Standard disclaimer applies to both Inuyasha and the song by Spill Canvas.
Summary: A peek into a demon's thoughts while he battles with his doubts and fears about someone whom he hopes he hasn't lost.
A/N: Whilst trying to write my thesis, this idea struck me like a kangaroo kicked me in the face. I did not go into much detail because I want you, the readers, to imagine your own interpretations of the scenes presented.
Sesshomaru's POV
This is for keeps.
The streets are dark. My pulse is flat-lined as I'm running to you.
I do not know or care anymore. I need you and I need you to need me.
You sit completely unaware of what I'm about to do.
As I draw closer to where you are, I imagine you smiling with open arms.
The air is thick with tension, much like when we are together.
Trying my best to calm down, I seem to be choking with the thought of your rejection.
My fangs are aching as I'm pondering about you and I forever.
Our differences matter not. Not realizing this sooner, I know I was a fool.
As I round your corner, I am nervous that you won't be my lover.
Will you take me back?
I knock three times and hope that my pale complexion won't blow my cover.
I stand here worrying myself, will I scare you away?
You answer the door with your innocent face.
Well rehearsed lines of wooing now erased from my impeccable memory.
Would you like to leave this human race, tonight?
Perhaps a straight forward question would deliver me from my misery.
Eternity will never be enough for me.
Eternally we'll live our infallible love.
My brain is pumping an unusual secretion of lust.
Yes, my desire for you seems ever-flowing and I can no longer hold it within
Your eyes are softer now and your chin, it drips a bloody color of rust
I've never prayed but now I will, please be mine with no regrets
I am raising up the stakes of this round, I am playing for keeps.
To separate myself from you would mean my death.
Would you like to leave this human race, tonight?
Eternity will never be enough for me.
Eternally we'll live our infallible love.
Follow me into the sea.
Do you love me enough to immerse yourself in my darkness?
"We'll drown together and immortalize you and me."
These words of yours destroyed my apprehension as I take you as mine and I, yours.
Leave behind this lonely town.
When we are together, it is more than enough.
We're both better than this, it's not worth being down.
The world may not see what we have but we do.
We do.