Hey, I decided writing this story because I really like nerd Santana. English is not my native language (I'm brazilian) so I'm sorry for any grammatical mistakes. This is my first fic ever, but you guys don't need to be nice. If the story suck, you can tell me. I'll try to update weekly, or bi-weekly, but my internet sucks, so I am also sorry if there's any delay. Please review.
Chapter One
I was startled awake by the sound of my alarm clock at 7:00 a.m. indicating me it was time to get ready to school, I groaned and rolled onto my side wondering if it was too bad if I missed school today. I was immediately regretting staying up until three in the morning playing C.O.D. with my friend Artie, but I remembered I totally beat his ass, it was worth it. I smirk at the thought, but the smirk disappeared when I remembered I had a chemistry test today. I got up of bed against my will and went to the bathroom to take a nice shower. It was Monday and I spent the whole weekend studying to this fucking test, the only break I had was yesterday's evening and only because Artie was pissing me off, texting me about beating my ass. Haha, sucker. Anyway, I was completely confident about this test.
I got out of the shower, put my glasses on and got dressed with a R2-D2 shirt, jeans, my pair of vans and a hoodie because it may be chilly outside. I went to the kitchen and my mom was there, with a mug of coffee reading the newspaper.
"Santana, darling, good morning. I made some crepes for you." I scanned the room and my dad was nowhere to be seen.
"Thanks mama, hm… where's papi?"
"He went to another conference, he'll be back in three weeks." I rolled my eyes. Of course he was in a conference. He's such a workaholic. "Santana, you look tired, I'm sure you spent the night in the video game with your friend in the wheelchair." She rolled her eyes.
"Well, yeah. Kind of. He said that I couldn't beat his ass. But I did, so…"
"You need to get a girlfriend" she said with a playful smirk.
"Mom!" I blushed. I hate when she say that and she knows, that's why she keeps saying it.
I came out for my parents when I was fifteen, my dad asked me how did I knew if I was gay if I was too young, I replied to him that everybody asks that same question, but that nobody realized that if I'm too young to know that I'm gay, then how I am going to know that I'm straight? It makes no sense saying 'you're too young to know'. My mom didn't care, she said she was going to love me either way. My dad it's not uncomfortable with me dating girls, because he's uncomfortable with me dating anyone. I don't talk about it that much with my dad, but my mom is such a tease.
With almost eighteen I've only kissed one person in my whole life. My friend Blaine. I was thirteen, he was twelve. We were both curious and we kissed. But we both didn't liked it. And now guess what? Both gays. Yeah, it was weird.
While I was having breakfast my mom was asking me questions about school, friends and today's test. After that I brushed my teeth and check my hair. I got into my car and went to school.
I'm a senior, thank god. Freshman year people didn't talked to me, I think it's because of my nerdy way to be and that was okay by me. Totally harmless, besides I have my nerd friends. But after I came out, it seems like everybody started noticing me. There was whispers in the hallway and giggles, and then came the slushies and I turned into the nerd dyke loser of William McKinley High School. It was the same with Blaine. We both kind of came out at the same time. It's bad now but at the time it was even worse.
I parked my car in the school parking lot which already have lots of cars and I entered the school, in the hallway the "top bitches" of McKinley saw me and started whispering, of course.
"Oh great, the fanny licker is here to try to gay us out" I heard Jillian whispering, followed by Quinn's voice
"Please! She can't even get dick why do you think she can get fanny to lick?"
"I bet not even Becky or Berry - whatever, they're both retarded - would spread their legs for her." Kitty said aloud and they started laughing.
Okay, yeah that hurt. Just because they slept with every person in the football team doesn't mean that I have to be a slut like them. I don't want to lose my virginity with just a hook up. Well, fuck them.
When I get to my locker Artie was already there with a scowl in his face.
"Hey Tana, I just want to explain that you only win yesterday because I was sleepy, okay? It was three in the morning."
"You lost because you suck " I said with a smirk, he grunted but ignore my insult and he changed the subject
"So… are you ready for the test? Cause I'm gonna ace it."
