.

Stroking my cheek, Adie smiled. Looking deep into my eyes, "I love you Isabella Abrielle Le Fay!" speaking sweetly.

I giggled kissing him, "I love you too Andrew Fredrick Wilson!" sigh, "But love can wait-," pausing pushing him away, "I need a bath!" walking into my bathroom and starting the water.

Adie smirked with his arms crossed leaning against the bathroom door, "God Iz-," looking me up and down. Watching the way my body moved, my sway everything.

I turned completely out of it and unclothed, "What?" I asked.

"You mean that I have to do that-," pointing to the very messy bed, "All over again?" turning back to me.

I laughed as he ran toward me and embrace me with a kiss.

"I'll never forget those eyes, that beautiful smile.

I still remember the way you said "good-bye"

No matter how hard I try I can't forget about-,"

*down stairs*

Amy looked up from the kitchen table; "Daniel I swear that girl is getting on my last nerve!" my mother angrily spoke to my father.

Daniel, my father smiled, "I know why shes late," he spoke.

"Why?" my mother questioned.

My father laughed, "How much do you want to bet that Andrew Wilson is upstairs with her?"

Amy, my mother sighed, "How in the hell do you know that?"

Daniel, my father sighed, "Listen,"

One foot step the second then a second set.

"See!" My father spoke looking from the newspaper to my mother, "I told y,"

Amy, my mother rolled her eyes as my sister EJ-Emma Jane- came down stairs with my brother Jack not far behind.

Emma, with a smile always upon her face, "Whats for breakfast?" she asked. Now today she was wearing a pair of my ash blue jeans with a green tee and blue cons. Jack sat beside her.

Putting another plate of food on the table, "Bacon, eggs and grits!" Jack laughed taking four pieces of bacon, two scoops of eggs and a helping of grits, "My favorite!" My father, mother and Emma laughed watching him eat. As me and Andrew came down the stairs. I was wearing a pair of black jeans with a white tee with a huge peace symbol on it and a pair of red cons. Andrew wore these brown pants and a red tee.

I gulped with the stare of the devil from my parents, "I hope you don't mind um…."

Adie sighed placing his left hand on my shoulder, "There's no point in lying!" he spoke looking up and facing my parents, "My parents are fighting again and I'm sorry but I have nowhere else to go!"

My mother's heart sake as Dad sighed feeling rather sorry for him, "Andrew I'm sorry!"

Adie nodded, "And to top it all my mother has breast cancer-," he sighed, "She tells me at a chemo section that they are finally getting a divorce!"

My mother's jaw dropped, "Oh, You poor boy come sit!" making a place for him.

I smiled looking up at Adie who smiled back at me. "Thank you Izzy!" he placed a sweet kiss on my lips.

"Welcome!" I smiled back as we walked over to the table.

"So-," My father began a conversation with Adie as we ate, "Have you thought about the new football season?" pause, "I could really use you on the team!"

Adie sighed, "Yes and No!" putting his fork down, "I most likely will but see Mr. Le Fay there's more to life than just football!" getting his thoughts together, "There's collage-," looking over to me, "Love and starting a family!"

I smiled as he chuckled, "Love-," My father questioned, "Why love?"

Looking to my father, "My future career in football is not the only factor in the rest of my life!" Adie told my father as he turned to him, "There's Izzy whos a major factor too!"

My mother smiled, "Do you love my Bella?"

Uha! I hated that name with a passion. 'Bella' made me sound like Bella Swan from 'Twilight' or excuse me I mean Bella Cullen.

Adie turned and looked right at me, "With all my heart!" he laugh, "If there was no Izzy my world would be filled with nothing but pain and football!"

My father laughed at the statement. My mother sighed, "Well since you're going to be living here-," picking up her plate. Along with Emma's, Jack's and mine, "You can wash!"

Adie laughed, "I'd be delighted too!" rising from the table.

My mother smiled, "Such a sweet boy!"

Me, my father and Emma laughed at that as Andrew collected all the plates and washing them by hand as everyone left.

I sighed as I put my arms around him, "You're rather good at that you know!" I spoke as he turned around and pulled me into a kiss.

"What can I say I grew up with a towel in one hand and a dish in the other!" Adie laugh, "I've never in my life owned a dishwasher,"

I giggled, "I love you Andrew Fredrick Wilson!" I kissed him.

Adie laughed as he pulled me into a hug, "I'd be so lost without you Iz-," he took a deep breath you; "You have no idea!"

I closed my eyes embracing him taking him in. Who knew that in two days, 172,800 seconds, 2,880 minutes and 48 hours from now that our world. Adie's and mine would be ripped apart.

