Author's Note: Yet another little 5 times thing. I can't seem to stop myself, can I?
Disclaimer: Once agian, it's not mine, it will never be mine. Rub it in, why don'tcha?
1.
I left Mickey behind.
He was my first real boyfriend, the first one I could really confide to, could really rely on. He needed me. And I left him, gave him up, dragged myself away from him, into the arms of the Doctor, even when I didn't knew who, and what, the Doctor really was.
2.
I left my Mum behind.
I hadn't have time to tell her I was leaving, and when I got back, she'd been so worried, so scared for me. I can go visit her any time I want, and the Doctor has become more accurate, but she's still unsure and scared, and I know she worries. I still see her, but it's not the same anymore. Nothing ever is when it comes to the Doctor.
3.
It's dangerous.
When travelling through Space, or Time for that matter, there's always a risk. We stand in constant danger of being captured and left to rotten in some alien prison, being tortured, or even killed. But it's a rush, and sometimes we can actually help them, and I wouldn't give it up, not for anything.
4.
So much is new.
Everything's brand new, and so much has changed. It's exciting, of course, but there are some things I wish I had never known, never seen. I've had to rethink everything I ever thought I knew about the world.
5.
We're alone.
The Doctor may be used to being alone, but I'm not. We take companions sometimes, but not for long, and the Doctor can never stand them. We never stay in a certain spot of Time or Space long, and certainly not long enough for me to get to know someone properly. And if I do make new friends, I'll probably never see them again.
The adventures, the thrills, the sights. They're all great, fantastic, even. But the Doctor himself is better. And there are dangers out there, scary things that could crawl out of horror films. But the Doctor is worth it.
When he gives one of his goofy grins, it lights up the room, and my heart with it.
When he laughs, the sound he makes is heavenly, and I can't help but laugh in return.
And when he kisses me, I know I'll always be by his side.