Me and Artie are very competitive when it comes to games and grades. Unfortunately , he's better in chemistry than I am. But I'm never gonna let him know that I know that. So I just replied "Hmm, yeah. I spent the weekend studying, but you interrupted me with those stupid texts"
"Are you going to Sam's tonight? I'm going with Marley, and Blaine will be there."
"Hum, I don't know. Let's see, I'm kind of tired, you know." I looked at him with my best spent-the-night-beating-your-ass face.
He laughed and wheeled out of the hallway to his math class.
The bell rang and I went to class. I had Spanish, which is totally useless for me because I'm already fluent, but it's okay cause now I got a whole class to study chemistry before the test and maybe I can get a higher grade than Artie.
I went to class and take my usual spot, in front next to a window. I opened my chemistry book and started taking notes when the Spanish teacher, Mr. Schue, entered the classroom with a blonde girl with him. She was wearing jean shorts, a blue tank top and leg warmers… in her… arms? What the…?
"Hello everyone. We have a new student here, starting today, I want you all to be friendly and nice to her" He said putting his hands on her shoulders.
She was smiling when she introduce herself "Hi, I'm Brittany S. Pierce, but I'm not as awesome as Britney Spears. I like ducks and unicorns and I really hope there's a leprechaun Rory here, just like my old school"
What? I've lost myself when she said she wasn't as awesome as Britney. Are you kidding me? With legs like that she's definitely as awesome as Britney. God, she have such beautiful blue eyes… she's really, really beautiful. And I have a big problem talking to beautiful girls. And I'm sure beautiful girls like her don't talk to nerd girls like me. Suddenly, I wish I wasn't wearing my R2-D2 shirt. I could be wearing that shirt my mom got me last Christmas, it's sexy 'cause it shows a lot of boobs. And my boobs are definitely not smaller.
I was too busy staring at her long, beautiful toned legs when she approach me. Wait. Did she notice I was staring? Maybe she's coming here to tell me to stop staring at her legs like a perv. Damn I'm blushing. Nice move Lopez, creeping at the new girl already.
I was thinking about what to say if she comes snapping at me when she sits in the chair behind me. Oh, right. It was the only empty chair. Wow, that was close. And then I remembered I was still turned to her with a confused expression in my face.
"I can sit somewhere else if you want to" she said quietly. I noticed that the class was already going on, that's why she was almost whispering.
"Oh! Hum… yeah… I mean no, I mean… you can sit there" Crap, I was nervous. She was looking at me with those sparkling blue eyes and had a small smile planted o her lips. Such beautiful lips…
"Hi, I'm Brittany" she said, still smiling
"Yeah, you've already said that…" Ouch! That was rude Lopez "sorry, I mean, I'm Santana… Lopez" Much better, but I still look silly.
"Santana Lopez" she said as if testing the name on her tongue, It was sexy. I think if she said 'I like taking a dump' it would still be sexy as hell because of the sound of her voice "It's a pretty name"
As if in a trance I said "You're pretty, too" Oh God, I'm such a loser, she said my name was pretty. Not me! My face must be super red, cause I'm feeling the heat spreading in my cheeks.
She just giggled and said "Well, thank you"
I gave her an embarrassed smile and as was turning around she said "I like your shirt."
I turned to her again "Oh. Thanks. So… you like star wars?" please say yes, please say yes, please say yes….
"Well, kind of. I've only watched the fourth movie but I fell asleep in the middle. But this robot is cute." She lowered her gaze to my shirt and smiled. Robot.
I smiled back I was going to ask why did she wear leg warmers in her arms when Mr. Schue interrupted me "Santana, I'm glad that you're making friends but please, let her pay attention in class, okay?"
I turned to him and nodded, I looked over my shoulder to her and she gave me a timid smile as if saying "sorry". I smiled back and started to study chemistry.
When the bell rang, I took my books and headed out of the door. I felt a hand graze my arm and I looked to Brittany.
She was blushing when she said "Hey, San. Can you help me find my next class? I'm kind of lost here." She hand me her schedule and I saw that she was also in my next class.
"Hey, I have English now too" I wondered aloud.
"Lucky me, right?" she grinned.
We walked to English class in silence, but when we get there Kitty was next to the door with Quinn. Crap, I forgot they had English class with me. She stepped in front of us, using her bitch smirk and her hands on her waist. It took her thirty seconds to actually say something "Lezpez, I didn't know you have girl friends besides that dead-dog named girl."