Kissing my head, "We better go!"

I nodded taking his hand as I grabbed my purse and book bag. Then walking out of my front door of my two story house and into Adie's blue corvette. I would have never noticed my neighbor Ivan Chambers watching me obsessing over me and Adie.

As we pulled into the parking space number 12. I pulled down the car mirror to check my make-up. Make sure everything looked good. As I turned I found Ivan staring at me I jumped, "Ivy!" breathing heavy, "You scared me!"

Now Ivan Chambers is the most fucked up, scary ass senior I have never led eyes on. This mother fucker tried to get Adie of the team because he said and I quote "Andrew gave Izzy and my sister Claira ADS,"

Ivan smiled, "I'm sorry-," sighed, "I didn't mean too!"

I bit my bottom lip as Adie came around and opened my door, "Chambers!" he spoke.

Ivan chuckled, "Wilson!"

I grabbed Adie's hand and immediately stood behind him.

"She's mine Chambers!" Adie yelled getting in Ivan's face, "Don't forget that!" he threatened as we began to walk away.

I sighed being nice passing Ivan, "Sorry!" turning back to Adie.

Ivan sneered, "If I can't have her Wilson-," he paused, "Neither of us can!"

If I would have known that just one convection would start the course for my death. I would have never let it happen. Later that day, which was not pretty let me tell you all day long he followed me like no joke to class, the library even to lunch. Yet I wish I caught it sooner because I could have had Ricky or Samuel bet the shit out of him again.

Adie kissed my hand as we waited in line to get lunch. Coming out of my daze or 'Day dream' as he so put, "Izzy?"

I smiled seeing his beautiful face, "Just thinking!" I told him.

"About?" He fished for answers.

Kissing him sweetly, "Our lives together!"

Andrew nodded, "The baby?"

I laughed, "Yes the baby!"

"Do you know when your due?" He asked.

I smiled, "Early January, late December,"

Adie nodded, "I can't wait!" pulling me close, "Did you think about what I asked you last night?"

I sighed, "Yes!"

Adie smiled, "And?" fishing again.

I bit my bottom lip, "I will!"

He was shocked, "You wait I thought-,"

I cut him off with a kiss, "Andrew-," pause, "I would love to marry you!"

"Really!" Andrew jump with joy. Picking me up and placing a sweet kiss upon my lips then setting me down, "Now all we have to do is tell our parents,"

I sighed moving up in the line, "Most likely my parents will take it better than yours,"

Adie nodded.

Then getting our food I got an idea. Not a big one but one we could work with as we sat down at a table, "We could always run away,"

Shocked, "You would do that for us?"

I nodded, "If we're left with no choice then yeah!"

When Adie finished he sighed, "Well I have to go up stairs and re-take a math test with Mrs. Turner uha!" with him now standing.

I laughed standing with him now, "Sucks for you!"

He pulled me close, "I'll think about you every minute!"

I laughed again, "Suck up!"

Adie rolled his eyes, "I'll see you later!" walking up the stairs.

"I love you!" I yelled watching him walk away from me.

He turned and yelled with a smile in reply, "I love you more!"

I laughed turning back around to pick up my trash and to my surprise Ivan Chambers was right in front of me, I jumped, "Ivan you gave me a fright!"

He confused, "I gave you a fright?"

I gulped feeling oddly scared at that statement, "Yes-," pause, "You scared the living shit out of me!" breathing deep, "You just can't do that Ivy," I told him.

Ivan, looked odd to me as he smiled rubbing the bare skin of me shoulder down to me elbow, "How's our son?" he asked.

"Son?" I questioned.

Ivan chuckled, "Yes our son!"

I gulped, "Ivan I'm sorry to say this but we do not have a child together!"

Ivan angry, "Yes we do!" he yelled.

I gulped taking baby steps back, "Ivy I have no fucking idea what the hell you're talking about!"

"Yes you do!" he yelled back, "I just heard you talking to that fucking prick Andrew Wilson about him!"

I sighed, "Because I'm pregnant with HIS Ivan His child not yours!"

Ivan got angry like a volcano erupting, "You're what?" he yelled getting closer to me.

The rage I saw in his eyes was like, for the lack of a better term, like a jealous husband who just found about his wife long time affair. I gulped turning to my right, looking desperately for a way to get out of this 'situation' with Ivy. And out of the corner of my eye I saw Richard 'Ricky' and Samuel 'Sammy' Azrael. There last name 'Azrael' meaning 'the angel who separates the soul from the body at the moment of death,' is actually how they acted toured football and surprisingly were amazing at it.

