I Am Alone
Alone I am meant to be
A fate in which I cannot flee,
From the time that I awake,
Until the unnatural silence makes my head ache,
I am to be alone forevermore,
To contact the world nevermore
I keep myself locked away inside
Some wonder if, perhaps I had died,
Alone I am meant to be,
By myself, and only me
It is not right to be hated,
Especially for being isolated
You are mocked for being you
It's hard when there is nothing that you could do
Like a virus in the air
They avoid you, they don't really care
Alone I am meant to be
Shall I ever be set free?
Free form the torture, free from pain
From every thing that drives me insane
If only the people knew it was their fault
The reason my life is constantly put to a halt
Why can't I be free?
Free to be me…
Alone I am meant to be
As if I were lost at sea
Nothing to loose, nothing to gain
Sometimes I wonder if I am just living in vain
In vain of you, in vain of my life,
In vain of the person holding a knife
In vain of the bad, in vain of the good
In vain of everyone who never really understood…