Brittany whispered to me "Isn't your name Lopez?"
Quinn let out a fake laugh and asked me "Oh, she doesn't know you are a lesbo?" I was just looking to the ground and biting my lip "Honey," she turned to Brittany "Be careful with Lezpez here will try to shove her hands under your shorts before you even notice"
"Last guy that shoved his hands under my shorts didn't know what he was doing." Brittany said as if it was the most normal thing in the world.
Quinn and Kitty looked at her with a "what the fuck" expression and rolled their eyes. Quinn muttered "just another loser" under her breath and entered the class while Kitty followed her. Brittany took my hand and pushed me inside. I sat in a chair in the corner of the classroom and Brittany sat behind me. I didn't know what to say to her while she played with my hair. She took the strands rolled it in each finger. I don't know how long it passed until she spoke again
"Your hair is so soft. Do all gays have soft hair? Cause my friend Kurt, who's also gay, has such a nice hair."
"I don't know." I couldn't stop blushing and I had nothing to say, but I wanted to talk to her so I said the first thing that was in my head "My friend Blaine is gay but his hair is kind of curly and he always put a lot of hair gel so I don't really know if his hair is soft or not" I stopped myself because I didn't know what I was talking about, but she was smiling at me "You have a pretty smile" Oh, god. Why did I say that? I was blushing so hard right now, but thank god for my tan skin and people can barely notice when I blush.
She got shy of all sudden, because now she was biting both her lips trying to hide her smile and a light shade of pink spread across her cheeks. It was so cute that I chuckle at her, and she said "you have dimples in your cheeks. It's cute"
I gave her a shy smile when the teacher entered the class and the class started, I turned around but the smile was still on my face. I wasn't sure if we were flirting, but it seems to be working. For both of us. Well, at least I made a new friend. And she seems not to care about me being gay. And she is gorgeous. It's a win win.
The final bell rang and I was more than relieved that the day was gone well so far and no slushies at all. I was happy about everything today. I had totally aced the test, the new girl is a cutie, no slushies and now I could go home rest. I was pretty tired from last night lack of sleep and all I wanted now was lay in my bed and sleep until my mom call me to dinner. And then, of course, I'll go back to sleep. It was the perfect plan, but I saw Sam approaching me and I really didn't want to go to his house. I love him as a brother, but I really want some rest.
"Hey Tana, Artie told me you are not going tonight. Why?"
"I'm tired Sam. I was awake 'til three in the morning. It's totally Artie's fault."
"Oh, okay. Hmm, who's that blonde girl that was with you in English class?"
Oh yeah, I forgot that Sam's also in my English class. Poor guy, I didn't talk to him today because I was too busy with Britt. He's definitely feeling replaced. He's so sensitive.
"Sorry I didn't talk to you." He replied me with a "t'sokay" and I realized I still hadn't answered him "She's a new student. She's also in my Spanish class and when I knew that we also had English together I decided to take her, because she asked. She said she was kind of lost. You know?"
"She's pretty. Is she nice?"
"Yeah. When Quinn and Kitty started mocking with me she doesn't even seem to care. She was just 'oh okay, bye'"
Sam laughed "Oh nice, you should invite her over tonight. So we all get to know her"
"We're not BFFs Sam. We talked. I don't even know her number or where she live or what's her favorite color." I said chuckling
"Okay then. Hm, I'm going now okay? See you tomorrow S, it's your loss you're not going to my party" he shoved me in the shoulder
"It isn't even a party, Trouty" he frown at the nickname I gave him and disappeared in the parking lot.
I was about to enter my car when I saw Brittany getting out of the building. What took her so long? Oh, okay. I saw Sue Sylvester behind her, talking to her and grinning. Why does I have the weird feeling that she auditioned to be a cheerio? Maybe because Sue would never talk friendly to someone unless she wants the person's soul.
I didn't realize I was staring until blue eyes find me. She saw me, smile at me and waved me goodbye. She entered in her car and I did the same. I didn't saw her leaving but her car wasn't there anymore. I huffed and went home.
I was going to see her again in the next day.