Okay this is for all my When I Fall In Love readers. I was having a little writers block but thanks to Bellanoche It is gone. This is a one shot that could possibly turn out to me more. it is based on the song Emotionless by Good Charlotte. It is a really powerful song. Please enjoy!

DISCLAIMER: I Do not know HP, Please do not sue me

Emotionless
By Hogwarts is my Home

Hermione needed to get away, from Ron, from Harry from the life of the Trio who defeated the Dark Lord. 'Will it ever end? That bastard has been dead for eight years and I still can't be seen in public without creating media frenzy!' She thought bitterly to her self.

But she had to admit the real reason she left London, Ron. He kept pressuring her to set a date for their wedding. She wasn't ready to get married. Sure she loved Ron, but her heart belonged to another, some one who has been missing for the past ten years. Snape of course, exonerated him after the war, but he never came back.

They only shared a few chaste kisses in their 6th year. But they were drawn to one another. She reminisced about the moments they shared in the Astronomy Tower. She carefully sipped her hot coffee. She had decided to move to Seattle in Muggle US. Ron of course wasn't too happy about it. He owls her twice a day, she never read one, or returned one.

She sat in her favorite cozy coffee shop. She refused to think about Draco Malfoy or Ronald Weasley at all today she sat in a dark corner with a perfect view of the stage. She loved listening to up and coming artists. The way they expressed them selves through music really touched her.

"Please everyone welcome Danny Mallgren," the Owner of the Coffee shop Sam, said in to the microphone.

A man walked up to the stage with short black spiked hair and ray-ban style sunglasses. He sat on the wooden stool donning an old guitar.

"Hi everyone, I'm Danny Mallgren and I will be performing a Good Charlotte song entitled Emotionless," He said in a perfect American accent.

Hermione's breathe caught in her throat. No, not this song, please. This was the song Draco sang for her the night before Dumbledore's murder. She was quickly snapped out of her memories by the voice. It sounded so much like her lost love.

Hey dad
I'm writing to you
not to tell you, that I still hate you
just to ask you
how you feel
and how we fell apart
how this fell apart

Tears started to fall from Hermione's eyes. She closed her eyes and remembered.

are you happy out there in this great wide world?
do you think about your sons?
do you miss your little girl?
when you lay your head down
how do you sleep at night?
do you even wonder if we're all right?

but we're all right
we're all right

She knew this was how he felt about Lucius. It pained her to hear the song again.

it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive

Lucius was never a father to him, not since Voldemort came into his second reign.

the days I spent so cold, so hungry
were full of hate
I was so angry
the scars run deep inside this tattooed body
there's things I'll take, to my grave
but I'm okay
I'm okay

She had seen the scars; he never showed any one else the scars. Lucius had beaten him and left him broken.

it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
yeah, I'm still alive

Maybe this was a sign, not to marry Ron, to hold out hope for his return.

sometimes
I forgive
yeah and this time
I'll admit
that I miss you, said I miss you

Oh God, I miss you so much.

it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive

Maybe he is still alive…

and sometimes
I forgive
and this time
I'll admit, that I miss you, I miss you
hey dad

The final tear fell from Hermione's eyes as she watched the American man give his thanks and walk from the coffee shop.

Hermione sat frozen; she was debating whether or not to go after him. She had to know, she had to find a connection.

She ran out of the shop and looked all around, and could not find Danny anywhere. There was a loud crashing noise coming from the alley behind the shop. She drew her wand and ran toward the noise.

What she heard next made her stop dead in her tracks.

"What in the bloody hell was I thinking, I need to get over Janie, not dwell on what might have been," Danny said in an impeccable English accent.

Janie, did he just say Janie? That's what Draco called me! She watched the man rip off his sunglasses and his striking gray eyes stunned her.

"Damn you Lucius you ruined everything!" He yelled to the Gods.

She was stunned here was the man that haunted her every waking moment. He began to walk down the alley away from her. She tried to run after him, but he body refused to comply with her mind's request, so she did the only thing she could think of.

"Drake," she called out to him.

Draco froze in his tracks. Only one person ever called him Drake and she was back in London, living her life without him. He realized it must be his imagination so he continued down the alley.

Hermione watched as he began to walk away. Her feet, still refused to move, she was desperate.

"Drake, Please!" She yelled.

Draco knew he wasn't hearing things this time.

He turned around and saw the most beautiful sight. The girl, now woman, who haunts his every dream.

"Janie, is that you?" he asked

"Yes," She replied finally being able to move, and she ran to him.

"What are you doing here?" He asked her still not believe she was there.

"I live here," She said softly.

"With who?" he said in a hurt tone.

"Drake, now is not the time," she said. "Why didn't you come back," She asked with a hitch in her voice.

"I was a Death Eater, no one wanted…"

"That's where you're wrong, I want you, I need you…" She said as she pulled him in for a long over due kiss.