Just so you guys know.. this has a suicide attempt and i DO NOT condone anyone to self harm!.
Chapter 1 of 3
When i woke in the woods, i was...disoriented. I looked up to see people, my brothers and sisters falling from heaven due to meta-trons trickery. 'It's all my fault, the angels fell because of me..' my blood running cold at the thought.
I began to walk. Reminiscing on how i let Sam and Dean down countless times. When I was heavens 'Bitch' as Dean would always say. When I pulled 'Sam' from hell. Or when I let Naomi control me and almost kill Dean. Taking off with the Angel Tablet, I could go on..
I walked for what seemed like forever before i ended up at the side of a road. I my eyes started feeling heavy and it was hard to keep them open. My vessel feeling like a ton of bricks just fell on it. the longer i stood, the heavier my eyelids became until. Boom. Darkness.
Deans P.O.V
I knew i had to take Sam to a hospital, do ya' know how hard it is to see your only family left in pure pain, and you couldn't do anything about it? So here i am Sam in the back of the Impala and I in the front, Driving to the nearest hospital. That is until i saw a flash of something tan on the side of the road. I slammed on the brakes, glancing in the mirror to see what it was. It was a bit of deja vu but i still went with it. Putting the gear in reverse i went back to where i saw the tan flash of something. As i stopped and opened the door and stepped out i saw something i didn't expect. Cas. "CAS?!" i Ran up to his body and looked for a pulse, because hey, i didn't know if he was dead or not. And your probably asking "hey did you find a pulse?" and yes, yes i did which i sighed in relief. I picked up his body and brought him to the Impala and set him in the passengers seat. I really hope nothing happens to the only people left that i care about.
Sams P.O.V
I knew from the moment Dean told me not to shoot castiel when i had my gun drawn that he loves him. Not like he loves me, but like how he loved Lisa and Ben. Let me tell you about Lisa, I hated her from the moment we went back on that case where 'kids' were attacking their mothers, Though i never showed it. When Cas had Lisa and Ben's memory of Dean erased, i could tell Cas was more than Exstatic to do that. That's how i knew Cas loved Dean and how Dean loved Cas. 'Match made in heaven' right?. I only hoped i lived through this to see them finally stop having awkward eye sex and finally say "I love you".