Hi there. So, as you know, there is a fic in this fandom known as "Royal Woods", which is apparently an M-Rated version of the show.

It's not. It just promotes Loudcest and makes Lincoln abuse his plot armor. Oh, and it kills Lily every chapter because the author thinks Lily is useless and dumb.

And can I say it's actually kinda genius. Lincoln Loud is the most woobified character, so having him act like this is sort of a "Take That" to how the fans think Lincoln is never at fault. And the writer is kinda right. Lily is kinda… just there.

However, I do like Lily (She's a baby, and she's actually very well behaved compared to most cartoon babies) and this is sort of a "POV" story for Lily's life in the fic. Reminder. THIS IS NOT A FIX FIC.

Disclaimer: I don't own the Loud House, and I don't own the OC's in the story.

When Lily was one, life changed in an instant.

She remembers at least parts of what had happened. Lori had left her in the cold box, and she had remembered getting very sleepy. So she fell asleep and drifted away, only to be harshly pulled back into another cold box.

Her family never looked at her the same again.

Again and again she found herself drifting away, and pulled into the cold room. Soon, her family didn't even care, and let the cycle continue.

When Lily was 2, she took her first steps, and she could finally say more than "Poo-Poo". But no one was there to cheer her on, and instead let her fall down the stairs.

When she woke up again, her sister Lisa was nowhere to be found. Instead, it was a large machine and her only brother Lincoln. Before she could move, the robot scooped her up, and showed her to Lincoln.

Her brother grabbed her by the diaper, and she let out a cry, and Lincoln simply looked her in the eye.

"You're replaceable. You're a stupid clone. We all hate you, and you will always be alone."

And he left her in the merciless grasp of Kalashnikov, and once again she drifted off.

But honestly? She welcomed the brief silence for once.

When Lily was 3, her family gave her a little brother. She was not allowed to see him, and instead locked in a cage.

She watched as they threw out her stuff and put in a new crib and soft toys. And she grew sad, and drifted away again.

When she came downstairs from the machine again, Lincoln was playing with her little brother, with a warmth she'd never seen before.

And that made her angry.

Lincoln saw the look on Lily's face, and smugly threw her picture and blanket into the fireplace, out of sight of little Leo.

And Lily was furious. Furious at Lincoln. Furious at Leo for recovering the warmth she so craved.

And so she started to plan. She grabbed a bowling ball from Lynn and Lucy's room, and hurled it down the stairs. It almost hit Leo, and her sisters and brother descended on her like wasps.

Over and over, she was yanked around from horrible pain to horrible silence. Her siblings cheers rang through her ears.

But after a while… everything stopped. And so did Lily's affection for her siblings. And that's when she started to think.

When Lily was 5, she found it. Kalashnikov's off switch. Sure, it only gave her an hour of peace, but she was careful enough to make it look like an accident.

Lori, Leni and Luna had moved out, so the deaths (as she finally understood what that wonderful silence was) had slown down a bit.

When she shut off that horrible robot today, she had the house to herself, as her family didn't bother to register her for kindergarten.

That's gave Lily time to think.

Lincoln had gotten meaner over the years, especially after their older sisters and mommy stopped playing doctor with him. The girls at school stopped playing doctor with him, too.

Lincoln even asked if she wanted to play doctor.

It was one of the only times she willingly threw herself out the window. And then he didn't ask again.

Good. Lily heard that Lincoln was very mean when he played doctor from Lola while she was hiding in the vents.

Before everyone came home, she reactivated that robot, and turned on the security cameras again. She giggled. She was like a secret agent like in the comic she swiped once from Lincoln (it was worth getting thrown in the washing machine when he found her)

Speaking of which, Lincoln should be home right about- (BANG)

Lincoln sighed contently as he watch Lily slump down from the couch. That made him feel much better. He then realized something.

"Aww, come on Lily! Don't bleed all over the couch!"

When Lily was 8, the eldest 5 sisters had left. Lucy, Lisa and Lincoln were the only sources of intentional death left, so she avoided those 3 like the plague.

Her little brother Leo was 6, and had never really interacted with her. Since she was found in the house alone last year, she was put into the 1st grade (much to her joy), and would be starting school for real.

Lily didn't know what Leo thought of her, much to her chagrin. (See, Lisa? I know big words, too, no matter how much you and Lincoln try to erase my memories of that knowledge)

On the first day of school, with her self-made lunch (A sandwich with one slice of bologna and a half-empty water bottle), she sat alone, thinking of how to approach her little brother.

An apple beaned her.

"Haha! It's Circus freak Loud!"

"I heard her brother say she acted like an animal! Look at how bad her hair looks!"

"And smells! Pee yew!"

Lily rolled her eyes, but then she received a banana in the face. The kids laughed and laughed.

"Leave my sissy alone!" Her head shot up. Leo stood in front of her, little fists clenched. The kids simply sneered, before walking off.

Lily… felt something. Pride? Joy? Leo turned around and looked at her.

A sinking feeling in her gut came as her brother stared at her. She shut her eyes, prepared for anything. She felt something around her waist, and opened her eyes.

Leo was hugging her. "Are you ok?"

Lily didn't move "Yes… I'm ok…"

"Why didn't you say anythings? They were being mean to yous?"

"I'm kinda used to being hurt."

"That's sad. I don't think you deserves what our siblings- I mean, those bullies do to you?"

That's when she realized something.

Lincoln was wrong. She wasn't alone. She wasn't worthless. She wasn't a waste.

She was Lily Loud. And she had at least someone who cared about her.

Cheesy ending is Cheesy. The "Royal Woods' fic is by NothingBetterToDo11.