Hey guys, So I guess we are all pretty heart broken from the SP, I know I am(Thank you very much Shonda)

So I just wanted to make an extanded scene of this one (That made me sob endlessly btw) Please read and review, this is currently a one shot but if you want I can make this into a story so let me know what you think :)

"Just because I'm the one who said it was time, doesn't mean this is easy for me"

She entwined their fingers as she felt the tears starting to form in her eyes.

"I know"

The though of this being their last touch... last kiss, last love making to each other was just beginning to be too much, to real, to cruel. And now she was sobbing ,trying to hold back but can't.

"This is not easy for me"

"This is.."She rolled over to him and they looked at each other's faces for a second. They both had the same expression. Sad, beaten down,just looking for something to relive their pain. she curled in to his arms quickly hugging him tightly and sobbing, trying to find some comfort.

"Shhh" Seeing her like this, in this much pain felt like someone is ripping his heart out of his chest, and that on top of his pain was just too much.

He held her tightly,as she shivered in his arms, wishing he would never have to stop ,trying to find worlds that may make it better, but couldn't find any . So he just squeeze her to him tightly and Steady rocked her because hearing her crying was breaking his heart more and more every second.

After a few long minuets her breath became normal again and the sobbing stopped too and she just stayed there in his arms, curled against his chest.

She looked up at him with his sad puppy eyes looking at her and stroke his cheek "Ok"

"So this is it?" He asked

"Yeah..."

"Ok"

She gave him one last sad smile and a stroke on the cheek and got up to leave.

Owen grabbed her arm "W-Wait" She closed her eyes for a second not being able to resist him calling her

she turned to him "What?"

"I... Don't go "

"Owen"

"Dont go.. not yet... I'm not ready"

"Owen we-"

"Just a few more minutes... please Cristina,just anther second,I'm not ready"

She opened her mouth to say no but the look on his face was killing her. She never saw him this broken before, which is a pretty big thing to say considering everything they have been through since the moment they met.

So she just shook her head and went back into his arms

He hugged her tightly knowing that this will probably be the last time, breathing in the Scent of her hair for the last time , Running his hand across her back for the last time and just taking everything in... He's gonna need it

She looked up at him again as they give each other one last sad look

"5 years" he said

"Yeah"

"Thank you.. I just wanted to say those were the best years of my life,the good and the bad... No matter what happened, I don't regret them"He said as he felt tears running down from his eyes . As she looked at him crying she started crying too

"Me neither"

he looked at her crying and regretted saying those worlds "Oh I'm sorry I'm sorry I didn't ment to make you cry again"

he sigh and wiped the tears from her eyes. she sigh heavily "I gotta go"

"I know"

"Ok" she whispered

She got up and got dressed and theמ bend down to him placing one last longing kiss on his lips .

They both knew this was gonna be the last kiss they will share so neither of them wanted to pull away. But after long seconds she did, looking him in the eyes

"Goodbye Owen"

"Bye"

She placed one last soft kiss on his lips and got up to leave

She opened the door as she heard his voice calling behind her "I love you "

she closed her eyes not turning around and said " I love you too" And left