But anyway, with all the strength I had I grabbed onto his lettermen jacket as I stepped passed pulling him from his seat, right in front of Ivan. Now Ricky was much different from Adie and Sammy in many ways. Ricky was much more closed off. Meaning he didn't let that many people into his world unless you were Donica 'Donnie' Walberg or me.

Yet there was a time where Sammy's girlfriend of god only knows how many years, Serena Applegate was the only one able to get through to Ricky. Ricky and Sammy looked so much alike with the same shade of blonde hair but their eyes were different colors. Ricky's were beautiful shade of hazel eyes I have ever seen in my life and Sammy had the coolest shade of ice blue. But to top Ricky off he had the prettiest arms I have ever seen!

"You again!" Ricky realized who it was, "I thought I showed you last time not to-," he turned to see who actually pulled him from his seat. And to his surprise it was me, "Iz!" he spoke, "Is he botherin' you again?"

I nodded, "More like obsessed!"

'Obsessed' echoed in Ricky's mind. Pissed he faced Ivan but before layed into him he tapped his brother Sammy's shoulder. Sammy rose, "Whats the prob bro?" he asked.

Ricky pointed to Ivan, "He's scarin' well -," laugh, "Stocking Iz,"

Sammy looked to me and putting his arm around me looking to Ivan, "You stockin' my baby girl?" he asked.

Ivan gulped.

"Because-," Sammy began as Ricky joined, "I thought we taught you a lesson in why you-," looking him up and down, "And your shit bag face should leave our Iz-a-belle a-l-o-n-e!"

Ivan backing up, "Y-y-ou did." he paused, "It was very-,"

"Go on!" Ricky and Sammy spoke getting closer to Ivan.

Ivan backed even further, "Educational and I was just leaving!" he ran…well sprinted out of the cafeteria.

I grabbed Ricky's hand and pulled him into a hug, "Thank you-," I embraced him, "Thank you!" burring me face in his chest standing on my toes. Because Ricky was like 6'8 and I'm like 5'5.

"He really scared you. Didn't he," Ricky began holding me tight.

I nodded.

Sammy sighed patting my back, "He won't bother you anymore!"

"Promise," I begged.

Ricky kissed my head, "I promise!"

Sammy smiled, "Anything for our Little Iz!"

I giggled hearing that because I hadn't seen them speak those words since eighth grade when Ricky and Adie had a stupid fight over something that had happened over the summer. Then before I knew it it was fourth period, chorus.

"Uha!" I sighed sitting waiting for the bell to ring. As Serena Applegate and Donica Walberg, fellow soprano ones, came to sit with me.

Now Serena, I guess you could say there were major bubble brain issues goin' on. Although I have bubble brain issues too hers were worse than mine. Even though, Serena and I were both blonde S had green eyes and I had sky blue. Yet Donnie and I were closer, not because we both had sky or icy blue eyes or because she had red hair and I had blonde. But Don was the one person who knew how bad things were getting with Ivy.

"Whats wrong?" Serena asked.

I shrugged, "Nothing just-,"

Donica chuckled, "It's Ivan Chambers?"

I turned, "How did you know?"

"He's obsessed with you Belle it's not that hard and plus Ricky told me!"

I sighed, "He gives me the creeps like he won't leave me alone-," pause, "Every time I turn around Ivan's there!"

Serena bit her bottom lip knowing I was telling the truth, "Have you told Andrew?"

I nodded, "Yes even Ricky and Sammy!" sigh, "Like today at lunch Ivan scared the shit out of me,"

Donica and Serena were at a loss for words.

"What happened?" Serena asked.

"Okay-," I began, "I was talking to Adie about the baby and he had to go take a math test with Mrs. Turner so of course I said alright I'll see you later then all the sudden there Ivan was and oh my god Serena and Donnie he was fucking behind me and I was scared out of my mind!"

"Why?' Donica asked, "What did he say?"

I sighed, "He asked about our son,"

"Son?" They both fished.

I nodded, "Which I totally flat out told him what the fuck are you talking about we don't have a son!" pause, "I'm having a child with Adie and I swear to all that is beautiful in heaven he tried to back me into a corner think god Ricky and Sammy were there!"

"Ricky?" Donica spoke, "Like my Ricky,"

I nodded.

Serena gathering everything, "Sammy?" pauses, "Sammy-Jamie!"

I laughed, "Yes S Sammy-Jamie!"

If I would have known that this would be the last real moment with my girls. Or that this would be the last time I spend with both of them I would have never let it go.

"Beautiful Girl

On top of the world

Don't fall down

Because an angel

Should never touch ground!"